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Self-reflection like you've been doing will help you stay calm and grounded and able to call it quits when you feel overwhelmed. When you feel spooked, think of it as a brain fart, and shift your attention to something else that reliably soothes your senses, be it a hot cup of your favorite tea or a work out. Take your time, waifuism is not a race or competition for a limited amount of waifus. You don't even need to joust against other Ponkfags, but I would honestly love watching you try. Goof-off, anyone?