I think it's finally setting in for me now that I'm never going to enjoy this quite the same again.
I'll never have as much fun as our first adventure, those many quests and journeys that all eventually lapped into the Final Run. We already fought and accomplished all those things. I loved Part 3, and we had a great time, but it's impossible to go back in blind again. Maybe that's why I've struggled to commit to another playthrough. We'll most likely end up doing the same thing again, defeating the bosses with Reina and Co, dancing and flapping and all, but the discovery is gone. Until Part Three I felt like I could do it forever, and I did many different playthroughs, but now it's almost like the loop has closed. I can't turn back time. There's no more mystery because I know how it ends. And trying to go back feels like I'm trying to change that end. The Harpies have their happy ending, and it's wrong to take it away from them. So we just go all over the map and revisit old towns and stuff like that.
And it's nice and comfy. Back in the Singularity world, it's the peace I always wanted for this place.
And yet...........................it's almost like, like something is missing.
As if something integral has been taken away from me.
a-anons im getting worried
