Since I watched it for the first time I can't stop thining about the movie Perfect Days.
Every time I daydream about having a happy life, this is pretty much how I picture it. I never wanted to make it, have a wife, kids, an important job or an expensive car.
Comfymaxxing is the way.

>What have you been playing?
San Andreas on my computer, about to start playing Chrono Trigger on a chink handheld
>Any games you are looking forward to?
No, I haven't followed releases in years
>Have you ever replayed a game from your childhood and found it was either better or worse than you remembered?
Every GTA game. I didn't really pay attention to the voice acting in these games but it is absolutely briliant.

Also I hate summer. I had a dream last night I were playing on my PS2 by a fireplace with a blanket.

>how yall holding fellas
36 yo wizard
Always tried to keep myself busy, be it with video games, hobbies or something else but it's getting harder by the day. Pretty much all I do is aimed towards escapism.
I have a good job, and I could put down a payment for my own place but what after that? Work 9-5, then kill some time, have dinner and go to sleep?
Friends are getting married and having kids, I'm pretty sure soon we will stop seeing each other. The thing is I feel a resemblance of a desire to have this, but I don't really long it, and even if I did, I'm so far dettached from people that I have no idea where to start.
I'm at war with myself. The comfort and safety I always wanted is slowly killing me. If I look back the times I enjoy most were those of uncertainty, like when I got fired and had to live on scraps while studying programming on my own.
I feel like just settling for a small house and embracing the grind would be accepting defeat, but I don't even know what a victory would be for me either.

Sorry for the wall of text anons, have a good one.

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And now my personal rant.

36 yo wizard, still got a couple of friends, yet I feel more disconnected from everyone by the day.
The tfw no gf didn't really hit me in my 20s but I was looking for some real state the other day, a nice place in the countryside with a bit of land and I felt really lonely for the first time in many years because I thought that's the kind of place that should be owned by a family, not a single man.
I'm pretty sure I don't enjoy anything at all. Whatever I don't do in order to cover my basic needs I do for escapism.
My main hobbies are reading, writing, fishing... does getting drunk counts as a hobby? It probably does.
When it comes to socializing, it entirely revolves around drinking. I don't really hang out with you, I hang out with a couple of pints, maybe a whisky sour, you just happen to join us.

Still, I don't think I'm a bad person and I'm not angry at anyone. I'm just far gone. If I had a gf I wouldn't know what to do and it's not like I want to date a "normal" girl. I don't care about "making it", following trends, partying, travelling and all that stuff. How do you even find a girl that feels just like you?

How many times a week do you think about quitting?