>>40628389
i was really popular, but people tried to still bully me. i didn't let it show, but it kinda hurt ngl. at the time i inherited a rly large community group leader position and got even more attention than i was used to, but then i got bullied online. at the time i got a shit ton of gifts, but idk it never rly felt like enough. idk its weird. i never felt male or anything either and constantly explored cute stuff even if it got me hurt. when i was able to i took hormones as soon as i could and now im a bdd passoid apparently so idk. high school was not my favorite.. i just wanna quiet life now