>>82275884
>How are you doing anon?
Lost both of my dogs to cancer then, lost my mom this April, still dealing with it, took care of her until she died in my arms due to cancer.
I can honestly say that I'm numb to any type of emotion whatsoever, it's like my pupils are slowly closing each day with a static facial expression, just mindlessly walking through the remaining of my days.
Not even Xanax or Valium helps anymore, with the sleepless nights.
Started smoking, but switched to vapes, which I hope I can quit soon, since I didn't do either up until now, I really dislike alcohol since I grew up with an alcoholic father and I can't stand it.
>Do you have a clear idea of what you have to do to improve your life?
Yes, I can't stay in this small town anymore, it feels like I'm underwater all the time, I feel like I wasted so much because of my comfort zone, but I couldn't leave because of certain circumstances.
>If so, are you taking action?
Yes, I'm planning to move out this September, to start from scratch, thankfully my job allows it, and I can work from a big city as well.
>Why?
I guess it's time for me to start living life for me, until now I only lived for others, my needs were non-existent. I'm trying to wrap my head around how just a simple step like moving out is so easy for a lot of people, and for me, it was a constant battle with different things that appeared out of nowhere.
