Thread 83061452

hello anon. how are you? have you been listening to anything new recently? do you believe in astral signs? and you look really good today also!

Thinking about my childhood while listening to this mix.
https://youtu.be/DrmpZtxr0kY?si=c86dUE2WViF6dN08

yeah i found this i like it
https://youtu.be/fslK9YTkcc0

>>83061452 (OP)
hi taonon. nice to see you again. how are you doing?
>have you been listening to anything new recently?
not neccessarily... i've been relistening silksong soundtrack
>do you believe in astral signs?
what like astrology? that to me sounds like space racism if you ask me

>>83061468
soundscapes like those are always very relaxing i like them. i listen to a few with windows xp sounds and stuff and it does bring some nostalgia to me too
>>83061504
is that a breaking bad reference
>>83061505
hello anone. nice to see you too! im fine i suppose just anxious for tomorrow
>relistening silksong soundtrack
i haven't listened to any of the songs from that or the first game. what's one you like?
>like astrology
yeah that stuff. the things middle aged women like to read about. my mom used to watch the horoscope every week when i was a kid
>space racism
...huh?

>>83061670
>what's one you like?
well... i guess this one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQim4Fcbwpk
not anything extraordinary, i just like the way sounds of heavy machinery, bells and ticking clocks form into a melody
>the things middle aged women like to read about. my mom used to watch the horoscope every week when i was a kid
you might have guessed from my previous reply that i'm not exactly a huge fan. well, to summarize, i think judging a human character based on the month of birth is quite ridiculous. thankfully most people don't actually take this stuff seriously and don't treat it like gospel.
>...huh?
see reply above for further explanation

>>83061452 (OP)
Hello Taonon!!!! So you made a thread today too, I guess that means you are feeling at least somewhat okay? Oh, just read that you're anxious for tomorrow, why is that? I'm doing okay I suppose, a bit nervous since it's my first day back at work I guess but things are going alright so far.

I haven't been listening to anything new, just the same old stuff as usual. I think I listened to this like 20 times on loop yesterday: youtube.com/watch?v=ivoYrzSCgFQ
No idea what they're singing but I really like the chorus.

>astral signs
Like the astrology stuff? I'm not sure... I'm kinda 50/50 on it. On the one hand it seems pretty silly, I mean why would star positions in the sky correlate with things happening in your life? And it definitely seems like one of those grifts for middle aged women. But on the other hand I do think it's pretty accurate sometimes, even if you take the Barnum effect into consideration, so it's hard to dismiss entirely. Also I think it's a good way to explore psychology, like even if it's all fake it still sort of provides a scaffolding that you can use to learn more about yourself. What do you think of it Anon? Do you believe in it? Are you interested in it because you like the stars? What's your sign if I may ask?

>you look really good
Erm how do you know that???? Are you in my walls?!

>>83061854
>i guess this one
humu, it's not bad at all, i like it. it's really cool when songs use sounds of items that normally wouldn't be used for music and make melodies with them
>judging a human character based on the month of birth is quite ridiculous
i agree with that. but i was more curious to know if anons think that what their sign says about them is true or not. have you ever read the qualities and flaws that your sign has? do you think they fit you?
>>83061947
>why is that
i've got 2 tests tomorrow and one is math... i dont expect to pass the math one honestly. i think i'll just fail the subject and have to go on with a debt in math the next year
>I listened to this like 20 times on loop yesterday
hm it's not a bad song. really unique. how do you even find this stuff? they seem so obscure and hard to find
>why would star positions in the sky correlate with things happening in your life?
oh i don't know, it's not any more believable than a omnipotent god in the skies controlling everything and yet billions of people believe that.
>What do you think of it Anon?
nothing in particular i guess. i don't think it's right to judge someone based on their astrological sign but i do think some descriptions it gives might be accurate occasionally. mostly because they always vary anyway... so they're bound to guess something right eventually. im a capricorn by the way.
>Are you in my walls?!
i am everywhere at all times (including in your walls)

>>83062071
>it's really cool when songs use sounds of items that normally wouldn't be used for music and make melodies with them
yeah, it's my favourite, pizza tower also did something similar, and that particular ost was also one of my favourites
although admittedly bells *are* used to make music
>but i was more curious to know if anons think that what their sign says about them is true or not.
aye... my bad, taonon. i don't take this stuff seriously. but hold on, give me a minute.
>have you ever read the qualities and flaws that your sign has? do you think they fit you?
hmmm... scorpios tend to be loyal, passionate, intense, strong, independent. come off as aloof, secretive, detached and intimidating. even if it is true to my sign, it is certainly not true to me.
>aloof, secretive, detached
doebeit this is somewhat true, but i think it's just me being. me.
well, what about you? do you think description of your zodiac sign is true?

>>83062556
>pizza tower
ah i wanted to play that! there's a mod that turns all the character in that game into genshin characters it's honestly really well done and i wanna try it out. no money though...
>it is certainly not true to me
hmm i see. well i dont rely on the horoscope to tell me how other people are anyway. i think some traits that my sign has i also have irl though. apparently capricorns are really down to earth or something like that.

