>>76517497
I guess being a retard like myself helps with willpower.
I keep saying there aren't bigger retards than me, the world literally does not produce bigger retards, there's not enough resources to produce such retardation anymore, too costly on the simulation

Everyone is in vacation, everything must be done yesterday, can't finish on time, can't take my time because I gotta coordinate the team back home, don't even have time to shit, writing this while the website at work loads, the seconds feel like ages.
Too little time? How to I chill the fuck out and tell everyone to go kill themselves and leave me alone? Been like this for the last 2ish years. Feeling suicidal but would rather have everyone else disappear. My problem is other people, yet it feels artificial. No way this constant running against time is natural, no fucking way

>>33419050
You try again and again and again until you succeed. And if you don't, you can at least take pride in the fact you've tried

>match with a girl in her early 20s
>she lives 30 miles away from me
>says she's looking for someone to talk to and spend time together
>her profile mentions ltr and not looking for ONS/FWB
>not very riveting convo
>agrees to a date after few messages, she'll come to my city next Saturday
I dunno anons, we don't have much in common and I don't see much a ONS potential but what the hell

Got bed bugs in my bed, found a few after checking because I had bites
None of the other beds in the house are affected
I'm normally extremely clean and careful with hygiene
Already dismembered the bed, steam cleaned and alcohol cleaned all of it, including my room
About to call a disinsection firm
Anything else I can realistically do aside from burning the whole house down?