>>513383663
Stop comparing yourself to other people
that's a guaranteed lose
no matter how low you go to find someone that you are "better than" you lost before you started.
There are always going to be people better, and worse than you. Don't worry about them, focus on being the best you, that you can be.
If you're following dudes on social media, that's gay. Stop sucking their dick, unfollow them, get the hell off social media and go live your own life.