>cheat in every game I play

I just can't cope with the stress, I'm scared of failing and being stuck on a level so I end up cheating all the time. This is a reflection of my real life, I'm too scared to failed so I never do anything and just hide in my room all day.

>the only reason I have been playing this vydia for years is because it's the only place people appreciate me

I literally feel happy when people want to add me to play with me or compliment my skills. Unfortunately it's the only place that happens.

Do aspies ever get love? I feel it is over for me. I used to have 1 - 2 friends but those friendships fizzled out as well as I became a wagecuck

I feel it is very hard for me to make woman comfortable in my presence.

Is it possible to get with another similar woman who is ok with someone not extroverted?

Unfortunately it seems to be over

>hype myself up to start going out doing things on my own
>going to the movies alone for the first time ever
>see really cute girl with her chad bf going
>all motivation lost
>walk back to my car and go home

It's fucking insane how there are men out there who get to enjoy the highest quality pussy in the market, yet I cant even get one to talk to me, this is why I do all my hiking during winter storms, literally 0 fucking normgrels to ruin my experience outside, yes the chances of me dying are pretty high but fuck, I rather die than have to be next to happy people.

>>212369475
Germans betrayed us

I went to the movies the other day by myself and came across this girl who seemed in her early 20s, she was kind of autistic, but was really cheerful and bubbly. I hadn't interacted with a girl in years, it felt surreal, it made me realize I wasted my youth. I'm already 30 and I've turned into a bitter asshole, I rarely smile, or show any sort of emotions, yet I had this cute girl happy and filled with energy, I realize I can never be a part of that anymore, I wasted my youth, I left depressed.

I can’t measure things in real life, I feel like a retarded toddler that forgot how to walk.

i don't think a girl ever willingly engaged in conversation with me throughout all of middle and high school, only times i would talk with one would be for group projects/assignments and it would only be about said project/assignment

>>211844401
GIWTWM