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I'm not sure what will help your situation improve anon, it sounds like you're having a rough time and just want to be told you're right and to give up.
Continue to seek help, try charities or even your local church. Try volunteering, i know socializing is hard but it gets easier, and people know people that might be able to get you a job you are comfortable with.
If you truly want to move forward, someone will help. It wont be easy, it might not happen quickly, but keep moving forward and things will get better.
