When did you lose your enthusiasm for movies and shows?

I don't even have a gf and I don't play vidya anymore. I don't know what happened, one day I just stopped and that was it. Maybe every six months we'll play whatever friendslop that's the flavor of the week at the time but that's it. I used to play WoW and CS for hours and now I just have zero interest

>match with/approach a girl
>suddenly forget everything I've ever learned and thought
I typically never think of what I say and will act like a total autist who wants to talk about trains to a random stranger, I can geek out about something and work that into a conversation, but on the apps or if I find them attractive and go up to them in person I'm like a deer in headlights and I just freeze, not even worried about what I should say or anything, I'm just completely blank. Its like I have charisma out the wazoo but when it comes to game time I'm done

Ellie reminds me of my old self but somewhere along the way I forgot/stopped caring

Ellie's voice man