this free tile face is so fucking confusing

Was going to make chocolate pancakes but there was no butter in the fridge and I'm too lazy to go to the market and buy one. Mahjong

I haven't won a game this week and it's really tiring. The event feels like it's mocking me because it's asking for wins

>become a wizard
>gets debuffed with gout, diabetes and hair loss
not worth it

>>527817301
Explain.
I've seen the saint 3 senpai say it's good to cope with it and that maka is a jobber so even if I get S/S+ on it all the time, my average is like 77-82, which is kind of M1 looper score.
It's hard to improve at this game when so many things are out of your control and actual feedback comes after hundreds of games, but that can be biased as well.
I'm so lost, how do I improve?
Is it even possible to improve if you are lazy and don't want to keep track of every single information getting shared at the table?

I should finish Astlibra but the itch to read something always wins me over