>want to do the weird route to see everything
>always hated being an asshole or sadistic in games
>start at chapter 1 to get the jevil knife
>going through the town and go to the hospital to get all the noelle related dialogue
>see rudy in the hospital bed
>remember all the dire health problems my dad has been having recently
>feel too bad and close the game
I just can't do it
it hurts too much