>>83061452 (OP)
Hiii Hutao anon!!! I haven't spoken to you in a while!
>have you been listening to anything new recently?
Yes! But I'm too shy to talk about it here.
>do you believe in astral signs?
I'm very openminded to these things, so sure, I guess! I like things related to space and stars!
>and you look really good today also!
Oh, you... you also look really nice today, anon ^-^

>>83062890
>there's a mod that turns all the character in that game into genshin characters it's honestly really well done and i wanna try it out.
hm... i only remember a mod that turns toppings into girls, i think minus8 did the sprite work. normies were seething about that mod because muh horny. also because pedophile8. but the mod that puts genshin characters in the game sounds pretty cool. i should look it up.
>no money though...
just pirate the game if you wanna try the mod out. i highly recommend *buying* pizza tower though, it's one of the gems on the market, remember to support small game devs if you can
no pressure though
> i think some traits that my sign has i also have irl though. apparently capricorns are really down to earth or something like that.
i'm fairly certain it's just a coincidence, same with me, but if you want to believe in that stuff, i'm not gonna stop you. i suppose stars do have a certain effect on our lives. look at the sun at least. not literally. please don't look at it with naked eyes.
>>83062911
also hi mio anon, i think i've seen you in my last thread. how's life treating ya?

>>83063005
I remember you! You wanted to have a pointless chat or something, I think? What should I call you?
>how's life treating ya?
It's ehhhhh... It's less about how life's treating me and more about how I'm treating my own life. By all standards I have a really good life but my laziness keeps making things go wrong. Hate it. Fuck procrastination. (Fuck myself for procrastinating.)
How are you?

>>83062071
>2 tests
Ah, that's right.. I'm surprised something like that still makes you anxious though, I would have thought you wouldn't care about it enough for that. I guess you are paying for this school so it is pretty important to pass your classes, but still. I suppose the anxiety doesn't make it any easier to study, does it? Try to do it a bit anyway Anonny, it would really suck to have to go into next year with a debt!!

>not a bad song
I'm glad you don't hate it desu! I don't think it's very unique compared to the usual stuff I listen to, it all sounds pretty similar. This one's a bit more high energy than most though. As for how I find them, it's usually by going through every video on a channel that has some good songs that I already know I like. Usually there's channels that are dedicated to uploading certain styles of music, so if there's a couple songs i like on them, there'll be more too.

>omnipotent god
Yeah, that's never been very believable to me either. I don't know how people can believe in such things, I wish I could as well but it just seems impossible for me. At least with astrology you could say that maybe being born at a different time of the year influences the baby somehow, like because the weather is different or something... though that's a stretch too.

>judge someone based on their astrological sign
Yeah.. there seem to be a lot of people who do that for some reason, and I'm really not a fan of it either. It's bad if astrology promotes that even more, though those people would probably find some other reason to judge people anyway so I don't think it makes much of a difference.

>because they always vary anyway
Yeah, that's what the Barnum effect is I think, basically writing some description that fits everyone because it's so generic. I've read some descriptions though and they really do seem to match better if it's the person's sign, at least on the cases I've seen. Maybe not all cases though, I don't remember anymore.

cont.

Cont.

Capricorn huh... right I think you mentioned your birthday is in January before, unless I'm mixing it up with something else. Well I don't know anything about that sign but some of it seems accurate, other parts not so much... maybe it is all hogwash after all. I'm an Aquarius though and it matches me decently well I think.

>i am everywhere at all times
Oh yeah? What color shirt am I wearing then?

>>83063041
>You wanted to have a pointless chat or something, I think?
literally all of my conversations with anons here are a bit pointless, so that narrows it down insignificantly. however, i make "uninteresting talking threads" from time to time.
>What should I call you?
i'm honestly not certain. i suppose eula is what anons know me for. eula guy. eula anon. uninteresting anon. hey, that one might be good. uninteresting anon it is.
>By all standards I have a really good life but my laziness keeps making things go wrong. Hate it. Fuck procrastination. (Fuck myself for procrastinating.)
i know, mio anon. procrastination probably ruined my life for me for literal decades ahead. it's gonna take a lot of time to clean up that mess i created for myself. gonna do that later though. heh.
>How are you?
my mother cut my finances due to me leaving university and she's extremely unhappy about me. yesterday i was on the verge of having a mental break during work shift because my university curator called my mother. you could probably guess how i'm feeling about all that. not very thrilled to say the least. otherwise, i'm still wageslaving away. i need to find a better job probably. this one pays peanuts.
i hope you'll find the strength to overcome your procrastination.

>>83063263
>uninteresting
Oh yeah, that was the word. Just couldn't think of it.
>eula
Eulanon
New name for you I guess. That one flows off the tongue better.
>procrastination probably ruined my life for me for literal decades ahead.
It's already kind of ruined my life. My friends are getting master's degrees and moving away from their parents and going on trips on their own dime, while I'm stuck studying. I feel left behind. I really want a girlfriend but I'm not ready for one. No money to pay for dates, no place where I live alone to spend private time together. And nothing to think of my dreams of art and music. I haven't made any songs or art that I'm proud of because I never started putting in the time to really work on it.
>my mother cut my finances due to me leaving university and she's extremely unhappy about me. yesterday i was on the verge of having a mental break during work shift because my university curator called my mother. you could probably guess how i'm feeling about all that. not very thrilled to say the least. otherwise, i'm still wageslaving away. i need to find a better job probably. this one pays peanuts.
I'm sorry, anon. Something like that happening would be my biggest fear. I believe in you, though! I'm sure you'll pull through.
I also hope you overcome your procrastination. It's a terrible beast.

>>83061452 (OP)
I've been zoning out and trying to ignore my life while listening to SomaFM Groove Salad.

