>>512896427
You need help. Go see a psychotherapist. Hop on antidepressants. Something as simple and as natural as cooming should not be causing you this much psychological turmoil. Imagine getting brainwashed by edgelord bro science into thinking that taking a dump was evil and that you should never defecate. That's just like how you are right now. Schizo is overused on this board, but that literally describes you. Cooming us just as natural as taking a shit.