>>939060178
What an odd thing to say. You look fine, perpetual youth would be a fucking nightmare. As for making something of yourself, being white gives you more of an advantage. You can 100% make something of yourself. You're a clever girl, you'll figure your shit out and make a decent life for yourself. The problem seems to be that you have this ingrained helplessness. You think you aren't able to do the things you need to do to get going with your life, but really you are very much capable. You build a house one brick at a time, Dash.