>>83063323
>Eulanon
i tried to avoid that one because people will think i'm a dollar store version of taonon, but sure, eulanon it is
>My friends are getting master's degrees and moving away from their parents and going on trips on their own dime, while I'm stuck studying. I feel left behind. I really want a girlfriend but I'm not ready for one. No money to pay for dates, no place where I live alone to spend private time together. And nothing to think of my dreams of art and music. I haven't made any songs or art that I'm proud of because I never started putting in the time to really work on it.
no matter what anons tell you on other boards and in other threads, you still have the whole life ahead of you. they have given up, and that's also understandable. however, some of us still have hope. no matter what you think, any hole can be climbed out of, and almost any situation can be solved. unless you're in medical debt and live in america, good fucking luck with that. i believe in you, anon. try your best.
>I'm sorry, anon. Something like that happening would be my biggest fear. I believe in you, though! I'm sure you'll pull through.
I also hope you overcome your procrastination. It's a terrible beast.
thank you. i'm not dead yet, so that must mean something. i'm in a different city also, i'm not stuck in my small dogshit town. i have more opportunities here, even if i don't have education. i hope for the best for both of us.

>>83063409
>i tried to avoid that one because people will think i'm a dollar store version of taonon, but sure, eulanon it is
Would you prefer I call you "Dollar Store Taonon" from now on?
>i believe in you, anon. try your best.
Thank you, I appreciate it.
>i'm in a different city also, i'm not stuck in my small dogshit town. i have more opportunities here, even if i don't have education. i hope for the best for both of us.
Perhaps you'll start going to school sometime in the future when things have calmed down? It opens up a lot of doors. But I guess that isn't something to worry about right now.

>>83062911
hi mio anon
>I'm too shy to talk about it
aw cmon, what is it? no need to be embarrassed about the things you listen to
>I like things related to space and stars!
that's cool desu. do you think your zodiac signs fits well with you?
>>83063005
>i should look it up.
it's really well done and not horny!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svB_18Aof54
>just pirate the game
i mean sure i could but it's by an indie studio and i kind of feel bad. besides pirating stuff is always risky
>stars do have a certain effect on our lives
they do, mostly spiritually i suppose. but i guess mentally too if you think about the solace sometimes they give us when we gaze upon them
>>83063126
>still makes you anxious though
well of course it does. if i fail im just done for good.
>every video on a channel
hmm, now i ask myself how you find the channels...
>if astrology promotes that even more
meh, if someone judges me based on the astrological sign and doesn't speak to me because of it i doubt i would've been good friends with them anyway.
>your birthday is in January before
yeah it is, it's the same day as tao's bday. apparently aquarius are cool too i think? they're close to my sign so that's nice
>What color shirt am I wearing then?
im gonna go with grey or some shade of that
>>83063346
zoning out is great desu. i wish i could do it more often but alas, my mind is too fast

>>83063468
>aw cmon, what is it? no need to be embarrassed about the things you listen to
I'll send it to you in DMs if you really wanna know! Sheesh...
>do you think your zodiac signs fits well with you?
I have no idea! I don't really research this stuff so I don't know! I just like the idea of stars and stuff.

>>83063468
>it's really well done and not horny!
my god. this is an extremely high effort shitpost if i've ever seen one. one might even say it stops being a shitpost at this point... i should definitely play that. also hu tao as noise is fucking genius.
>i mean sure i could but it's by an indie studio and i kind of feel bad. besides pirating stuff is always risky
well, i see. you can wait until you have enough money in that case, pizza tower is pretty cheap. especially for the amount of content it has. i'm kinda sad to see the hype die down. this game deserves all the praise.
>they do, mostly spiritually i suppose. but i guess mentally too if you think about the solace sometimes they give us when we gaze upon them
stars are real cool, i've always had a dream of exploring the deep space when i was a kid. the dream shattered when i grew up and realized we're never going into space, at least most of us won't. but i still like stars and space. one of my favourite things, maybe we'll one day be able to start humanity from scratch someplace else. although it would be preferable to instead just. befriend earth instead and stop beating it to death.
>>83063451
>Would you prefer I call you "Dollar Store Taonon" from now on?
no, certainly not, thank you very much
>erhaps you'll start going to school sometime in the future when things have calmed down? It opens up a lot of doors.
we'll cross that bridge when we get there. for now i just need some funds to keep myself alive. after that, who knows.

>>83063560
>i've always had a dream of exploring the deep space when i was a kid. the
This is why I like playing Elite Dangerous, lol. I love flying into the stars.
I need to go stargazing again sometime. Last time I did that was years ago. Gosh one of my dreams is to go out stargazing with my (future) girlfriend and hold hands and cuddle under the stars...
>no, certainly not, thank you very much
OK, Dollar Store Taonon!
>we'll cross that bridge when we get there. for now i just need some funds to keep myself alive. after that, who knows.
Good luck on getting the funds. It's a dry well out there for jobs...

fat piggy cutting her wrists for me

>>83063502
>I'll send it to you in DMs
you gotta be more confident anon...
>I have no idea!
maybe this is your sign to look it up! but yeah i also just like watching stars and constellations. it's pretty enough that way
>>83063560
>one might even say it stops being a shitpost
indeed! it's a work of art if you ask me. im really tempted to just pirate the game to play the mod but then im scared it might not even work for whatever reason
>wait until you have enough money
that's gonna take a while...
>exploring the deep space
born too soon to explore the space and too late for the world, just in time to rot in bed doing nothing! existential dread apart i also dreamed of doing that as a kid. i hope in the future we'll get to see the stars from up close
>just. befriend earth instead and stop beating it to death.
that would also be really nice indeed!!

