my phone keeps disconnecting my sim cards. le planned obsolescence...

i really wish i could enjoy sumthing like counter strike or league of legends. baka got bored of "competitive" gayming almost 10 years ago. baka got so heckin good at call of duty in just 1 year of normal gayming (baka was pro level, i am not even exaggerating, i played against sum and my skill level was similar to theirs) but baka back then still had access to the gift... without the gift, even if i spend years grinding 10h everyday id never get to that skill level

>>81871324
>everything is "content" now
I hate "content" to be desu

getting rid of ze anger against germany kind of feels like i am betraying myself but its the opposite. the anger only harms me. every time i sneed about germany, germany laughs and is happy about it

this fish remembers how it was at le beginning... baka thought he would feel the same as he did when he was 18yo. baka didnt notice how much worse baka got. it was kind of like getting drunk while sitting. one doesnt notice how drunk one is until one does sum walkerooo. ze external mental torture stopped but ze mind just continued doing ze mental torture. stuff was heckin crazy. now baka is fine

damn, even the ancient people were spooked
https://www.esv.org/verses/Genesis+11:6/
now we have goon machines and other stuff like that

it kind of feels like i was 17yo 2 years ago but 15 years have already passed since then. baka doesnt remember much of the mental torture arc