>>149523617
Eh, the lorazepam comes in 1mg tablets and I break them up into quarters and only take one when I'm about to have a full blown meltdown. Which is something I only know to to because some quack of a doctor gave my father a massive dose of Xanax, told him to take it every day and then after he got habituated to it he was fucked because you can't just quit benzos. Fuckers tried to do the same thing to me and were just like "yeah take it every for the rest of your life it'll be fine." It's appalling I have to determine my own dosage and actively push back against my doctors to avoid being put on a leash by the pharmaceutical jew but that's modern medicine for you. And the most frustrating thing is that the shit actually works or else I would just leave it alone. But it's playing with fire.
Although yeah, some nights I'm like "eh, I'm not going that hard" and then I realize I just smoked, drank and popped a pill. I get away with it because I take small does of everything but it's still not a great idea. Anyway, go Niners