>>83061452 (OP)
>hello anon. how are you?
feeling good past days have been comfy, you?
>have you been listening to anything new recently?
i found a miku cover of the travis scott song fe!n and i cringe a little when i have to admit that i been listening to it nonstop for days
>do you believe in astral signs?
thats a random question how do you even come up with it. I dont know much about it but i could see that starts could influence us like planets do. i take it you believe in it?
>and you look really good today also!
no you :p

>>83061505
>that to me sounds like space racism if you ask me
kek ill steal that joke

>>83063824
>but i could see that starts could influence
*stars

>>83063731
>im really tempted to just pirate the game to play the mod but then im scared it might not even work for whatever reason
we have a saying here, the one who doesn't risk, doesn't drink champagne. in this case, the one who doesn't risk doesn't play genshin tower. either way, i understand, it's a bad idea to play around with 'puter viruses. there is at least one currently on my pc which my shitty free antivirus can't detect, so i pretend like everything is okay.
>that's gonna take a while...
hopefully you'll be able to make some quick buck soon, or hopefully your parents will give you some.
>just in time to rot in bed doing nothing!
that's the taonon i know. and unfortunately same. i wonder if our mental states will improve one day.
>i hope in the future we'll get to see the stars from up close
well, we kinda can. telescopes, even amateur ones, can still see quite far. but that requires little to no light pollution. goodluck with that if you live in a big city.
>that would also be really nice indeed!!
shekels are far more important to some, even if it comes at the cost of comfortable life. or even any life at all.
part one.

part two.
>>83063964
>>83063648
>This is why I like playing Elite Dangerous, lol. I love flying into the stars.
hmm... tell me more about it, mio anon.
>I need to go stargazing again sometime. Last time I did that was years ago. Gosh one of my dreams is to go out stargazing with my (future) girlfriend and hold hands and cuddle under the stars...
oh hey, my idea of a perfect first date was always to end it with a stargazing session. there's no better ending to a first date than spending it with the person you love just looking at the stars, letting them bear witness to a blooming union of two souls. sigh. now i'm sad.
>OK, Dollar Store Taonon!
well, i suppose i did it to myself...
>It's a dry well out there for jobs...
ain't that the truth. it's either ungodly conditions and long hours or just peanuts as payment. really sad.
>>83063824
also hi anon. glad to hear you're doing okay.

>>83061452 (OP)
Whattup HuTao anon.
>how are you?
Doing alright. Forgot to leave my kid's backpack out for when his mom grabbed him though so I gotta make an hour drive out from my house at like midnight which is gonna suck.

>have you been listening to anything new recently?
Not really, just my usual stuff. Pacific Purgatory, Negative XP, Steakfry (Rest in peace, Ryan), Alice in Chains, and Gezebelle Gaburgably

>do you believe in astral signs?
Not since the three wise men, no.

>and you look really good today also!
Don't lie to me, Mr. HuTao. I know I'm fugly

holy fuck i only now realised how popular taonon is, its like writing with a celebrity at this point

>>83063824
>have been comfy
that's nice desu! im the same way as always i guess. my default state which isn't good but isn't bad either.
>miku cover of the travis scott song
there's migu covers of everything these days... i like migu covers of popular songs though. there's one of save your tears by the weekend and it's really good
>i take it you believe in it?
not that much. i came up with the question because it seemed like a topic no one really discusses, and i find it interesting to know why people choose to believe things or not. do you have a favourite planet by the way?
>no you
aww you flatter me anon!
>>83063964
>so i pretend like everything is okay
not me having something like 100 malwares and a bitcoin miner in my pc without knowing for almost 6 months...
>your parents
lole, the only parent i have left probably has less money than me at this point
>will improve one day
i dont count on it personally. i only hope someone will save us.
>light pollution
yeah... and there's lots of that where i live. i hate i hate i hate it! i wanna see the stars...
>shekels are far more important
of course of course. wouldnt want to make mr shekelstein mad by having a functional ecosystem!
>>83064019
hello anon!
>at like midnight
but nightdrives are sooo nice! you put on some music and chill since there's no traffic. i'd go on a lot of them if i had the money for gas. and if i didn't care about pollution i suppose.
>just my usual stuff
you have really good taste anon i must say. incredibly based may i add. i really like gezebelle's songs
>I know I'm fugly
yet you're the guy with a wife and kid... hmmm...
>>83064034
don't say that, im no celebrity. a lot of these anons talk with eachother too

>>83064075
>don't say that, im no celebrity.
taoanon is a niche internet microcelebrity... i feel so small compared to him. your threads get so many replies ;-; im jealous, im boring and washed.

>>83064075
>don't say that, im no celebrity. a lot of these anons talk with eachother too
celebrity or not, you make this board slightly more bearable with it's constant bbc and tranny spam by some indians who get paid 10 rupees an hour. thank you, taonon.
>not me having something like 100 malwares and a bitcoin miner in my pc without knowing for almost 6 months...
don't think i have just *one*. it's just one that i can visibly see. every time i launch my pc cmd opens for a brief second. there's probably a lot more. i wish i was more tech savvy so i could fix that problem on my own. god knew i would be too strong if i knew how to handle electronics.
>the only parent i have left probably has less money than me at this point
i'm sorry to hear that. i hope things will get better for both your parent and you.
>i only hope someone will save us.
i'm.. not certain that someone will save us. only we can help ourselves. but that's a problem of the future us.
>i wanna see the stars...
it's so frustrating. i want to see something cool in space, but instead some moron with advertisement as bright as 10 thousand suns gets to have slightly more customers.
>wouldnt want to make mr shekelstein mad by having a functional ecosystem!
rabbi shlomo shekelstein and his shenanigans... damn you jews for being so cartoonishly evil!

