>>33273273
Look I'll be real with you; the possibilities in your life are endless. Right now you "have nothing" as you say. But all the things you want are right outside your room. Getting a girlfriend, moving, finding hobbies and a career you love, these are all fairly mundane, average things. Most people have these things and it is because they went looking for them. They didn't fall into their lap while sitting in their room jacking off. That's not meant to be an insult, just reality.
If you hate your small town, move. Shitloads of successful people started in nowheresville. If you want a girlfriend, ask some girls out. Do it respectfully and learn how to take no for an answer with grace.
By the way, confidence to accomplish these things comes from trying, then failing, then learning from the experience and finally rejoicing when you do succeed. Women are people too, they have their preferences just like you. Don't take rejection as you not being good enough because it isn't. It's simply that you don't fit what they want, just like there are women out there who don't fit what you want.
