>>81717807
I've done a lot of shit over the last 10 years like travelling the world to various conflict zones as part of my job, nearly dying a few times, having all kinds of adventures, and somehow it all came full circle and I'm back to living by myself in an apartment in bumfuck nowhere doing sadlord shit, no social life, etc. I did the ultimate in "going outside" but it resulted in fuckall lmao