>>83064075
>nightdrives are sooo nice!
Generally I would agree with you. But I'll already be tired and I gotta drive out into the middle of nowhere through some windy ass roads with no light poles.

>really good taste
You are a liar pants. But thanks. I like Gez's wails, she puts a lot of emotion into the screaming. Got me hooked when I listened to her more serious stuff, but the first song I heard was "Snail Man" and I just thought that shit was funny.

>with a wife and kid
Brother I have been divorced for almost 4 years

>>83063997
hey there dollar store taonon :P im joking im joking!

>>83064075
>my default state which isn't good but isn't bad either
so neutral? sounds peaceful
>there's one of save your tears by the weekend and it's really good
just gave it a listen and its peak! thank youuu.
>i came up with the question because it seemed like a topic no one really discusses
oh i thought some girl you met talked about it and got you interested in it
>i find it interesting to know why people choose to believe things or not
you found a reason why people believe in astral signs?
>do you have a favourite planet by the way?
uhhhhhhh the moon is beautiful when its fullmoon i guess
>im no celebrity
taonon cult when?

>>83064019
>pic rel
my fav anime girl

>>83064034
taonon is our new leader

>>83064119
>i feel so small compared to him. your threads get so many replies ;-; im jealous, im boring and washed.
it is our holy duty to free this board from cancerous threads. don't sell yourself short. all of us are doing what we can to make this board comfier.

>>83064196
also
>>83064176
>don't think i have just *one*. it's just one that i can visibly see. every time i launch my pc cmd opens for a brief second
>>83064075
>not me having something like 100 malwares and a bitcoin miner in my pc without knowing for almost 6 months...

just what kind of russian websites are you two visiting... does my pc need a facemask when im typing with you two? :c

>>83064220
>russian
mfw
>does my pc need a facemask when im typing with you two? :c
certainly. don't forget to switch them every two hours.

>>83061452 (OP)
>astral signs
theyre real, heres a quick guide:
>air signs
sex with geminis, marriage with libras, bromance with aquarius
>fire signs
useful for entertainment
>earth signs
slaves for air and fire
>water signs
genocide them

DID I MISS OUT ON TAONON?!

>>83064320
i sense some bias in your post

>>83064239
if im not careful then clicking on your images will share some virus, your pcs are e-weapons at this point lol

>mfw
cyka blyat rush b?

>>83064594
>if im not careful then clicking on your images will share some virus, your pcs are e-weapons at this point lol
oh my god, i'm no better than indian scum, spreading diseases everywhere... i better get that checked out.
>cyka blyat rush b?
da.

>>83061452 (OP)
I've been wanting to meet a woman into astrology and energy work. Guess I need to find some hub of alt people in my city.

>>83064176
>thank you, taonon
you and everyone else is more than welcome! thanks for your threads too
>cmd opens for a brief second
oh, that's not good... perhaps it's not a bad idea to do a fresh install. back up all your important stuff on a drive or usb and just install a new windows
>we can help ourselves
i know... but i fantasize about it a lot i know its stupid and i shouldn't but it gives me some hope i guess.
>gets to have slightly more customers
how else is he going to buy his 5th yacht anon??? can't leave the poor guy without it
>>83064190
>I'll already be tired
yeah i suppose that's fair. you deserve some quiet time and a restful sleep aswell after all
>liar pants
nuh uh! i speak the truth. all of those artists are great!
>she puts a lot of emotion into the screaming
yeah that she does! but my favourite song by her is birdbath. it's really emotional
>I have been divorced
well uhm, getting married means someone found you really attractive i suppose? sorry though.
>>83064196
>so neutral?
i suppose. better than bad!
>its peak
heheh that artist made a lot of good covers. listen to the whole album it's good!
>some girl you met talked about it
lole, i suppose it's a thing that girls are most interested about. one time a girl did ask me about my zodiac signs and everything. unironically knowing some of this stuff might help you get a gf.
>you found a reason
not a logical one, no
>moon
it is really pretty! i wish we had more than just one. i love when there's more moons in the sky whenever i play sci-fi games n such
>taonon cult when?
never!!!
>my pc need a facemask
naw mine is all healthy now. no more viruses. also i think i caught that stuff by using those shady installers you sometimes torrent. never again
>>83064320
oddly specific it seems. how are you so sure to know about this stuff?
>>83064553
uhhh, as far as i know im still alive...
>>83064641
i think your best chances are at libraries or some "weird" clubs for people that are not normies.

>>83064715
>deserve some quiet time and a restful sleep
I dunno about deserving it, but I definitely would like it.

>all of those artists are great!
Yeah, I just have trouble accepting compliments.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zi8ShAosqzI&pp=ygUTZ2l2ZSBtZSBjb21wbGltZW50cw%3D%3D

>favourite song by her is birdbath
Birdbath is so fucking good. I like to listen to it while I'm outside at like midnight, drinking and smoking. Partake is also really good.

>means someone found you really attractive
I have to admit to a bias here as remembering the "good times" is very much poisoned by the bad. But I think she only ever used me to boost her ego and provide for her. I don't think she ever cared about me the way I cared about her.

