Thread 281496992

It's not too late to change your hikikomori ways, anon!

>>281496992 (OP)
She can save me
but I'm ugly

>>281497618
I just quit my job after 2 months. I felt so relieved and liberated for one day until I woke up the day after and the despair and regret hit me like a freight train. I'm now back to being a NEET with measly savings. I'm 26. It's too late for me.

>>281497691
You can just go to a temp agency, piss clean, and tell them what you want to do, there's a good chance they got an employer lined up that needs 2600 warm bodies for something or another.

>>281497691
My dude 26 is nothing, there's still plenty of time to change and improve. It'll only get worse if you continue to live an amoebic existence. If you continue this way another few years will pass and you'll only want to kill yourself even more.

>>281497730
>Fear not, brother. There is no supply of dead end wage slave gigs for you to waste your life on!
Surely, you see my hesitation. I'm 26 and I have no career or plan for my life. My girl cousin is a nurse making 80k a year.

>>281497766
Let's not sugarcoat things for anon's sake. 26 isn't nothing. It's not a bad age to start over but it also isn't a good age. Ideally, you'd want to have some good momentum in your life by your late 20's. Heading to 30 at the same place in life as when you were 20 is very, very bad.

>>281496992 (OP)
>It's not too late to change your hikikomori ways, anon!
landed a job interview for the first time
never got anything back, cant say i didnt try lol

>>281498422
I really don't think I'll work again. I'm on welfare and benefits and also get money from my grandfather's small oil land fund because I'm the only grandkid still talking to him and I'm more than well enough to NEET for a long time. I even live on basic necessities despite affording a little more just to instill discipline onto myself. All my desires are fulfilled by technology.

They're only pretending to hire in my field. And I live in a gay retard chud state. Life is so based

>>281496992 (OP)
my angel

>>281496992 (OP)
..But I like being a hikkikomori

>>281496992 (OP)
But I'm employed

>>281498422
Good luck anon, hope it goes well for you. I've got my first interview since graduating a few months ago on Monday.

>>281499333
She's not coming then.

>>281499393
Grim...

>>281496992 (OP)
>Look mum, I posted it again today!

I like how he hates Misaki "spam" threads spiritually but is perfectly fine with this. Amazing.

>>281498485
Same. I stayed loyal to my old job (I worked at a mom&pop store selling toys and other random stuff) until they went out of business. Knowing how rare that is to find that sort of job again where they actually treat you good, I don't see myself working ever again. I'm also on welfare benefits and my parents paid off their mortgage so I'll inherit their house, and property tax is cheap enough that I think I could survive.

>>281499934
Aside from two sharuto threads, what's wrong with this?

>>281500198
Misaki can't even save you.

>>281496992 (OP)
Savings are running out; there is no hope left

>>281500307
You can do it! I believe in you.

>>281499393
what if you're employed but still dont get any love or attention from anyone and end up wasting all your money on overpriced food in a dying society

>>281500351
Y-you really mean that anon? It’s been a long time since anyone believed in me... *sniffle* Thank you, anon, it means a lot to me.

>>281499479
You don't want to be saved right? Since having a job means
>life = good

>>281499479
>pic
Maybe she shouldn't have joined a black company where they physically abuse their employees

Oh, Misaki-chan. I need you more than ever. I get worse every day

>>281500959
Be patient

Misaki, I love you so much

>>281496992 (OP)
Misaki is 40 years old now

>>281501542
Misaki is forever JK

>>281501737
Clingy Misaki...

>>281496992 (OP)
I remember when I was younger than Satou and wished to not end like him.
Then I reached his age, and I was like.
Now I'm 28, and have no job or girlfriend.

>>281501930
Misaki side boob and thighs

>>281500134
She's shoplifting isn't she?

>>281500134
No! You dama ningen

>>281502421
meant for >>281502388

Don't die

>>281496992 (OP)
Any time now!

>>281499333
Well done, you fixed yourself

>>281496992 (OP)
I've been on the same job for 2 years and I got a week vacation and the only thing I did was to just lay on the floor, looking at the ceiling. If it wasn't for my job I wouldn't go out at all. That job ends in 2026 so next year's gonna be scary

defiling my angel misaki!

>>281496992 (OP)
There is an infinite amount of hope in the universe ... but not for us.

