>>33297374
It was reverse psychology. There's always a bunch of turbo-autistics who do that sort of stuff.

It's a last resort when they've been intellectually beaten to death with their own leg.

>>33290819
Oh, I'm going full Kanye.

Let me near a microphone at your peril, US government.

>>33286007
Narcissism.

It's called othering-failure.

Basically, you're still psychologically about 5 years old and so can realistically only sexualize your own perspective. However, you have repressed, nascent instincts that provide dopamine release when certain "feminine" patterns are presented in conjunction with human features.

Sexually mature men and women are fascinated by the opposite sex's genitals.

You're confused and repulsed by them.

Maybe study surgery or biology? It's a good cure for being a beta-bitch.

>>33285211

I have zero stage fright. I do however experience stage narcissism.

I become a real motherfucker.

Which is extremely confusing because I'm also extremely introverted and super polite.

There's something intoxicating about having the power to conduct an orchestra of fixed eyes.