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7/25/2025, 11:18:15 AM
7/24/2025, 7:48:41 PM
>>33404927
My parents discovered my older brother had autism right when I was born so they monitored and got me tested me too. I was thrown into ABA as soon as my parents could do so. Every day after school would be this day in day out routine of doing these stupid tests that I had no idea for why I was doing. Autism was just some weird disease that everyone told me I had. Ironically, all of this treatment just made me more frustrated and made me feel deeply alienated from my peers. I couldn't make connections because other people had a life and I didn't, because I was considered born wrong and needed treatment. It leveled off in my teens but the damage was already done. I never actually had the chance to develop independence and I was scared to do anything. I learned how autism affected me and I was masking the absolute hell out of myself to try to blend in with peers, but I couldn't get close to anyone because I was raised to be deeply ashamed of natural aspects of myself. I couldn't relate to anyone because while everyone else was developing independence normally I basically grew up institutionalized and was punished for lashing out. The internet and my imagination was my only escape to all of this. I was smart enough to go to college but I was only further burnt out from the intensifying masking. I dropped out during COVID, and I've lived as a NEET off of disability while going to therapy since then. I feel like the worst aspects of autism wasn't the symptoms themselves, but how people treated me because of it.
My parents discovered my older brother had autism right when I was born so they monitored and got me tested me too. I was thrown into ABA as soon as my parents could do so. Every day after school would be this day in day out routine of doing these stupid tests that I had no idea for why I was doing. Autism was just some weird disease that everyone told me I had. Ironically, all of this treatment just made me more frustrated and made me feel deeply alienated from my peers. I couldn't make connections because other people had a life and I didn't, because I was considered born wrong and needed treatment. It leveled off in my teens but the damage was already done. I never actually had the chance to develop independence and I was scared to do anything. I learned how autism affected me and I was masking the absolute hell out of myself to try to blend in with peers, but I couldn't get close to anyone because I was raised to be deeply ashamed of natural aspects of myself. I couldn't relate to anyone because while everyone else was developing independence normally I basically grew up institutionalized and was punished for lashing out. The internet and my imagination was my only escape to all of this. I was smart enough to go to college but I was only further burnt out from the intensifying masking. I dropped out during COVID, and I've lived as a NEET off of disability while going to therapy since then. I feel like the worst aspects of autism wasn't the symptoms themselves, but how people treated me because of it.
7/21/2025, 6:48:07 AM
7/16/2025, 3:23:21 PM
7/12/2025, 3:28:59 PM
>>212682878
sup chris
sup chris
ID: 34LodcNp/pol/510093539#510096816
7/11/2025, 5:04:20 PM
>>510096740
Maybe we should be clown posting a lot, given the current state of everything
Maybe we should be clown posting a lot, given the current state of everything
7/8/2025, 4:57:48 PM
>Indians taking over all the corporations and stores
>Mexicans taking over all the lower labor
So what are whites going to do? Why is America becoming colonized by foreign shitskins and we do nothing about it? Yeah drumpf and ICE but I still see as many goddamn spics as always and now talk about mass amnesty for farmers? Trump is compromised, as much of a career politician now as Bush, Clinton, and the rest
Fuck Trump
Fuck Republicans
Fuck Democrats
Fuck this shit government run by Kikes
>Mexicans taking over all the lower labor
So what are whites going to do? Why is America becoming colonized by foreign shitskins and we do nothing about it? Yeah drumpf and ICE but I still see as many goddamn spics as always and now talk about mass amnesty for farmers? Trump is compromised, as much of a career politician now as Bush, Clinton, and the rest
Fuck Trump
Fuck Republicans
Fuck Democrats
Fuck this shit government run by Kikes
ID: KHpCRbb7/pol/509411498#509412821
7/3/2025, 7:34:04 PM
>>509412387
nigger fatigue is a hell of a drug, can really make you lash out, it's understandable.
nigger fatigue is a hell of a drug, can really make you lash out, it's understandable.
6/23/2025, 7:13:24 PM
>>508473067
Most actual white nationalists have left this board
either because they were partyvanned or because of all the spambot shitposting 1pbtid threads that pushed actual discussion off the board
This site mostly now just serves for various shills to try to control the current narrative and nothing else
Basically the System won
This board is now just being used by the system same as the mainstream media
Most actual white nationalists have left this board
either because they were partyvanned or because of all the spambot shitposting 1pbtid threads that pushed actual discussion off the board
This site mostly now just serves for various shills to try to control the current narrative and nothing else
Basically the System won
This board is now just being used by the system same as the mainstream media
6/18/2025, 9:05:15 AM
>>712960205
I don't like being told to kms because I wasn't good enough
I don't like being told to kms because I wasn't good enough
ID: UzhjRxcZ/pol/507290127#507292115
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