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Anonymous No.718901913 >>718902034 >>718902291 >>718902521 >>718902595 >>718906854 >>718907249 >>718908747 >>718910705 >>718912591 >>718913093 >>718915467 >>718915516 >>718916692
>want to play vidya
>haven't done my OCD rituals yet
Anonymous No.718902034 >>718912664
>>718901913 (OP)
>have huge backlog of games to play
>end up jumping on coh 2 and playing a skirmish map instead
i have 100+ hours sank into it and i only got the game during the last steam sumemr sale.
Anonymous No.718902291 >>718902376 >>718902462 >>718902620 >>718916653 >>718916692
>>718901913 (OP)
What happens if you don't do them?
Anonymous No.718902376 >>718902462 >>718902657 >>718910407 >>718916251 >>718918568 >>718918882
>>718902291
I want to scream and tear my hair out
it's a deep indescribable level of discomfort and painful unease if I don't
Anonymous No.718902462
>>718902291
>>718902376
You can't relax. It feels like you fucked something up, but getting to follow the pattern is very soothing.
Anonymous No.718902521
>>718901913 (OP)
Jokes on you, avoiding vidya IS my OCD ritual.
Anonymous No.718902595
>>718901913 (OP)
so this is the power of artist creativity
Anonymous No.718902620
>>718902291
He can't cum from his buttvibe.
Anonymous No.718902657 >>718902808
>>718902376
Your parents should have disciplined you better.
Anonymous No.718902808 >>718910635
>>718902657
OCD usually develops as a result of parental discipline. You follow the patterns that avoid scolding or abuse.
Anonymous No.718902928 >>718903759 >>718906647
post that character's feet
Anonymous No.718903759 >>718905290
>>718902928
why
Anonymous No.718905290 >>718906537 >>718906728
>>718903759
for me to coom
Anonymous No.718906537
>>718905290
Based
Anonymous No.718906647
>>718902928
fuck off beggar
Anonymous No.718906728 >>718906791
>>718905290
Imagine them anon
Surely you can picture feet in your head, right?
Anonymous No.718906791 >>718907147
>>718906728
I’d rather picture feet in my mouth
Anonymous No.718906854
>>718901913 (OP)
Hi stock
Anonymous No.718906998 >>718907107 >>718910474
You faggots need to get over yourselves and stop allowing the "mental disability" spook to dominate your weak minds. Work on improving and stop acting like an addict.
Anonymous No.718907107 >>718907403 >>718907562 >>718907875
>>718906998
If no one gives a fuck about me then I have to give myself the best comfort available
Fuck you
Anonymous No.718907147
>>718906791
Go ahead
Do it
You can imagine anything you want
Anonymous No.718907249 >>718907539
>>718901913 (OP)
it's as easy as just stopping.
I used to writhe in bed due to ocd but then I just decided to ignore the urges and they went away.
Anonymous No.718907403
>>718907107
The point is that you should give a fuck about yourself enough to stop acting like a tumblr faggot and get your shit together so your """"""""""""""mental disability"""""""""""""" no longer holds power over you.
Anonymous No.718907451
I'm 2000 years young and have never had spiritual contact with an XXY human organism
Anonymous No.718907539
>>718907249
Literally this. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, ADHD, and depression. I had seen a dozen shrinks and took anti-depressants that killed my soul. I decided to stop acting like a bitch, radically changed my life (started working out, moved away from the shit town I was in, got a new job, etc) and was almost immediately cured of all of it.
Anonymous No.718907556
Have you tried medical Fluvoxamine or Clomipramine
Anonymous No.718907562
>>718907107
I was like you, until I reached a breaking point and gave up on my borderline psychotic rituals.
I hope you realize that attempting to prevent crisis/improve experiences through mental conditioning is worthless, despite any lingering intrusive thoughts.
Anonymous No.718907625
board games?
Anonymous No.718907875 >>718908603
>>718907107
Have you tried medical Fluvoxamine or Clomipramine
Anonymous No.718908603
>>718907875
what
Anonymous No.718908718
>gibbs spamming threads again
Anonymous No.718908747 >>718910368
>>718901913 (OP)
I only have OCD rituals for fapping.
Anonymous No.718910368 >>718910663
>>718908747
elaborate
Anonymous No.718910407
>>718902376
OCD can be fixed to an extent.
Anonymous No.718910474
>>718906998
>You faggots need to get over yourselves and stop allowing the "mental disability" spook to dominate your weak minds. Work on improving and stop acting like an addict.
>attempting to prevent crisis/improve experiences through mental conditioning is worthless
Do you read what you say? Improving is conditioning.
Anonymous No.718910557
>be me
>want to play vidya
>parents start fighting again
>desire to play stops
Anonymous No.718910628 >>718910703
What's OCD?
Anonymous No.718910635 >>718911158
>>718902808
>OCD usually develops as a result of parental discipline
Source? I have OCD and my parents yelled at me a lot growing up over the smallest things. I've suspected that may have been what caused it to develop.
Anonymous No.718910663 >>718916794
>>718910368
I'm a clean obsessed person so I start by cleaning the whole house. Then I shower thoroughly and also shave everything that needs to be shaved. Apply some coconut oil lotion or body butter on the shaved areas to prevent irritation afterwards. Prepare myself a bottle of water (this will come in later). Lay down a towel on my chair and start a 6 hour gooning session where I release multiple times.
I do this once a week, I found it more enjoyable than fapping once a day like I used to do before.
Anonymous No.718910703
>>718910628
Observing Cock Day, the European version of Penis Inspection Day.
Anonymous No.718910705
>>718901913 (OP)
i have bordeline tism
fibromialgy
disautonomy
but at least im not gay

