>>81842024
>i often wonder if its worth the trouble. honestly, im not too sure myself, but i keep telling myself it is.
ya i understand that. i guess while we are here we might as well keep trying, not much else to do.
>pouring things together with some ice qualifies as making a cocktail
i see, interesting!! cocktail classes sound like fun honestly, did you enjoy them?
>kinda like how i make food for myself. though i do it because otherwise ill starve to death (i wouldnt mind honestly)
i suppose its like that, ya
>yeah, i feel that way. i dont deserve anything good, other people do. i just need to suffer and deal with it
i wish we didnt feel that way about ourselves. ive tried to stop thinking that way and i just cant. i hope youll escape it someday atleast.

>>81815357
my dad spent my entire childhood trying to toughen me up and make me less of an anxious mess to no avail
my mom mostly was nice to me

>>81727610
>walking around my hs after school hours with a friend
>open door for group of guys
>one of them turns to me afterward and asks me to prom
>get paralyzed from shock
>take five seconds to stammer out a "n-no"
>thought he was joking anyways
>his friend comforts him over the rejection and they walk away
>my friend looks at me as if nothing even happened
how i learned people at school thought i was gay. also let a girl put me in a corset once because i thought maybe she'd want to be friends if i did what she wanted

>>81700642
its a rare occurrence and i dont really feel anything anymore

>>81642490
i wish everyone had been nice to me as a kid

I wish I was schizophrenic or autistic so I could get welfare instead of just being a depressed anxious failed normie.

>be me
>only son
>dad didnt even have high expectations for me
>just wanted me to get into trouble as a kid
>couldnt even do that correctly, always stayed out of trouble
>somehow disappointed someone with the lowest expectations ever
did you disappoint your father too?

>>81542593
>Pretend to be a tranny
This is my planned escape route. I won't wear a dress though. I'll take medication I bought off the internet and show blood work to the military. I don't think they'd take me at that point.

>Doctor gave me TRT for my extremely low hormone levels
>I thought I'd feel better finally
>Two months and I don't feel anything different besides sweating more
>Give up taking it
Any other robots experimented with hormone therapies? I hate this.