>>521225175
First month of Trump was fun and hopeful.
It's all downhill since then.
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>>545286938
As long as you realize there's a person behind the EB and you're not just doing it for self gratification, talking with people (at meetups for example) will eventually work.
Just don't have a melty if it doesn't work, not every friendship/relationship is meant to work.
As long as you realize there's a person behind the EB and you're not just doing it for self gratification, talking with people (at meetups for example) will eventually work.
Just don't have a melty if it doesn't work, not every friendship/relationship is meant to work.
>>543880492
There's always some degree of shit you have to swallow to be with another human being, if you're not dealing with the "quirks" of another person you're probably delegating all the work, which isn't healthy in the long run.
It's about compromising, really.
There's always some degree of shit you have to swallow to be with another human being, if you're not dealing with the "quirks" of another person you're probably delegating all the work, which isn't healthy in the long run.
It's about compromising, really.
People are so fake that they think they're not fake and if you refuse to be fake they think you're not even human.
It's like how youtubers say "I love my community! I love meeting people!" and then you look at who they hang out with at these "community events" like cons and shit and it's exclusively other e-celebs. They criticise "parasocial relationships" when that's their entire career and the only reason they have money. People just do demonic shit on a daily occurence and excuse it with "well that's just how everyone is".
It's like how youtubers say "I love my community! I love meeting people!" and then you look at who they hang out with at these "community events" like cons and shit and it's exclusively other e-celebs. They criticise "parasocial relationships" when that's their entire career and the only reason they have money. People just do demonic shit on a daily occurence and excuse it with "well that's just how everyone is".
Looking back at my youth, never having had a girlfriend, makes me feel a lot of shame. I feel pretty strong shame when I see young attractive couples. Videos of young men having sex with attractive women are very painful. Yet, I still have this idea in my head that actually having a girlfriend would be super stressful and untenable due to lack of money. Can I be relatively broke on NEETbux and mentally ill and still find love? I could see myself achieving 7 or 8/10 looks physically. I don't even have a car, and my dad told me it would be a financially bad decision to get one.
Incel With BPD
I'm still not sure if I have this, but from all the hours of research I've been doing and all the hours I've spent self-reflecting and remembering past events and how I thought about them, it appears as though the most likely culprit is the quiet form of BPD. The thing is, I've never had a girlfriend. I'm 25, and I've been an incel this whole time due to multiple reasons.
My biological dad died before I got to meet him, but everyone on my mother's side of the family is nuts. My uncle is an obvious vulnerable narcissist whom I am virtually no contact with, and I suspect my mom has BPD. I actually didn't grow up with her, but from the limited experiences I've had with her, the emotional dysregulation is strong. She rages very easily, and she's a pathological liar. She generally gets hyper very easily. I'm actually a bit similar, but to a less extreme and more controlled level, and I didn't grow up with her. My dad (adoptive father) notices the similarities. There's something wrong with my grandma, but I don't know what the hell she has. She is just very neurotic and rages on possibly a daily basis.
My biological dad died before I got to meet him, but everyone on my mother's side of the family is nuts. My uncle is an obvious vulnerable narcissist whom I am virtually no contact with, and I suspect my mom has BPD. I actually didn't grow up with her, but from the limited experiences I've had with her, the emotional dysregulation is strong. She rages very easily, and she's a pathological liar. She generally gets hyper very easily. I'm actually a bit similar, but to a less extreme and more controlled level, and I didn't grow up with her. My dad (adoptive father) notices the similarities. There's something wrong with my grandma, but I don't know what the hell she has. She is just very neurotic and rages on possibly a daily basis.
I'm pretty lonely tonight, as I usually am.
Im finishing my college final thesis rn and thinking, is there any reason to do all of this when society will inevitably collapse in some years or maybe even months?