OCD sounds like torture
Anonymous No.718911158 >>718911629
>>718910635
OCD is a neurosis, it's an incorrectly charged thinking stuck in auto-cycling self-reinforcing loop on an irrational base.
It has nothing to do with discipline, and lack of such makes OCD worse.

To fix it one must break the loop and defeat the incorrect value set.
It is done by acclimatizing to stress and off-shifting the loop via tactical disregard of a ritual to make it lesser by destroying its components until it fades.
Or annuling it via [Serenity] - this emotion allows to outright walk through OCD.
And/or melting or force stopping it with smartly appliee willpower.

Consider superstition. It can be real or fake, that's irrelevant. But what is relevant is mental disposition.
One's mind creates an incorrect logic base, incorrect approach to the problem and ensnares itself in a ritual that fulfils itself by fulfilling itself.
It is an illusion. That must be "understood."
Anonymous No.718911629 >>718911837
>>718911158
nothing helps
Anonymous No.718911837 >>718912215 >>718912265
>>718911629
You think you can unfuck up an impure mind in a second, after you have acclimatized your brain to repeating actions for thousands, if not hundreds of thousands of times until it became your nature, while explicitly NOT having necessary will to stop it?
Will is not "lmao maybe I think at this thing", will is will.
OCD is not a disease one can cure physically per se, it is an abstract state in thinking process.
The time to stop it is proportional to one's capacities and severity of the situation.
Anonymous No.718912215 >>718912808
>>718911837
To elaborate, OCD is similar to a mental phenomenon approximating self-hypnosis.
Hypnosis is a state of deep mental influence that can redact or induce abstractions into it. It can allow various things, but it can ruin a person just as easily. Self-hypnosis is hypnosis done by oneself to oneself.
Deep state of high emotional stress indicates that OCD operates on higher priority on one's abstract value list, cycling threat recognition loops on bizarre data that sticks for any possible reason to the afflicted.
Therefore, one must acclimatize to it, acclimatize to stress.
This is basic condition necessary to stop it. Tanking.
For the ease of your comprehension, you must possess resilence and correct interpretation of it in your mind, that OCD isn't a disease, but is just business. It simply happens.