>>281496992 (OP)
What if I'm a 52 years old loser? My parents are far too old and they're getting tired. My mom's pension is barely enough to scrap by and I save it diligently to buy videogames and gatcha.
Is there any point in trying anymore?

I've been a hikki for 10 years and now my dad is in the hospital
what do I win

>>281506471
A beautiful noose, may your next life be bettr

>>281500134
Misaki buying groceries to surprise me with a hearty homemade meal at home when I return from work. She also remembers to buy the extra large condoms and some lube!
Blissful domestic life with Misaki!

>>281496992 (OP)
My current job was waiting for me the exact second I dropped out of Uni, it never began.

>>281496992 (OP)
>18~23: Not too late, starting to get better here will improve your life and you may have a good late 20s and 30s
>24~25: Not that bad yet, but it's going to be hard
>26~29: Your life may get better but the damage is permanent and you will spend the rest of your life trying to stitch the wound. It will be a place of shame for the rest of your life.
>30~39: Realistically, it's over. Your will reach your 30s with less experience and expertise than 18s-29s young adults, this is impossible to fix, not serious job will choose you. You may get a bit better if lucky.
>40+: It's over. Truly over. It's time to rest.

>>281506471
His insurance?
>>281506589
Don't do it

I'm going back to school. It'll be a tough few years but I'll be doctor when it's all over. I'm gonna make it, bros.

>>281506711
Based, that's really a dream come true.

What went so wrong with your lives that you ended up as a NEET?

>>281507009
Life was going good. I was mr popular, top grades and beloved by my community and teachers. About to graduate and there was this nagging fear of adult life...that I may not make it. So I decided to "postpone" adult life by going to grade school.
There I met some friends who got me addicted to coffee and since the professors don't monitor your work as closely, I decided to stop going to school altogether to "focus" on my research.
Big mistake, at home with no supervision I started to browse porn and videogames just like Satou and shifted my sleep schedules to the point I slept during the day and played videogames all night long.
I had friends visiting me but I stopped wanting to see me like that and they got tired. In the end I flunked out of grade school, due to lack of experience no one would hire me so I stopped trying altogether.
Also its fun, I felt a lot of pressure to maintain my grades yet once you flunk the first one...its so easy to let go

>>281506814
he's on government gibs

>>281507009
got in a car crash that pulled me out of my first semester of college for a year that completely derailed my life
because my parents were abusive alcoholics who just hit me for not being normal instead of getting me diagnosed with autism and other disorders I never went back to college both out of spite and because I always fucking hated school even though getting good grades was my only worth as a human being
I'm still a complete shutin neet over a decade later and still live with my family who I hate and who only stopped hitting me because I got old enough to hit back

>>281501359
Sometimes it gets so hard

>>281507009
I'm an idiot to genuinly believed that it was OK to trust Littlefinger right up untill the men Littlefinger told Ned Stark he'd buy the allegiance of start killing his household guards.

>>281507470
Misaki will come, trust me and trust her.

>>281500604
>job
>life = good
I know you rich first world faggots can be hikki NEETs forever but I need to eat.

>>281496992 (OP)
True, i changed and i'm not a hikki anymore.
Literally everything else is the same and now i'm tired all the time.
Thanks!

>>281507592
But you saved yourself according to most people. See this anon for example
>>281503937

>>281507684
lolno
It's not that easy.

I make 100k a year and I only work three 12 hour shifts a week. Life is good.

>>281502388
>>281502421
Petty thief Misaki is cute!

>>281508375
False accusation is a crime.

Misaki would cheat on you as soon as she got bored of you.

>>281503937
>you fixed yourself
No goddamn it, I want Misaki!

>>281506922
I forgot to mention, I work close to 60 hours a week and make less than what a McDonalds cashier makes in America. I still live at my parents' and now that Mom died she took my escape plans with her.

>>281508564
It is not a false accusation to say Misaki is cute!

I've only recently stumbled upon the original novel and it hit me like a truck that there's direct drug usage. Oh how I fucking loathe television censorship

>>281508918
Still better than the NTR shit from the manga.

What is it about plain girls that makes them so perfect?

>>281508918
What shocked me was the fully detailed uncensored loli porn Satou was watching. I don't think I ever read a manga that showed a pedophile protagonist like that and showed what he was watching without censorship.
The fact its based around the author's life, does that mean he admitted to taking hard drugs and possessing and loving loli porn or cheese pizza?

