>>33500381
I completely get what you see in her on paper as you've said but I honestly think that you're trying to live up to some fantasy idea of a great life with her while you realize that the reality is totally different and that the idea of a perfect life with her is slowly fading away by each month you spend with her and take her mental abuse on the expense of your mental wellbeing

>Did I cause this? Am I just an unhappy person who cant make a good thing happen?
No. It takes two to tangoand you seem to be investing a lot of energy to better yourself with therapy, notes and journaling.
>Remember all the nice things shes offereing you if you just accept it
But at what price? Are youwilling to pay the high "bitch" tax for the rest of your life?
>What will she tell everyone? (We have the same sets of friends, and i worry she may tell my issues to them)
I agree on this, but you know, pulling off a bandage always hurts.
>Is this the last time I will ever meet someone? Did I not try hard enough
Sure that is a realistic fear but I'm sure that you will absolutely meet someone. I was with my ex for 7y had a nasty breakup and I've been on dates with 3 girls after a year of licking my wounds.
>Where will I meet someone now?
This is a compley question depending on your lifestyle but life always found a way.
>I dont enjoy sex anymore, so I dont get physical pleasure of it either
You don't actually like her or even detest her for treating you in such a way, so you don't ejoy the sex anymore.
>Failed dates, pursuits that went nowhere. I'm 34. Time marches on.
I have a similar historyand I'm 33. Haven't you realized yet that life is like 85% of daily hardship and failure. But we get up and fight on.

>>512604459
>maintenance

>>512445348
I was surprised that no Democrat or Republican for that matter was raising the issue. I wondered what else I might be wrong about.

Then, one fateful day, I made the mistake of revealing to my Dem friends, while they were shitting on Trump, that I thought he had a point. That although he’s an asshole and full of bluster, the things he was talking about mattered a lot, and were things both parties ignored.

Ho-lee-shit, m8.

I was fucking crucified.

Not because what I said didn’t make sense, but because I DARED to opine that orange Hitler may not have a point. I was now, in their mind, no different from an SS officer. A fucking “fascist”.

These were people I had known for years, otherwise sane, thoughtful, rational people who now had this almost trigger-word installed in them that turned them into sneering, contemptuous, vindictive human beings.

And they loved it - they loved being allowed to hate, being able to grind their heels in the face of what they saw as the ignorant, the slack-jawed yokels who didn’t understand their own interests and who should just let the Democrats (their betters) run their lives for them and shut up.

I was no longer welcome in those circles.

As Ronald Reagan once said:
>”I didn’t leave the Democratic Party. The Democratic Party left me.”

(Cont)

>>512236277
>NOOO YOU HAVE TO STOP SUPPORTING TRUMP
>Why? He’s lowered my taxes, closed the border, deporting illegals and giving me everything I voted for.
>BECAUSE HE LOVES ISRAEL
>Who cares?
I’ll never get tired of shills trying to d&c over an issue that wasn’t even in the top 10 for voters in 2024.

>haven’t even started ordeal stall yet
Fuck.
How long is it gonna take me to beat these shits for the 1k?

>>60730529
Oh no. What an organically appearing tragedy that has totally never happened before.
Anyway.

>>512007006
you are exaggerating with that protestant work ethic, you know all that effort leads to nothing?

Don't get me wrong, it's not a good debate, nothing gets accomplished but man they really must've picked from /pol/. I remember hearing a lot of these arguments on /pol/ and it's kinda funny hearing them said out loud in real life. My favorite is that pink shirt guy with the Texas hat.

And just to mention, a lot of it sounds really dumb and good arguments are often phrased in an incomprehensible way by dumb people.

Anyway, here's the link if you want to watch it:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2S-WJN3L5eo