OCD very much can be fixed. If it wasn't so, you would never be pure in your childhood. Once it wasn't, then it became. One must return to previous state.
Anonymous No.718912265 >>718912774
>>718911837
I've literally been fighting with it since I was a child
every single time I'm doing a compulsion I'm fighting a mental war with myself to stop
nothing I have ever tried works
I'm so exhausted all the time
Anonymous No.718912591
>>718901913 (OP)
I think I have ocpd because I get obsessed over little stupid details that make me just put the games down and do nothing. It doesn't help I just feel so guilty and have a pit in my stomach whenever I realize I'm absorbed in a game. Sigh
Anonymous No.718912664
>>718902034
is it fun
Anonymous No.718912774 >>718913173
>>718912265
You are not the only one, and clearly you're poor at it, as even a genetically coded OCD, assuming such hard coded variant exists, can be circumvented.
Consider: some people say they'll do an X. They never get to it. A writer that never completes his work. A waning interest. A man that does the same thing, sort of yearning to do more, but in practice burns out, stands on the same place, or just doesn't care as much as he thinks.
All these people are the same. They are on mental breaks.

If you have to fight, you cannot win, because the fact of your fight is a self-reiterating proof of your inability to win, and inability to actually fight.
Like Teal'c in Stargate SG-1 episode Avatar you cannot win because you believe and know, or assume to know, that you cannot win. It is an incorrect assumption that pervades your being.
You cannot eternally battle in hopeless scenarious like Daijuji Kurou - you cannot tank.

Your mental disposition is incorrect at the core. Things do not work because nothing you've ever done is in any way relevant to your illness.
You try to battle an abyss of molasses that is incorrect mental paradigm by flailing in free fall.
Each time you fail it adds up emotional damage unto your being, all of which furthers and strengthens the abstract quality of your fall.


I've defeated OCD 4 times.
Anonymous No.718912808 >>718912941
>>718912215
>TL;DR:
>return to monke
Anonymous No.718912838 >>718913051 >>718913101 >>718913489
unrelated question, is adhd a meme?
I've seen post about certain thoughts and actions that I've been doing for 15 years and thought were normal and then replies like "god adhd sucks so much"
Anonymous No.718912881
Sex with bochi
Anonymous No.718912941 >>718913013
>>718912808
Tl;dr does not apply to this. Simple primitivization cannot help unless it is a correct one correctly done.
To battle mental afflictions like OCD one must treat the situation as an attack on one's being.
It is not a disease or just a disease, not an error, or just an error. It is war. A method by which your psyche can be destroyed.
It is a tactic that may be employed by an enemy. That is not acceptable.
As such one must approach it smoothly.
Anonymous No.718913013 >>718913105
>>718912941
sorry, i was trying to be funny. your last sentence in that post was
>One must return to previous state.
hence the return to monke
Anonymous No.718913051 >>718913348
>>718912838
A hard question to answer.
For starters any mental issue can be artificially created, much like some unjust "sensei" can turn people into neurotic wrecks to milk money.
One can sell an idea. USA is guilty of that supposedly, whereupon they feed children pills in schools, or so I've heard here.
Whatever is the actual situation, you must keep these in mind. Mind can be a mutable item.
Anonymous No.718913093
>>718901913 (OP)
How does anyone get the incredibly obvious expression of tired alcoholic resignation displayed in the original that wrong.
Anonymous No.718913101 >>718913348
>>718912838
it is real, but was overblown out of proportion by fucking retards. that one southpark episode sums ip up perfectly
Anonymous No.718913105
>>718913013
The fault is on me, you have nothing to apologize for.
It is amusing, admittedly.
Anonymous No.718913173 >>718913301
>>718912774
this is a lot of retarded babble
Anonymous No.718913198 >>718913453
the real bullshit with OCD that I genuinely don't understand how to deal with is that the way you manage it is by not listening to compulsions, but what if your compulsions are actually completely rational

if
like this is a hypothetical example but if "wash your hands after using the bathroom" is a compulsion I get I'm not going to not do that but suddenly that "counts" and my other irrational compulsions start getting worse for no reason
Anonymous No.718913274
feet?
Anonymous No.718913301
>>718913173
If you want to battle ABSTRACTIONS AND ABSTRACT PHENOMENA SUCH AS MENTAL INSTABILITY AND

N E U R O S I S

by DOING NOTHING BUT CONSTANTLY SAYING "PAIN" all the time, I suggest you get ready for a lifetime of pain.
Anonymous No.718913348 >>718913437 >>718913802
>>718913051
>>718913101
the thing is I hate shrinks like the plague because when I was younger I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety and got stuffed full of meds which made me feel like absolute trash and made me want to die.

