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fruit of the poisonous tree
your spiritual maximum can never exceed a certain threshold because youre operating from a faulty premise. you will begin to associate being nice to your neighbor as spirituality, and become utterly dulled in your spiritual senses to the point spirituality will appear likened to you as evil. you will begin to mistake what is real, and lose grasp on how you perceive the world around you, because you have convinced yourself that it cannot be any other way. youre operating from the conclusion of there being divine prescription among the writings of jews. your soul is probably already lost, sadly. best you can hope for is to achieve the heights of your own god, which is to say, being an npc who celebrates holidays for events which never happened, imagining yourself to be among a magical fictional race, no different than someone at a harry potter convention choo choo'ing on the amusement ride for the cheaply rebranded zogwarts express.