>>281509033
That's not plain

>>281507009
0 drive or ambition. I've never really wanted to do anything. I went through HS doing what my parents wanted, I went to the college they wanted and did that too. I'm actually going back to grad school this Monday because... they want me to. My parents are pretty ambitious people and they're smart enough that I trust their judgement. But in between my undergrad and now, I just sat around doing occasional part-time work to appease my dad.

>>281509033
Because they have no flaws

Megumi deserved to be in a better manga with a better protagonist
>>281509203
Guess its like vanilla ice cream. Its not the most exotic or outlandish of them all, but it brings comfort and you know won't disappoint you. Its what it is

>>281509198
Your parents are retarded.

>>281497691
>>281497800
Anon, save some money, pick a trade that pays well and you can see yourself not completely hating, and use your saving to pay for trade school.

Stop sitting around waiting for a Misaki that will never come. A life of passivity is no way to live.

>>281509406
She will!

>>281509252
satou doesn't deserve Misaki

>>281496992 (OP)
The guy in NHK is 22 years old. They're having a laugh. At least Jobless Reincarnation guy is mid 30s.

>>281509276
My parents are the best

>>281499479
>pic
As if that happens to women lmao
She's just need to suck someone's dick at most, and would get a bunch of perks as a reward.

God is cruel.

>>281507009
To this day I still haven't found anything that drives me and I could turn into money, only thing I do is watching anime, play vg maybe read some book. Everytime I go outside, talk to people, I feel like an alien in a foreign world.

>>281509754
At least they are somewhat similar in their life and goals. In Saekano, Tomoya is a huge loser and proud of it while Megumi has an actual future but he comes and enrolls her in his ero game dev group and treats her like a battered wife.
In a way Tomoya is similar to Yamazaki if he was the protagonist now that I think about it.

>>281509033
I want to kiss them

>>281510059
But they don't want to kiss you.

>>281510071
You don't know that.

Misaki shouldn't suffer anymore

Misaki wouldn't be interested in stinky NEETs like you.

>>281510054
Never forget this

>>281510218
That was really sad, but Tomoya would actually hit Megumi if he could.
It was quite cruel of Satou, although Misaki did hit him too.
>>281510168
Misaki IS a (hopefully smelly) NEET! Read the novel!
Hell probably if anon is a successful guy with a six pack, Misaki would be too intimidated and NOT approach anon. She wants a docile weak man who is worse off than she is to feel superior and have him depend on her.

>>281510071
Too bad

>>281510168
>although Misaki did hit him too.
subhuman trash satou deserved it

>>281510290
Misaki bathes tho

>>281510395
With what soap?

>>281510444
My cum.

>>281509833
Retarded

>>281510168
>>281510290
Misaki is an angel that smells like banira. She saves lives.

I'm reading the manga right now and is it just me is Misaki actually really manipulative and devious? Did the anime tone her down or what?

>>281510596
The anime and manga were made totally separately and are both based on the novel

>>281510395
>Misaki bathes tho
If she was my girlfriend, I'd ask her to do so more sporadically and plead for her to stop shaving. I want to mask in the pheromones of a musky asian plain young woman!
>>281510596
Funny we had a discussion of the anime a bit ago and one anon posted the interview with the author of welcome to the nhk. Author mentions he didn't have much input in the anime so they changed Misaki's personality a bit (for the better imo) while he had more direct input in the manga and novel. Misaki is a crude, devious and a bit insane girl in the novel and manga.
I like the contrast and the manga makes more sense in why a girl like Misaki would struggle socially and hang out with a loser like Satou.
Anime Misaki is more of a fantasy girl but I like both versions

>>281510596
Misaki is a demon pretending to be an angel. Do not fall for her lies.

>>281510526
Why are you so mean?

>>281510784
MISAKI IS AN ANGEL THAT SAVES COUNTLESS LIVES

>>281510906
Then why won't she save my life?

>>281511228
She will

>>281511478
I don't want a woman to save me. I want to save her (through a rough dicking) and for her to stand side by side, holding my hand as she supports me towards a happy married life.

