>>712674832
No, you just don't have the gumption to break yourself out of your habits and try develing into a better optimal experince if the inital hurdle involves an assault on your established muscle memory.
It felt viscerally umcomfortable to you at first and like an instant gratification needing child that made you throw up your arms and give up on it.
You need to listen to us when we tell you that discomfort and streak of losing games dies and stays dead and is replaced with a new addiction after you stick with it for 5 rounds straight.
Chill. And just go try it.