I don't know though. What I know is that it's over, and I wish it never happened in the first place.

>>83064621
did you try a full analysis with windows defender? that usually fixes a lot of shit and takes no effort
>da
are you actually russian? is it as bad there as people say on pol say? i dont know much about russia expect liking pelmeni and getting yelled at by russian in cs

>>83064715
>listen to the whole album it's good!
ill try, im so brainrotten listening to an album feels impossible nowadays
>i suppose it's a thing that girls are most interested about
i wonder why girls like it so much. i dont think a guy ever asked me my sign or talked about it except to make fun of it. did you ever meet a guy whos into astrology stuff?
>not a logical one, no
what were the illogical ones? just pure cope or some spiritual bs?
>i love when there's more moons in the sky whenever i play sci-fi games n such
yeah thats always so nice, makes everything seem so... idc, magical?
>never!!!
we can start the cult in this thread
>also i think i caught that stuff by using those shady installers you sometimes torrent.
based pirate. happened to me aswell when i was 10 or something, what games did you torrent?

>>83064843
>did you try a full analysis with windows defender? that usually fixes a lot of shit and takes no effort
yeah, i did. it found nothing unfortunately. it seems i either have a really nasty one, or some rare stuff not even wd knows about... it's still better than like. 70% of the antiviruses out there.
>are you actually russian?
aye. my mom is russian and my father is ukrainian. i'm a traitor to both nations at once. how's that for a family tree?
>is it as bad there as people say on pol say?
i'm not certain about ukrainian folks, but in my city... it's okay. like nothing ever happened. well, i did hear a drone attack alarm recently. but it was just a checkup. /pol/ folx don't really know much about what's actually happening. they complain about propaganda and yet subsist on it themselves.
>liking pelmeni and getting yelled at by russian in cs
yeah chief, that's part of our culture as well. especially screaming on mic. pelmeni are pretty cool though. i like em.
>do a fresh install.
sounds like a plan. should do it next time i'm off work.
>i know its stupid and i shouldn't but it gives me some hope i guess.
nuh uh, not stupid. it gives you hope. that's all that matters.
>how else is he going to buy his 5th yacht anon???
THINK OF THE BILLIONAIRES CHUD

>>83064992
>>83064715
>do a fresh install.
forgot to mention taonon...

>>83064793
>I dunno about deserving it
you do with all the hard work you're doing!
>have trouble accepting compliments
yeah i get that. me too...
>Birdbath is so fucking good
truly. it's a whole vibe and i love it so much. usually i listen to it when im depressed. it makes me feel even worse!
>wish it never happened in the first place
sorry you had to go through that anon. i really wish people could be more pure when it comes to love but it's rarely the case nowdays.
>>83064843
>listening to an album feels impossible nowadays
huh, how so? can't you listen to it while doing some other brainrotting activity? it's what i do... but i guess it keeps me from giving all my attention to the music and fully enjoying it if i do that.
>i wonder why girls like it so much
women *sips coffee* and no i never met a guy that even mentioned it. i guess it's just not something males get interested in since it's very "spiritual"
>pure cope
yes. kinda like religion is.
>idk, magical
it does! maybe it's because a lot of fantasy worlds also have that so it feels that way
>we can start the cult
i dont want a cult though... what would you even do? spread taos?
>what games did you torrent?
oh i can't even remember it's been a while. usually i pirate expensive single player games. like cyberpunk, or something that interests me but im not fully 100% sure i'll like
>>83064992
>should do it next time i'm off work.
be careful or you might get windows 11'ed if you're not careful when updating.
>that's all that matters.
aren't false hopes really bad though?
>THINK OF THE BILLIONAIRES
you VILL live in a polluted gray world and i VILL own everything

>>83065203
>all the hard work you're doing!
I kinda just sit in a chair and dick around on my phone for most of the day.

>i get that. me too...
Rough, sorry you got the curse too. Maybe one day we'll have better self esteem.

>makes me feel even worse!
Somehow it makes me feel better. I guess the idea is that there are other people who feel how I feel. And importantly, despite being hurt, they're still alive and they're making something beautiful out of that pain.

>really wish people could be more pure when it comes to love
Indeed. It is a fallen world we live in.

>>83065203
>be careful or you might get windows 11'ed
a fate worse than death, absolutely
>aren't false hopes really bad though?
look at it this way. you either have a false hope or you kill yourself out of desperation. how's that for a moral dilemma, eh?
>you VILL live in a polluted gray world and i VILL own everything
i knew you're klaus shwab's alt account. just needed some proof first

>>83064992
>yeah, i did. it found nothing unfortunately.
oh yeah you got something nasty then lol. i mean as long as your pc doesnt explode it should be fine?

>my mom is russian and my father is ukrainian. i'm a traitor to both nations at once.
playing both sides so you always win!
>/pol/ folx don't really know much about what's actually happening.
yeah i assumed that but its cool to hear it from someone who actually lives there. hows the normal life there? aside from war shit.
>pelmeni are pretty cool though.
i also had borsch once at a friends house when i was little and i still remember liking it
>forgot to mention taonon...
forgetting our cult leader... who knows what will happen to you now?

