i'm sorry for being ugly. i'm sorry for not passing. i'm sorry for hurting real trans women.

There is nothing on this planet more humiliating then being born into a poor family, having to watch others get what they want with no friction and the sheer calmess and comfort in their lives makes me more livid then anything on this planet could.

Usually at the very least the family can usually circumvent the pain of it by being close and loving to each other but I don't have that either they all despise each other.

There is no possible way I will ever be anything I want to be, or have anything I want, hrt? A fucking pipe dream, in 5 years maybe, well if anyone was bored enough to read all of this, how do you deal with the miserable guilt and misery of being poor and miserable?

Whenever I see people being like hateful and resistant towards really hateful people for some reason I always imagine them hating me even tho I don't have any hateful ideals, this isn't me being apologetic to bad people, but I just wanna understand why I feel like most had rhetoric I see that people apply to bad people always feels like it also applies to me

i'm sorry

a failed transition is more painful than repressing

how cooked am i if i've been on hrt over a year and my t hasn't even been supressed for that entire time?

>brown
Everyone thinks im inferior to them

>tranny
Everyone hates me

>Head hanging low and quiet as fuck
Everyone hates me for it

>Not a perfect white goddess
I get ignored.

This is why I keep to myself. There's absolutely no respect or care for brown trannies and it really shows. not just online, but irl too. No one gives a FUCK about us.

>>40491523
last time i tried getting with a girl from here it didn't go well and I still miss her. my solution for a while was to find someone else here to fill that void but i get the feeling that's quite the difficult task

transition is impossible if you aren't a luckshit

Also please can someone conceptualise some UNH copium, thank you

>>40284947
>no wikipedia page
I don't know how to tell you this anon

>>40218057
>teachers have to buy their students pens and shit out of their own pocket
There are countries where I'd just be *given* pens and pencils to give to students if they don't have one? And my 16 year old students would be able to read a page of text and understand it?

>>40195552
>Gosh I always wanted a safe golden retriever bo-… uh girlfriend!”
please don't remind me. I hate being a tranny.

a failed transition is more painful than repping

>>60522759
Based :(

>>40065134
Just don't settle for being the sexual object of someone who doesn't want a real relationship. If you do that long enough it makes you feel even more worthless, and then afterwards you'll struggle to get back into dating because you'll feel like it's genuinely impossible to find love.