>>82764038
>you might have an anxious attachment style
most likely, there is definitely something wrong with my brain
>not even be necessary
i hope so. im not too confident but we'll see. im never taking antidepressants no matter what though. at worst i'll only be taking medications for my adhd and mood stabilizers and whanot. maybe. if i feel like it.
>gotta be honest i chuckled
eh, that's fair, i'd laugh at myself for that too. good night anon, thanks for posting today
>>82764261
>but in practice I'm not so good at it
well, you can always start to try and care more too
>Money sure is a useful thing huh
you have no idea how much i hate how almost everything that brings us enjoyment is locked behind money
>The chances of finding someone I like seem way too slim
the chances you'll be attacked by a monkey tomorrow are very close to zero, but they are never zero.
>At least it's better than regretting not trying I suppose?
it definetly is better, yes. i hope whatever it is you're trying works out anon
>Maybe it's an issue of atomization, our family was always kind of distant and cold to each other
yeah mine has always been pretty distant too. perhaps that is why i don't feel a connection. but also because i know they cant understand me at all
>good music to do workouts to I imagine.
like most metal songs, yes. it makes sense that it's from a fighting game after all
>if I get a job that has a really long commute
ah, in that case yeah it makes sense. im going to have to buy a laptop too if i ever start doing that travelling plan that i have. not too happy about having to do that desu.
>Don't forget to bring your barf bag!
i am not going to barf!! i hope!!

>>82407416
>does its beauty only take up 10%?
no, but i never get to see any of it
>ur doing pretty well in school
eh... we'll see how it goes...
>>82408449
>back so I kept trying to go ham
i guess i just gotta keep embarrassing myself then...
>Either Necessary Discrepancy or The Gravity
those are nice. do you play the game too? if so who'se your fav character?
>Dream Theater
oh i know a few songs from them! i like dream sweet in sea major a lot
>it seems like a pretty hard one?
yeah it is. guitar always kinda seems easy on the outside, and sometimes it is, but most of the time it's more complicated than it sounds.
>generic woman playing+singing
well you're right cause the person who introduced me to it was that kind of woman lole. i guess they just dont have a lot of originality.
>About 2 years now
mhhh im sorry anon i hope you can find a way to not hurt so much anymore.
>just enough for a little hidey hole
i mean that's pretty cool still! i don't think i could make anything that doesn't fall apart within minutes even if i tried
>>82408449
>I dunno how some people just do that
i guess they just have the talent or the right voice for that.
>Even though I never listened when I was younger
never too old to be a punk heheh. i love singing their songs too, i can bring out all the emotions i have whenever i do!
>when I sing or talk deeply...
naaahh im sure you sound fine. or at worst kind of funny.

>>82310587
cont.
>>82310374
>How so?
my head has been in shambles for a long time anon, i've managed to keep my reason intact for now but i don't know for how long i will last. i think i will go to the doctor eventually before i hurt myself. still, thank you for the offer, but i think i'll go to bed soon anyways.
>some frozen burgers
you could make the burgers yourself too! just buy some minced meat, spice it, and shape into a ball, then squish it and done! pasta is always nice too. i love carbonara
>but no promises
hmm... i trust you'll do the right thing!
>>82310595
>But things will change
hmm, what do you think will happen anone? only good things, right?
>but I wish I didnt
ignorance is bliss, but answers provide closure. i don't know which one i'd prefer. i think if there was a good reason why i have to suffer so much then it would soothe me. being left in the dark makes everything feel more pointless...
>16tb of storage and several network gear
holy cow. where do you even store that? still i think what you're doing is fantastic work anon. how long do you think it will take to build this mesh network thing? sorry i am very stupidwhen it comes to computers and such.
>you ever wondered why some people do a total 180 in their ways
i think it has to do with their souls, either getting tainted or purified by an external source. everyone is always constantly changing, and easily swayed around by others if they dont have strong ideals or roots. nowdays, it feels like people prefer to let others think for them, rather than go through the struggle of formulating their own opinions.
>I cant be a "nice" person either
the definition of nice person varies heavily depending on the person so, who knows. maybe you already are.
>I come off as too negative
i think as long as you stay true to yourself then you shouldn't worry. live and let live is a great life policy if you ask me
>b-b-but fiber
i dont need fiber i only need vitamins!!! you do get your daily dose too right anon??

>>82066060
thats a cool looking plane. is the zero another plane? sigh i wish i had money for warship models.
>>82066238
>for an april fools snapshot
god forbid they actually add anything good to the game amirite
>you can disable them
oh, good to know! my solution was surrounding myself with cats and it worked pretty well
>ill try
hm hm, i trust you!
>>82066366
>just ask your doctor/psychiatrist
i fear it's not that easy in yurop. besides i dont actually wanna use drugs. (yet)
>They're all MINE
rude :c
>The reward is more deugs lol
well nevermind i guess... uhmm you could get a nice flower pot to put in your room perhaps?
>Umm. Like a berry, I suppose
you're not gonna believe it, but i did guess that. im really smart i know. i also really like berries.
>I have it on the backcround
background noise is nice. i always have music on and sometimes it completely fades out of my brain that im listening to it, and after a while when it comes back i think "wait i was listening to music?"
>it's just that one meal is all I need
i am fussy about nutrition so i will say no, its not. but okay i get i also dont eat enough so i dont have the right to tell you not to
>Must be hard keeping up with all the anons.
naw i enjoy talking with them! it keeps bad thoughts away.
>>82066369
>im in a sorta death type mood.
sorry to hear that anon. hope it passes soon. did something happen or is it just how you feel?
>Schnitzel
i love those!
>to waste away in a corner without actively doing anything
ive fantasized about doing that quite a lot of times so yeah, i understand why it would give you comfort. though please try your best not to do it okay?
>Also it seems like you can supercharge ritalin with coffee.
that kinda seems unhealthy. and a bit dangerous. dont overdo it anon, and keep in mind that its okay to just be miserable for a while sometimes. dont beat yourself up if you do nothing for a day or two.
>>82066392
>Malware
thats not very nice... but thanks for the hugs desu