>>83065203
>huh, how so? can't you listen to it while doing some other brainrotting activity?
i have some weird habit where i just have to fully focus on the song when i listen to a new one to fully appreciate or whatever my brain is thinking
>women *sips coffee*
*refilled the cup to sip even more*
>and no i never met a guy that even mentioned it
i just remembered that there is an astrology thread on this board sometimes. i looked at it once or twice but didnt understand anything. so i guess some anons really like it. maybe more guys like it than we know, they just dont want to admit it because it seems kinda gay. seems like a fun topic to get into, aslong as you dont take it too serious
>i dont want a cult though... what would you even do? spread taos?
cleanse this board of the degeneracy and replace it with comfy tao threads like this, i dont see the issue
>usually i pirate expensive single player games
based, they can go fuck themselves for upping the prices on all games

>>83063468
>if i fail im just done for good
What do you mean? Don't you have another year after this where you can make up for that class? Or is this your last year? In any case, it's good you still care about school enough that tests give you anxiety. I thought you'd be pretty apathetic about it at this point.

>find the channels
Just by looking up songs I like and scrolling down the results instead of just clicking on the first one. For instance, if you look up Royalty - Kom Kom the third result is from the channel Veckansvinyl, which has some other nice songs I like. That's how I found it I think, though it was some other song I looked up I think. Sometimes I have to scroll pretty far down to find channels I haven't already seen before though.

> i doubt i would've been good friends with them
Yeah, people like that aren't very fun to be around I imagine.

>same day as tao's bday
Waow same here!! Twinsies!! Mine is in February though, so exactly a month later. It's nice that we are both winter children desu. Do you usually do anything for your birthdays? Do you hate them? I hate mine, and I hate getting presents because it always makes me feel guilty. I'd just rather nobody acknowledge it honestly. That's why I never asked you when yours is before, if you're wondering.

I dunno if Aquariuses are cool, but supposedly they care a lot about being unique and doing things their own way, and that describes me pretty well I think.

>Grey
Nope! Never wore a grey shirt to work so far. I'm trying to wear more colorful stuff, especially after you said not to wear grey!

>>83064119
>taoanon is a niche internet microcelebrity..
...im not sure how proud one can be of being a "celebrity" on 4chan...
>>83065278
>sit in a chair and dick around
well in that case i wish i had your job!
>Maybe one day we'll have better self esteem.
honestly i doubt it. the only thing that gives me some self esteem is other people when they said good things about me, but even then i can't believe them so it's hard. i don't think anything on this planet could make me stop hating myself.
>there are other people who feel how I feel
it is nice to know you're not alone. i always thought that sad songs kind of feel like a pat on the back from a friend, whenever you listen to them whilst sad. it's like they're saying "it's okay, im here and you can cry all you want" and so i do. whenever i can bring myself to.
>a fallen world we live in.
stand unshaken in a crashing world!
>>83065356
>fate worse than death
truly. there's probably more bloatware in windows 11 than in your currently infected pc.
>false hope or you kill yourself
i sure do love the game of life!!!!! i can't wait until i reach the finish line.
>iklaus shwab's alt account
uhm, no goy- i mean anon, i don't know what you're talking about...
>>83065443
>fully focus on the song
hm hm yeah i get that! if im recommended a song then i stop everything to fully take it in too.
>*refilled the cup to sip even more*
*spits it out because i actually dislike coffee*
>some anons really like it
it's not a bad candidate for the autism hyperfixation
>dont want to admit it
it's that way for a lot of things with dudes. honestly such a shame. you could meet someone with your same interests but no, you need to limit yourself because "uh muh it's cringe" i wish people were more honest
>cleanse this board
hmm, i can get behind that then. perhaps being a cult leader isn't so bad! just dont start chanting my name or something.
>they can go fuck themselves
facts. it's not stealing if you're doing it from the rich. kind of.

>>83065493
>Don't you have another year after this
yes, but it's not guaranteed i'll pass and besides having a debt isn't really a good thing for the final exam i'll have to take next year. but i was just saying that if i fail a year or the exam im actually going to kms.
>you'd be pretty apathetic
i am in way, i worry but still not enough to force myself to study. it's more like "im going to fail that, sucks to be me. oh well"
>Waow same here!!
what a weird coincidence! 15 is my favourite number too.
>Do you usually do anything for your birthdays?
yes. i try to not get depressed. i don't mind the presents because im poor and anything free is more than welcome. i wish i could have a birthday party with friends at least once before i die though.
>I'd just rather nobody acknowledge it
humu, i understand. do you want me to not wish you a happy bday then?
>that describes me pretty well I think.
>being unique
i still can't understand if you want to blend in the crowd or be unique...
>I'm trying to wear more colorful stuff
that's great! good job anone. then uh... was it a blue shirt? dark blue perhaps.

>>83065584
>well in that case i wish i had your job!
Well with minimal qualifications YOU TOO can work in the luxurious field of SECURITY. Unless that's somehow hard to get into in your country.

>don't think anything on this planet could make me stop hating myself.
Have you tried Jesus? He left awhile back. Said he was going to go get milk.

>"it's okay, im here and you can cry all you want" and so i do.
In going with the Jesus theme, Christ tells us that when someone suffers we suffer with them. It's why I never say "Cheer up buddy, things aren't so bad!" As that kinda just invalidates their suffering.