But since the start of the year this shit has been going worse, I cant even play videogames to keep myself occupied even though my brain is yelling at me to just do something and instead I just chain smoke and eat to keep myself occupied
Anonymous No.718913437 >>718913625
>>718913348
Where do you live? If you feel restless put some shoes on and go for a walk. It's good for u and cheaper than smoking / eating.
Anonymous No.718913453
>>718913198
Rationalization is an act of measuring.
Hence "ratio".
It has nothing to do with correctness inherently in this particular case, as one can measure incorrectly.
That is irrationality.
OCD has nothing to with correctness of any item. If anything, it's a malfunctioning rationalization attempt. The only thing that changes is the strength of your belief, and the more justified let down when you get your reprieve moments, because it has actual value behind it.
Anonymous No.718913489 >>718913861
>>718912838
Being prescribed methylphenidate has enabled me to live a functional adult life.
Anonymous No.718913625
>>718913437
I live in the city but the thing is theres so much stuff I need to and want to do but my body is just like "no".
Like this whole videogame thing I said in the other post, or the working out. I have a home gym that ive been wanting to use again for the past year but every single time its the same. I get up early, make myself a coffee and then tell myself "once I've drunk this i'll work out" and then 5 hours go by and then I say "its too late now anyway", same shit every week.
Anonymous No.718913802
>>718913348
I can't help you here at this time, unfortunately.
I have no comprehension of ADHD or means to simulate it.
As the bottom of the barrel advice, I suggest sublimation into an activity that has actual significant meaning after you identify it, or a visit to a competent and morally trustworthy hypnotician. Hypnosis very much works, though it's not without dangers.
Anonymous No.718913861 >>718915609
>>718913489
so it works? I dont like drugs and I hate being addicted to stuff but the way this is getting worse this year I think i just need to bite the bullet and visit a shrink
Anonymous No.718914276
Y'all need to see a psychiatrist. Good luck.
Anonymous No.718915467 >>718915587 >>718916426
>>718901913 (OP)
I used to have really bad OCD like 7 years ago but it kind of just went away and now I'm stuck with something just as bad. If I have some sort of intrusive or unpleasant thought I have to do this thing where I flex the muscles in the back of my neck really hard to kind of 'reset' my mind and my thinking.
Anonymous No.718915516
>>718901913 (OP)
Take 2400-2700mg of NAC. Start at 600mg and double up every two weeks. A powder is easier to take and is cheaper. NACET isn't available in 200mg yet at a good price so NAC will do for now
Anonymous No.718915547 >>718915587 >>718915683 >>718916156
Sounds Pavlovian. Is there any study into de-training acquired reflexes?
Anonymous No.718915587
>>718915547
>>718915467
Anonymous No.718915609 >>718916015
>>718913861
Different anon, it works for me, although I had to take 60mg of Vyvanse. I'm on MPH now because it's safer and methylphenidate doesn't give an overconfidence issue like amphetamines, which would make you think you're doing better than you actually are. Methylphenidate also helps with multiple cormorbidities, unless they're bipolar disorder or schizophrenia.
Anonymous No.718915683 >>718915765
>>718915547
There might be, I'm not really sure. I've honestly been like this for so long that it doesn't even really seem to bother me that much now.
Anonymous No.718915765 >>718915952
>>718915683
Might be wise to get a check-up, if only to get an early prognosis on any potential issues in the future.
Just to be sure.
Anonymous No.718915854 >>718916208 >>718916424
Tranny thread
Anonymous No.718915952
>>718915765
My younger brother is diagnosed with schizophrenia so it really wouldn't surprise me if I have a touch of something like that too, but yeah, I really should go back since it's been quite a while.
Anonymous No.718916015 >>718922751
>>718915609
is it addictive or can you just stop from one day to the other?
Anonymous No.718916156
>>718915547
I used to compulsively say "Niggers tongue my anus!" out loud. Yes, just like the meme. I trained myself to stop doing it by punching something hard instead. I'm so used to it that it doesn't hurt anymore.
Anonymous No.718916208 >>718916424 >>718916532
>>718915854
dawg this is a tranime site for years now, we're all girls inside on this website
Anonymous No.718916235
