>>82417006
sadly my bed is quite literally bolted to the ground anon
>>82417029
>mine is within reach of bed!
you hold a dangerous power...
>I fall asleep at random
im kind of envious of that. being unconscious is my favourite part of living!

i kinda feel like my head might explode because of all the thoughts running through it so fast.

>>82089407
>Bacon, my usual
can't say i've seen that here but honestly i wouldn't mind giving it a try myself! would you choose pizzas over burgers?
>Had peach juice today
yummu! i wish i wasn't so lazy and ate more fruits. but more often than not having to cut them seems like the hardest thing ever and i prefer to just starve instead
>Things will get better for sure
i really dont know. i don't think things get better. i think people just learn to live with the bad and stop caring so much. i dont really want to be that way.
>sakura blooming
ahh! that would be so awesome. i love cherry trees, but i think my favourite tree might be the weeping willow. we got a lot of those where i live and its great sitting under one just doing nothing.

>>82064385
>can be summed up as
well thats uhm, a rather unique situation you're in anon. i dont really know what to say other than... good luck? if i was you i'd just get out of this entire ordeal asap but i guess its not something easy to do
>went to a nice costal vacation home
awesome the sea can be nice sometimes! what was your favourite thing about the trip?
>and I make those minimum wage workers assemble some monstrosities
those poor souls... the stuff they have to go through. whats the weirdest food you've seen being sold?
>while you're currently being curbstomped yknow?
yeah i get what you mean. sometimes it feels like the curbstomping goes on forever though.
>I just got better at handling them, and stopped being a hateful and spiteful person
thats great anon, good job! its not something everyone can do. learning from mistakes and painful experiences is the best one can do.
>>82064693
what mod is it? miso is great! did you put some meat in it too? but dont skip meals anon, try to make yourself at least a sandwich!
>>82064742
>made a PR to fix a broken piece of infra
uh, whats that? also, drink a lot of water so all the alcohol gets kicked out of your veins. no more headache if you do!

>>81875517
>How do i prevent becoming a NEET?
>Why does Ritalin make me compulsively raise my eyebrows until they hurt and does Zentiva not.
>Do i just copy anatomy books over the weekend or not.
>How long until my aphantasia is gone?
>>i can answer with you, and i answer yes!
all good questions, unfortunately i dont have an answer for you anon. i also compulsively raise my eyebrows for whatever reason though.
>I already have permanent eyebags
same here... sometimes i think if people actually think im a drug addict or something cause these eyes make me look like im one. some normalfags also say stuff like "oh i see you had fun yesterday night haha" and i just die on the inside every time.
>playing the shit out of it for a couple of days but then it kinda became meh
yea same thing with me. i hyperfixate over something new and lose interest within days. i wish i could enjoy singleplayer games again
>We are still all going to make it
there's no winners without losers anon
>Still i found some nice material to learn from and i have all the time in the world now.
humu, then next time u better come back with an even better drawing!
>Those drawings on on /bant/ :D
hehe yeah. i wish i could post on the current drawthread, but i have literally no drawings to post. and i suck at drawing. ill be very grateful if you give her a hat though!
>>81875741
been there anon, try your best to delete that game from your brain if you can
>>81875998
sorry to hear that anone. its going to be okay. you just have to power through the bad days. you can do it!
>Uncharted
very fun games. i played them for the story mostly though
>>81876109
you mean the song by nirvana? yeah i can play that

>>81724753
>I have an interview on Tuesday
good luck with that! better to be prepared
>Yeah, you do sound pretty chippy today!
i guess i did. i dont feel that way anymore though. i wish i could stay happy or at least fine for mroe than a day. fucking hate this.
>Anything special happened?
yeah, it did. it was nice and it made me happy. now another thing happened and it did the opposite
>I guess that's where I"ll start since space marines are the symbol of the franchise
indeed, darktide is fun though. but it gets really repetitive and has paywalls for the good cosmetics im warning you. gameplay itself is really fun
>I think I might watch some of these videos
i watched one about hive cities (its where darktide's story is located) and they're interesting.
>Chaos
all i know is that there's gods and Nurgle is one of them and he makes disgusting abominations and experiments on humans. what a nice guy!
>>81724909
but at least you can listen to music while awake!

>>81599461
i feel the same anon. i had a shit laptop as a kid and i dreamed of getting a good pc to play my favourite games on with a good framerate and graphics. few years passed and my laptopt broke, at 17 i worked my ass off in some fucking god awful factory job for 6 months and when i finally got my pc it was only fun for maybe the first few months. then i just went back at wanting to kms.