>stand unshaken
Oh no, I'm shaken. Still here though

>>83065443
>i mean as long as your pc doesnt explode it should be fine?
an interesting perspective, however it's better to check instead of later regretting it. i'll see what i can do.
>playing both sides so you always win!
well, if you look at it that way, then sure. we ain't winning though. no one is winning...
>but its cool to hear it from someone who actually lives there.
if you're talking about /chug/, /uhg/ or something similar, there's always two sides of the conflict hyping up their own side, so there, you have your opinion of the involved. still, the majority of the common citizens are completely uninformed, or are misinformed due to propaganda.
>hows the normal life there?
it's going okay. as normal as it can be, i don't think much changed. it's the same as it was, hmm... let me check... 3 years ago? of course, it probably depends a lot on the city, and some are more affected by attacks than others. you likely won't see troops killing and raping people, but there's a certain chance of a bomb dropping on your head. still, take this information with a grain of salt. i'm a privileged citizen of the second capital of russia.
>i also had borsch once at a friends house when i was little and i still remember liking it
borscht is actually a ukrainian dish, but it's widely enjoyed by both russians and ukrainians. one of the best soups i've ever tried. which isn't saying much, because i'm not a huge fan of meaty water.
>who knows what will happen to you now?
considering we've figured out taonon is professor shekelstein, i imagine the punishment is my country getting flooded by indians. a fate much worse than death, truly.
>>83065584
> there's probably more bloatware in windows 11 than in your currently infected pc.
absolutely. what a sack of garbage windows 11 is. what's even the point...
part one.

part two.
>>83065745
>>83065584
>i can't wait until i reach the finish line.
cheer up, taonon. there's always a chance at our lives getting better. probably not divine intervention, but i like to hope it's not over. not until bell rings, at least.
>uhm, no goy-
oy vey, the goyim know! shut it down!

sex with taonon

>>83065670
>the luxurious field of SECURITY
im not sure im able to provide any type of security anon...
>Have you tried Jesus?
sadly i am too down to earth to be able to believe in anything that isn't in front of my eyes. i hope he comes back soon though!
>As that kinda just invalidates their suffering
yeah i always avoid saying stuff like that too! it's a common mistake people make when trying to console others. it might make it seem like their problems don't matter and i'd hate it if i made anyone feel that way. so i always try to encourage them to get through the bad times
>Oh no, I'm shaken
that's no good anon. you have to be https://youtu.be/uvcexlzNvmk?si=ZXyh1qsO6LxBQmlK
the horrors must not win!
>>83065745
>what's even the point...
the point is that microsoft will make more money by selling your data if you use 11 instead of 10.
>there's always a chance
i always try not to think about my odds because it if i do i start to feel so incredibly hopeless about everything. the future just seems, so damn bleak. there's nothing i can look forward to doing, in my present, and future. that's the worst part for me. but alas, we move forward anyway i guess.
>shut it down!
*escapes in the shadows*
>>83065862
you're going to horny jail


im starting to feel pretty sleepy so i'll go to bed for today. thank you everynyan for stopping by! i hope you'll have a great week.

>>83065993
> i'll go to bed for today.
sleep well, taonon. see you next time.

>>83065593
>having a debt isn't really a good thing for the final exam
True, you're better off just passing the first time!! I really hope you don't fail anything... I know you can do it Anon!

>i worry but still not enough
Story of my life... there's so many things I worry about but I just do nothing to fix those problems, I just keep worrying about them.

>15
Hehehe well I'm happy about this coincidence, it's nice to share that date with you. Favorite numbers are weird, is there some reason you like 15 in particular? My favorite is 72 but I don't really have any reason for it, I think I just decided that was my favorite as a child and it stuck ever since.

>i try to not get depressed
Well that's something to do, but does trying even help? I strangely don't really get depressed as long as I just try to live it as a normal day. Buy it is pretty depressing getting older and older...

>don't mind the presents because im poor
Well I was poor for many years too (in the sense that I had no money of my own, I dunno how much money my parents had/have) and I still never liked presents... maybe it's just because I never got any that I actually wanted (which to be fair there just wasn't anything I wanted for many years). Presents are sort of a traumatic thing for me lol. Giving them is terrifying as well because what if the other person doesn't like it, or what if they like it but next year I can't give anything as cool? It's such a huge pressure to give presents. I kind of want to give you one though but I think it's too scary, I don't really have any ideas anyways... ugh but that's sad too, you deserve a present for your birthday Anon... I dunno what I'm gonna do.

>birthday party
Have you never had one as a kid? I don't think I have. I'd love to attend your party Anonny! Hopefully one day you can have one.

Cont.

cont.

>do you not want me to not wish you a happy bday
Hmm I guess from you it'd be fine desu, you are a special case Anon :)) I feel safe enough around you that I think I'd actually like it. And thanks for being so understanding!

>i still can't understand
Me neither.. I mean, it's both. I care a lot about being unique and it would be an insult to me to be called a normie but around people I'm uncomfortable with (so almost everyone) I prefer to blend in I guess. It's scary enough being around other people without standing out too.

>dark blue
What the heck, maybe you are in my walls! It's a dark blue shirt with black uhh spots I guess. And I have blue shorts and shoes too, today I'm blue ba da ba da bee


>>83065993
Awwww I just barely missed you.. Good night anonny!

>>83065993
>not sure im able to provide any type of security
My last job was observe and report. As long as you have functioning eyeballs and can use a phone you could do that job.

We were literally discouraged from doing anything about anything that happened.

>hope he comes back soon though
I hope he remembers to bring the milk. And that the seas overflow with the blood of the wicked. But mostly the milk.

>always try to encourage them to get through the bad times
Ditto. Focus on their strength. Focus on understanding them. Make it clear that you will be with them as long as they need and - very important - actually be with them when they need you.

>horrors must not win
I'll stand against them. I just won't lie, I'm kinda fuckled.