>>33847890
You can absolutely spit out that black pill, and you don’t have to be a redditor to get there either.
Rejection is normal. It hurts real bad, but it doesn’t necessarily say anything about you definitively. It says that you were incompatible with some women for one reason or another.
You need to do some serious introspection and decide what you can and cannot reasonably change about your situation, and you need to believe what I said to you in the previous paragraph as well.
Read what you wrote here, anon:
>i feel like it's taken its toll on me. i no longer care about anything. i don't care about my health, my hygiene, wearing clean clothes, anything really.
You can’t live like this. You need to spit out that black pill, and that bogus, trite shit you’re trotting out about single mothers after that part of your OP isn’t you talking—it’s the blackpill. You need to cut that shit out.
You are imagining the worst possible future for yourself. You’re deciding what is going to happen before it has. You’re catastrophizing. Cut that shit out.
https://youtu.be/Z-zdIGxOJ4M