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>awakened a peace in you
Correct. This is something i noticed whenever we were together. I felt peace, like I found what I had always been looking for and could finally rest.
>but the rest was taxing.
Also true and why I feel so conflicted about my feelings. By all accounts, she treated me the worst of all of my relationships, but I dont miss them, I miss her.
>I feel your chapter is not entirely over but it's way down the line so don't think of it as of yet.
Its over haha. Like I said, I sound more melancholic than I am. I have dated and been happy after her. My curiosity is why do I continue to give her so much importance. I can't compute it.