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7/18/2025, 10:22:11 PM
>>81874438
i havent done anything this week, still dont have a job. i need to cut my hair, probably shave my head with a buzz cut. need to shave too. i havent done either in... i dunno, maybe 4 or 5 or 6 months. however, i have heard back from this english school job in japan i applied to and they invited me for a zoom interview which sounds pretty cool but ive heard from other people online that theyre a black company that abuses their workers and scams them out of benefits and stuff. that worries me, but i got rejected from the other schools i applied to. ive never had a job before in the first place though, maybe i should get a job. i planned to get a part time security job back in February or march or something but it never came to fruition, i think maybe i should just get an easy job first to ease myself back into society and working life. >>81874764
>I'm going to buy some whiskey and play some elder scrolls online after work
thats really what lifes all about
>>81874594
>and force myself to try new things all
DO NOT keep putting stuff off for tomorrow or hyperfixate on one specific plan in your head, this is how i killed like 8 months
>>81874438
>What has got you down..or up? What do you have planned today?
I'm going to be honest, I don't feel good. I don't tell that to other people because they don't care, when I told my parents one year ago I really wanted to kill myself they called me selfish and yelled at me and said I was threatening them. I guess that's simply how it is, accepting things for how they are. My options in life feel limited, I'm medically disqualified from the military due to a chronic skin disease I have. Construction trades would definitely exacerbate my condition, considering I have red spots and cracked skin just from doing nothing and staying out of the elements at home. So I can't imagine being covered in dust and grime and exposed to chemicals and stuff. And I got a useless (comms) online degree so no more school for now.Hit word limit
i havent done anything this week, still dont have a job. i need to cut my hair, probably shave my head with a buzz cut. need to shave too. i havent done either in... i dunno, maybe 4 or 5 or 6 months. however, i have heard back from this english school job in japan i applied to and they invited me for a zoom interview which sounds pretty cool but ive heard from other people online that theyre a black company that abuses their workers and scams them out of benefits and stuff. that worries me, but i got rejected from the other schools i applied to. ive never had a job before in the first place though, maybe i should get a job. i planned to get a part time security job back in February or march or something but it never came to fruition, i think maybe i should just get an easy job first to ease myself back into society and working life. >>81874764
>I'm going to buy some whiskey and play some elder scrolls online after work
thats really what lifes all about
>>81874594
>and force myself to try new things all
DO NOT keep putting stuff off for tomorrow or hyperfixate on one specific plan in your head, this is how i killed like 8 months
>>81874438
>What has got you down..or up? What do you have planned today?
I'm going to be honest, I don't feel good. I don't tell that to other people because they don't care, when I told my parents one year ago I really wanted to kill myself they called me selfish and yelled at me and said I was threatening them. I guess that's simply how it is, accepting things for how they are. My options in life feel limited, I'm medically disqualified from the military due to a chronic skin disease I have. Construction trades would definitely exacerbate my condition, considering I have red spots and cracked skin just from doing nothing and staying out of the elements at home. So I can't imagine being covered in dust and grime and exposed to chemicals and stuff. And I got a useless (comms) online degree so no more school for now.Hit word limit
7/11/2025, 5:59:59 PM
7/1/2025, 9:34:15 PM
>hit the gym every day for years and maybe you'll make up for your randomly determined genetic traits
socially (because this is a question of social currency and esteem), i'd rather just withdraw from society and focus on myself than be a loser who desperately tries to fit in and is, at best, average in the eyes of the few people who can't see through the facade. why should i waste my life working for what a majority of people get for free without any effort whatsoever? a fulfilling life comes from focusing on your talents.
socially (because this is a question of social currency and esteem), i'd rather just withdraw from society and focus on myself than be a loser who desperately tries to fit in and is, at best, average in the eyes of the few people who can't see through the facade. why should i waste my life working for what a majority of people get for free without any effort whatsoever? a fulfilling life comes from focusing on your talents.
6/29/2025, 7:52:10 AM
>>81653378
> Do you think a girlfriend with someone like you is a realistic scenario?
probably not. i sometimes go to speed dating events but every time i receive 0 response from women for wanting to go on a second date with me. approaching women at the bus stops doesn't work either. i think it may be my looks, plus im balding fast. i work as a software engineer during the day, and i also make 1k a month passive income from my hentai game. i think some people are meant to be without a significant other, because in my situation, my side hustle is creepy and not normal, i sometimes watch anime with little girls in them ("ew pdfile"), i prefer to stay indoors and a calm life. meanwhile, most women are "adventurous", they want to travel, go to loud places, and "experience" things, while i quietly collect money and enjoy simple things in life.
> Do you think a girlfriend with someone like you is a realistic scenario?
probably not. i sometimes go to speed dating events but every time i receive 0 response from women for wanting to go on a second date with me. approaching women at the bus stops doesn't work either. i think it may be my looks, plus im balding fast. i work as a software engineer during the day, and i also make 1k a month passive income from my hentai game. i think some people are meant to be without a significant other, because in my situation, my side hustle is creepy and not normal, i sometimes watch anime with little girls in them ("ew pdfile"), i prefer to stay indoors and a calm life. meanwhile, most women are "adventurous", they want to travel, go to loud places, and "experience" things, while i quietly collect money and enjoy simple things in life.
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6/23/2025, 1:03:06 AM
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===== SELECTED COMFY WORKS =====
COMMUNITY GOING SINCE 2017
WE HAVE OUR OWN WIKI
WE HAVE OUR OWN CHAN
WE HAVE MC SERVER
https://discord.gg/comfyworks
https://discord.gg/comfyworks
https://discord.gg/comfyworks
https://discord.gg/comfyworks
WE HAVE WOMEN
WE HAVE INCELS
WE HAVE NORMALFAGS
WE HAVE TROONS
WE HAVE GAYS
===== SELECTED COMFY WORKS =====
6/14/2025, 1:16:09 AM
i came home from my wagie job at around 7 pm, ate leftover food, and played some baldur's gate. it's been a boring week filled with wageslaving and not doing much at home, aside from working out every 3 days. sometime this week i lended my discount card (i have like 20 of them from different places that i carry them in my big secondary wallet lol) to a cute girl at the grocery store and did some small talk. nothing came out of it.
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