>>81940423
well, better get used to it or die anon. unfortunately no one gives a shit about sensitive people in this world.

>>81767952
>I'm getting a masters degree in chemistry
oh wow! thats impressive. good luck!
>the analytics department.
wait, so now you cant even study what you wanna study?
>Watch some anime or play some games.
hope u have fun. what games have you been playing?
>>81767975
>took melatonin
>still can't sleep
i feel you anon. melatonin really didnt help much for me either.
>graveyard shift
what kind of things do you do?
also thank you for the song! it was nice
>>81767996
>off and on for years
do you remember what might've started these thoughts?
>the only thing keeping me going for a long time now
yeah. i dont think i'd be alive right now if it wasnt for them.
>i dont have anyth i wanna do
really? maybe you should try and give it some thought. even if its something you think insignificant, it counts!
>or is it all mental?
its all mental. i think im just getting worse with time.
>it feels like suicide is an inevitability
thats exactly how i feel too. i feel like nothing i've tried or that i can try can sway me away from this path, so im desperately trying to do everything i wanna do before i inevitably reach the time when i have to go.
>a timeless and brief darkness before the reemergence
and how would this reemergence occur? i believe in reincarnation, so i think that something similar to what you describe might happen. its black until your soul gets reincarnated into some other living creature.
>>81768002
>if I don't have a reminder that good things can happen
i get how you feel. i really do. it seems like its that way for me aswell. i tend to forget the good things that happen to me way more than the bad ones too.
>I do feel much better now
im glad! then its working. i would advise you against getting too attached to her though, it cant be good in the long run.
>You know?
yes. i understand. but i feel like this is the only place where i can talk with people like me. thanks for the song! have a good one anon.
>>81768089
is it really that easy to get a gun there?

uno has to be the most diabolic card game to ever exist... made some decisions i might regret in the future today. i really hope the results will be different from what happened in the past, i dunno how many more failures i can take.

>>81686802
sorry about your dream, hopefully it doesnt happen again. what kind of music do you listen to?
>>81688243
not yet, but the heat may soon claim me
>>81689939
is it doing that because of someone?
>>81692170
personally i think its best if certain things stay unknown or lost.
>>81692337
have you tried going to ramen shops? are there any in your town? you might find some asian ladies there (might just be chinese pretending to be japanese though)
i also am a huge fan of asian girls anon, you're not alone in your struggle.
>>81693302
does he know?
>>81693354
whats your opinion on mice?

i was thinking maybe i should start playing my acoustic at the park. it would give me both a reason to go out and one to play. maybe ill do it later today.

>>81602944
and what if 4chan didnt exist?
>>81603559
>because it's on the summer solstice or something...
i like your funny words magic man. how are you feeling?
>>81606331
>And also I burned my palm with industrial iron steam....
burns are probably one of the worst type of injury one can get. i burnt my palm with a baking tray last month and it was awful.
but if somethin went bad today you can always,
try again tomorrow

>he really thought he could feel okay for more than 2 days

>>81589133
thats true. they all lie because they want you to tkae meds and give them money. its actually fucking crazy how everything is setup to make people go insane and get sick so that they make money.
>better to live in peace
but if you're insane you cant live in peace