>>82307951
>I just don't feel stuck in the past anymore
thats great anon. let's hope this feeling lasts!
>Used to be coke but sprite zero is really good
do you guys have fanta there? it's my favourite one. though i dont remember the last time i drank it. do you drink energy drinks too?
>>82308240
crying only does good for you anon, don't hold it back. you can cry. i wish i could cry more often too. but nothing ever comes out. thanks for worrying about me, though i feel just as bad if not worse. god knows yesterday was really hard.
>>82308377
yeah this place isn't really the best... sadly. do you know what you're looking for anon? what's making you feel lost?

>>81892891
>job market is turbo fucked even with a degree
i fear thats a problem everywhere nowdays... fucking sucks. from what i understand at least they pay slightly more there than in the average eu country. also, you guys have minimum wages right?
>want anything more specific?
how's public transport there? and what about healthcare?
>if you go into the city youll think youre in a third world country
boy i sure do love inclusivity!!! was hoping at least there would be more young people around outside of where i live cause everyone is old here but, yeah, i guess not.
>but prices are out of the ass inflated rn
yeah i figured. it is what it is i guess. funny how everything is getting more and more expensive whilst the average pay only gets lower. and all all the boomers have to say is "uh muh just get a better job". also, aesthetically wise, do you think german cities look nice?
>how you came up with wanting to live in germany?
higher salaries, better public services (i assume at least) hopefully less annoying people but from what you've told me i guess not. i have other places in mind, germany is just one of them. ideally, i'd like to live in switzerland or sweden. but im from pizza land sadly.
>thank you i will try, not like i can lose anything
then i wish you luck anon. do you just want any type of apartment or do you have some standards?

i feel like i could sleep for days on end and yet whenever i lay down in bed all the tiredness disappears...

>>81882215
>i'll try 2 start cutting now. I want 2 lose the layers of fat i grew
better lay off pizzas for a good while and start eating vegetables everyday
>my blinds r closed 24/7
what about your D vitamin intake then? besides a little sun is always nice
>>81882446
>Nap and go to bed earlier
old man needs his beauty sleep i see... have you ever gone back to those places that sell anime stuff and gadgets?

>>81840943
>if i die earlier then im okay with it, i probably should already be dead anyhow
sorry you feel that way anon. i am also like you. i should've been dead 2 years ago but here i am. so, i guess since im here ill at least try and make my existence (and my possible future existence) somewhat bearable. maybe you could try too! but i get if you dont wanna.
>i will, thx anon
anytime!
>is pouring it in stuff that covers up the disgusting smell and flavor like juice
arent you just making a cocktail that way then?
perhaps you could look into them some more! and learn how to make good ones so that escaping from reality at least tastes nice. they're also fun to make, whenever i make them i feel like a chemist (but way more stupid)
>i hope things will be better for you some day
thank you. i hope they will get better for you too. curious though, how whenever people like us encounter each other, they always hope the other person gets better; but never themselves.
>>81841037
>Just some ham
still protein! looks tasty. what did you make the broth with?
>What sort?
it was a pasta (more specifically fusilli) with bolognese sauce. i didnt really put much effort in though cause im lazy and i dislike cooking for myself ironically enough.
>Yep! It's one of my favourite passtimes
neat! whats your favourite dish to make?