What about playing video games unless you never into this hobby from the beginning
>inb4
Yeah youre the gaming after all
Anonymous No.718916251 >>718916389
>>718902376
Can't you just bear with it for days and then it goes away?
Anonymous No.718916326 >>718916448
PLEASE CALL IT CDO
IT SHOULD BE IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER
Anonymous No.718916389
>>718916251
Pulling an analogue of Andrew Jackson solution to morphine withdrawal? Might work maybe on minor few early on. It's too in-your-head sort of issue that just happens, and not all people can routinely stomach it.
Anonymous No.718916424 >>718916498 >>718916532
>>718916208
>>718915854
Kill yourself /qa/ tourists
Anonymous No.718916426 >>718916612
>>718915467
I used to get really violent intrusive thoughts, like eating people and shit, and the solution is really to just stop caring. Don't even think "fuck off" just think "gross" or try to move on. You get fixed on these things when you judge yourself. A thought is just a thought, it is utterly meaningless to judge them as though they were a conscious action. Once you stop judging yourself you will no longer be constantly squirming and disturbed, any evil thoughts will just pass through you.
Anonymous No.718916448 >>718917374
>>718916326
You have an OCD about OCD taxonomy?
Or you chart a logic compulsion -> disorder -> obsession?
Devious.
Anonymous No.718916498 >>718916532 >>718916557
>>718916424
Anonymous No.718916532 >>718916557
>>718916208
>>718916424
>>718916498
Tranny meltdown
Anonymous No.718916557 >>718916620 >>718917224
>>718916532
>>718916498
Drunk /qa/ nigger
Anonymous No.718916612
>>718916426
You should consider that judgement both has place (it always has), but that these thoughts aren't you per se.
Such a thought type is more like your anti-thesis. Things that you scare yourself with. Radical antithetical thoughts.
That said, that's a correct solution pertaining exactly to this issue, it works.
Anonymous No.718916620 >>718916805 >>718917224
>>718916557
Tranny cope
Anonymous No.718916653
>>718902291
When I was a kid I had a strong conviction something would murder me if I stood in front of a window during 30 seconds intervals. If I didn't get away from a window in time I'd just kind of tweak the fuck out, I'd look for a weapon and a place to hide, and I'd feel my heartbeat throbbing in my head. I still have no idea why I used to do that shit.
Anonymous No.718916692
>>718901913 (OP)
Literally me.
Can't play a certain game unless I spend about 2 hours setting up the room in a specific way and douse my hands in isopropyl alcohol and an old perfume. My time limit is until midnight and sometimes I don't have enough time to play before midnight ends and that leads to frustration.
>>718902291
The devil whispers in your ear shit like
>why didn't you do them mane, now everything is going to be ruined.
>aww shit nigga you opened the game .exe wrong... close it and open it by placing the mouse cursor specifically on this corner of the icon. Try not to touch the name of the file while doing so!
It fucking sucks, but it ebbs and flows generally. Sometimes the compulsion is very strong, and sometimes I don't give a fuck.
Anonymous No.718916794
>>718910663
That's not OCD thats just advanced level goonery
Anonymous No.718916805 >>718916965 >>718917224
>>718916620
Tranny projector
Anonymous No.718916965 >>718916994 >>718917224
>>718916805
Tranny seething
Anonymous No.718916994 >>718917179 >>718917224 >>718917225
>>718916965
Tranny brain
Anonymous No.718917179 >>718917224 >>718917225 >>718917247
>>718916994
Tranny spiraling
Anonymous No.718917224 >>718917292 >>718918273
>>718916557
>>718916620
>>718916805
>>718916965
>>718916994
>>718917179
tr00n alert
Anonymous No.718917225 >>718918273
>>718917179
>>718916994
can you two kiss already?
Anonymous No.718917247 >>718918273
>>718917179
Why are you so obsessed with it, eric
Anonymous No.718917292 >>718917319
>>718917224
Frog pepe pog twitch zooner
Anonymous No.718917319 >>718917464
>>718917292
I seriously hope that young lady has a cute feminine penis.
Anonymous No.718917374
>>718916448
Yes, this is most excellent!
Yet another method, the formalized answer to OCD is in its name.
Compulsion is an initial seed condition, a stray thought, a sense of concern, instability.
In a more or less stable, or an unstable environment, it avalanches weight unto itself as the mind analyzes it, which creates disorder at the same time as the mind makes poor conclusions.
Disorder, now a partition in one's mind, has encapsulated the seed condition, and as a result the disorder partition generates compulsion automatically.

