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>to commit to than one would think
I know
I'm thinking about practicing it, I'll just hang myself for a while to get used to it every now and then
Though for me the best suicide method would probably be starving myself and depriving myself of sleep and then getting lost in a forest in winter
Basically putting myself in a situation where I won't be able to back out of it but I won't really feel the weight of it all until it's too late
>last-minute scrambling and cramming.
that's what I always did
but one class is just too demanding
>spared myself
I don't know how that would spare me
I hate this field and I do not plan to get a job in it