>>724774794
on that topic, does anyone here tell themselves that if they're attacked by someone who intends to kill, you'll obviously fight back, but you can't really see yourself doing something brutal like eye gouging and ball crushing, or kicking their knee backwards, even though it'd be the best most obvious "chimp out" last resort option in a life or death attack. I go through the idea some days and wince thinking about my fingers plunging into the attackers eyes, I hope I can actually do it no hesitation if I ever have to