It is an issue of will.
Much like humans can lose self-determination over themselves in time by doing incorrect things, as one's organism, poorly ruled, rebels, so can one's will rebel too in parts.

Therefore, OCD instance is an autonomous partition of one's will, mutable and functionalized that it has many contents, but immutable in that it's antithetical to the experiencing entity.
And the reason why others can't beat it isn't merely systematic ineptitude on part of the afflicted to stop it, but a simple irony!
Nothing they do can affect the autonomous will fragment because it's autonomous. They only affect their own will on the surface.
Therefore, one must simply find a way to withdraw that fragment, take it back.
Anonymous No.718917464 >>718917972
>>718917319
As i thought youre just a shota chasing faggot while loli is superior
Anonymous No.718917972 >>718918145
>>718917464
I was being ironic, haha!
Anonymous No.718918145 >>718922004
>>718917972
Have a cunny(neme word do not ban) on the house
Anonymous No.718918273 >>718918328
>>718917224
>>718917225
>>718917247
Tranny meltdown
Anonymous No.718918328 >>718918436
>>718918273
im a indian male sir
Anonymous No.718918436 >>718918479
>>718918328
>tranny so sick of itself it wished it were Indian instead
Anonymous No.718918479 >>718918539
>>718918436
Peripeteia is a great game, eric
Anonymous No.718918539 >>718918686
>>718918479
>trooney troon troon, boogeyman
Tranny psychosis
Anonymous No.718918568
>>718902376
So you're just a fucking brat who needs correction, got it.
Anonymous No.718918686 >>718918958
>>718918539
Hey erica
Anonymous No.718918704
this thread is svch a tr00valiciovs m3ltd0vvn im absovlutely shittivg my troon riaper rite novv
Anonymous No.718918882
>>718902376
can't you just not care?
Anonymous No.718918958 >>718919475
>>718918686
>trooney troon troon
Yep
Anonymous No.718919475 >>718919632
>>718918958
I know
Anonymous No.718919632 >>718920013
>>718919475
>trooney trooney not my dead tranny thread!! troooooon
Yep
Anonymous No.718920013 >>718920447
>>718919632
Youre the troon whisper.. and youre lonely you need in need of my attention
Anonymous No.718920447 >>718921029
>>718920013
ESL troon babble
Anonymous No.718921029
>>718920447
Sorry for having tunnel vision, the troon whisperer.
Anonymous No.718922004
>>718918145
I want Sakura to jerk me off by using Kero-chan as a living onahole
Anonymous No.718922751
>>718916015
It does have abuse / dependency potential (it feels pretty good to get shit done, have enhanced motivation etc) but I routinely take a break on weekends if there's nothing demanding going on, to manage tolerance, and I feel fine for those couple of days. I'd probably notice some kind of withdrawal symptoms if I stopped taking it for like a week (on top of my usual unmanaged deficits) and you're not supposed to just stop like that without tapering off. I've been on 10mg x2 for like 15 years which is a third of the maximum dose, so I think I'm more or less in my sweet spot, got wiggle room if it stops being as effective eventually.