>>281511759
Misaki is not just a woman

I would like to know how I have worked at fucking Amazon in the UK yet I get no response when I send my CV to my shitty third world country warehouse applications.The only jobs I have worked here where through connections or some unemployment program payed by EU gibs,I cannot take the humiliation and pain of asking my mom for money for the most basic things

22 year old schizophrenic neet here. Starting a course at the local college next month. Hoping this is when things turn around. If not I'm gonna start drinking again and stop taking my medication which will probably mean Christmas in the loony bin. Wish me luck

>>281511956
go workout, at least for Misaki

>>281511956
Nice! You can make it, anon! Get your Misaki

>>281507009
I used to be outgoing and sociable as a young child but due to bullying, I stopped going outside from being afraid of running into the bullies. That habit stuck with me, I became fatter and lost my social skills. I always wanted to leave this garbage town but my excuse to leave, finding work or a place to continue my education, hasn't been possible due to my lack of interest in anything. This lack of interest was probably caused by my parents not caring about me doing well in school or instilling good habits so now I've ended up being a lazy adult with no ambitions. I don't even particularly enjoy being on the computer anymore but I have nothing else going on in life and I can't get myself to take the steps toward changing my lifestyle and breaking my habits. Maybe laziness and being unambitious was in my genetics and no matter what I was doomed to live this dull life.

I'm only twenty but ive been unemployed for close to three months now.
My davings are dwindling and i woke up at 5pm today.

Omw to Burger King as i type this tho :)

>>281512350
Anon you should stop eating slop

>>281512350
of course your "davings" dwindle if you waste money on burger king rather than making your own food.

>>281512470
I do both. My mom screamed at me for cooking super late so im just gonna get takeout

So your goal is becoming a traffic cop?

>>281509068
I've only seen the anime, time to check out the manga!

>>281511956
I went to university at 30 and had a good time, it's a good first step.
Not sure about the job market right now but at least you'll have some fun with (hopefully) like-minded people. That'll be something you'll always be able to look back on.

>>281512593
Just think of it as a separate work not related to the anime. The manga is cruder and darker while at the same time more ridiculous so its quite divisive. Some people fucking hate it, others prefer it to the anime (few). I found it far more depressing compared to the anime but its a fun story.

>>281511956
Based Misakilover

>>281512754
Will do, thanks! I like that though, I rarely end up reading the manga and watching the anime of something, it almost feels like a waste when I already know the story so I just stick with whatever I experienced first.

>>281507130
>grade school.
?

>>281513688
Nah, Misaki a best.

>>281513790
Postgraduate studies in robotics to make myself a robowaifuTg

>>281513988
A homemade meal prepared by Misaki with love!

>>281510692
I haven't read the manga, but I read the book and from everything I see posted about manga Misaki here, it seems like she's much crazier in the manga. By a lot.
The book is kind of short. It's not a very long read, but it's good and to the point.
The anime added an absolute ton of content.

>>281515204
>The anime added an absolute ton of content.
It did? You should read the manga then. I haven't read the book but the manga is far more expansive than the anime and a lot more satisfying of a story in my view

How do I find a Misaki gf?

>>281517504
She finds you.

>>281517363
Yes, like almost all of the subplots in the anime are anime only.
There was no where near enough content in the book for 2 cours. But the producers must of loved the core ideas enough that they went all in and expanded on it.
Rare case of an anime successfully adding content that is entertaining and interesting.

>>281499333
>trips of despair

>>281497800
women never had to try

>>281511956
Normalfag

>>281496992 (OP)
>change
yeah tried that. the reality is the world doesn't suddenly accept you just because you cut your hair and brushed your teeth. being a shutin and isolating yourself gives you some deep rooted issues that regular people will notice right away(but also wont say it to you in person), and will take proactive roles in making sure you aren't associated with them.

>>281517363
>>281518290
Only one I had issue with was the island arc. I found the manga's conclusion far more satisfying with Satou returning on his own instead of conveniently finding a millionaire who happens to be Hitomi's boyfriend and can find a boat available for rent in the same day so they can approach the island and find the death cult during the night.

>>281500134
I would train Misaki into cooking a proper meal with my chef skills!

I would hug Misaki
A lot

>>281513688
annoying whore

>>281513688
I hate her so much. Satou was a lonely but mostly normal guy in high school. Then Hitomi came in with her conspiracy theories to mess up his brain and probably got him hooked in drugs too. Whenever Satou tried to do something romantic or for fun like looking at the stars, Hitomi would be a wet blanket and go all nihilistic on him.
Then there's the fact when things are too perfect, she invents problems and then blames the world for her own bad choices.
I would totally ravage her body like a starving animal, then pump her full of my sticky seed and take pictures of her to send to her husband and upload to 2ch in the hopes that she goes "offline" permanently. That's what sluts like her deserve.

All I care about is getting high

>>281525411
>>281525432
Satou dodged a bullet. Imagine living with that thing, specially when she grows old and can't even make you hard.

>>281496992 (OP)
A cute

You will die alone

>>281528235
already accepted that

>>281528235
My angel will save me.

>>281496992 (OP)
I've been trying miss NHK, I graduated college last month at least but even during it I felt like a NEET spiritually
Now to find a job....

>>281496992 (OP)
I'm not doing that bad anymore but I still have no cute barely legal GF. Is it possible to BE the Misaki (male) for a NEET virgin woman or do they immediately put a restraining order on you?

>>281528631
Be patient and wait for Misaki like every sane people

>>281528653
person*

>>281506639
extra large what a waste just save your self the hassle and change and stay with xxs

Misaki is made for LOVE

threatening Misaki with violence!
https://files.catbox.moe/s6ytsr.mp4

Hello Misaki lovers, shall we draw our angel?
https://wplace.live/?lat=37.513002837978576&lng=138.57495084052732&zoom=14.552737086621079

why are you dying?

>>281530472
kill yourself satou

>>281531744
Misaki wouldn't say that to Satou no matter how badly he abused her. She's an angel and will forgive all

>>281532094
I will

I'm romanian there's no incels and neets here lol I fuck my bitch and watch anime hours a day and go to uni, sucks to be a westernoid

>>281532236
You exist because we let you

>>281497691
>I'm 26. It's too late for me.

Misaki is cute

>>281506731
>>18~23: Not too late, starting to get better here will improve your life and you may have a good late 20s and 30s
Thank you anon. I needed this

>>281526779
Oh she gets worse if you can believe it. She seemed to be mostly okay in the anime but she totally ruined the doctor's life in the manga (he's a psychiatrist and ironically he ends up working at the school Misaki is enrolled in, and Hitomi causes him to have a mental breakdown when giving therapy to Misaki)

Senpai truly is for pump and dump. She's a shameless bpd whore

I WANT TO MAKE LOVE TO MISAKI

>>281535252
I want to hug her every morning.

>>281535252
Bet she's gonna drop spaghetti and be very shy her first time, but start going very kinky as she learns more and grows more confident.
Would Misaki peg me?

>Everything is going to be alright, anon-kun.
>pat pat

Hitomi did nothing wrong.

>>281535625
cheater

>>281535646
But she didn't?

>>281496992 (OP)
I'm a NEET on Wednesdays, Saturdays and Sundays, that's almost half of the time! Am I welcome here?

>>281535701
She totally did >>281533976

nhk ni youkoso sucks and i hate woman.

>>281530613
anon help

Does Misaki pee?

>>281535854
And does she masturbate?

>>281535854
Angels don't pee!

>>281535892
I can't believe Satou tried to rape Misaki in the manga!

>>281496992 (OP)
It is in this economy.

>>281535931
satou truly a subhuman

>>281536011
>>281536033
Damn he went through with it!

>>281536059
And yet Misaki-chan forgave him even after he broke her hymen. Truly an ANGEL!

I hate satou so much

imagine

>>281536108
Same. Misaki deserves better
>>281536261
A hot ovulating JK to marry and have happy domestic life with! Novel Misaki is the hottest design

Anon needs Misaki, but does he deserve her?

I've submitted over 100 job applications and none have responded back. I complained about this on reddit and they told me 100 is not enough, I need to submit more than that on the daily. At this point trying to find a job is itself becoming a job. And the thing I hate the most is how every job today wants you to feel grateful and show enthusiasm for the opportunity of wageslaving. Like nigga stfu I'm only doing this to get paid so I don't fucking die, I couldn't care less about the company or the customers. Oh and of course they want you to have hundreds of hours of experience. God forbid the company waste a tiny fraction of resources to train you.

>>281535739
I don't even know what you are trying to say with this screenshot but
1. Misaki isn't his gf
2. He didn't tell he was with Misaki, she just ran into her so they went for a drink
3. Them sleeping at the hotel room is Satou's delusion, it didn't happen
>>281535773
>manga
doesn't count, Misaki isn't a bdsm mistress either.

>>281536615
Cheater.

>>281535317
Every morning I'd constantly stop her from getting out of bed by cuddling her until we've slept for 16 hours

>>281536896
Misaki must smile

Misaki >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> shitomi

>>281536998
>White panties
Misaki is so pure!

>>281536998
Cute! Misaki is so innocent.

>>281533976
Jesus. I really need to read the manga.

>>281536453
>every job today wants you to feel grateful and show enthusiasm for the opportunity
>they want you to have hundreds of hours of experience
Anon, everyone is just LARPing. What they want is for you to LARP along so you feel kinda forced to go with the flow.
As for the experience thing, HR just wants you to know how to bullshit your way through them. Then the people who actually know how to do your job will decide if you're good enough and HR can say they did their job and it's not their problem.

>>281538863
Totally worth the read. While cruder and darker, I found it cooler than the anime

>>281536453
>none have responded back
Really? Not even rejections or even automated responses? What field/country are you applying in? It took me like 8 or 9 months to find a job, but even when I started off and my cv and cover letter were garbage, I at least got stock rejection e-mails. Have you ever shown your applications to someone else? When I showed mine to the dole office, the guy spent like an hour or so making corrections, and after that I got noticably more interviews.

>I need to submit more than that on the daily
Ok this is just fucking insane, even the lady from the dole office was pleasantly surprised when she found out I sent out 40-50 applications a month. Of course even that number is a bit low, but if you can send out 2-3 applications per day on average you're already on a good track (maybe 30 mins - 2hrs of applying per day). You don't need to create every appliaction from scratch, but having some paragraphs or lines tailored for that company is usually enough. Shotgunning, or even AI comes across as lazy. It's better to send out 100 applications with a 5% callback rate than 10,000 with 0%

>And the thing I hate the most is how every job today wants you to feel grateful and show enthusiasm for the opportunity of wageslaving. Like nigga stfu I'm only doing this to get paid so I don't fucking die, I couldn't care less about the company or the customers.
In reality you just need broadly know what the company does, their structure and maybe skim their company culture page. What is actually very important, however, is to not come across as an asshole during the interview.

>Oh and of course they want you to have hundreds of hours of experience. God forbid the company waste a tiny fraction of resources to train you.
This is where luck comes in. Many companies aren't interested in teaching the next generation, but with enough applications, you may find someone who is desperate for more employees. This is how I found my job in the end.

>>281539004
If being born was a choice, nobody would do it.

Misaki Misaki Misaki Misaki

>>281539886
She is so lovely!

>>281539886
You look Misaki

>>281496992 (OP)
>be hikikomori
or
>sallaryman working 14 hours a day

>>281536011
>>281536059
wow, manga Satou is nuts

>>281541551
Oh in the first chapters he snorts cocaine and watches uncensored cheese pizza. So...yeah

But I already work
>>281507592
>Third world
Get out

>>281540184
Nah, I will always choose to live

>>281507843
>myth: I can't afford children!
reality: you don't want to give up your luxuries and have 5 children like your forefathers
>myth: children are expensive
reality: you've been tricked into spending too much on children and buying too much new stuff

>>281541879
That's because you're retarded.

I have no reason to live without Misaki.

I need a twink to save, to in turn save me with his twink sun-energy.

fuck off shoutrash
>>>/cm/

lower your tone, you moody neet.

>>281542020
please never have childeren anon.

>>281544001
It's just common sense, anon.
For example, if your eldest grows bigger than his clothes, then you give the clothes to the 2nd eldest, and so forth.

>>281541683
The middle panel makes it hurt even more because he is in such despair he doesn't mind doing it like an automaton

>>281544223
I've often wondered how many expenses you could reasonably cut out if you were dead-set on having children. There's probably an article somewhere that's done the math

>>281544223
living space, food, insurances, child care, play dates, extra curriculars and so on, all these things cost money, also childeren take up time that you could otherwise spend working. cheap plastic toys from China or cheap polyester-cotton blends from Bangladesh are some of the less expensive aspects of rearing childeren.

>>281497691
>>281532322
These threads are always literally the same.
It's so funny.
If there's one thing that I would want the 22(Satou literally me fr fr), 24, 26 etc year old people to do at least, is write a letter to themselves to be opened at 30, 35, 40, 45, 50 etc that literally only says this:
>name
>I am xx years old and I think my life is over and there are no options for me
>It is over
That's it.
Open that letter every five years and then repeat the exact same thing.
See how long it actually takes for it to be 'over' in retrospect.
The world always looks completely different in the rear view mirror.
There might be a time when it's actually 'over', but then again your idea of what 'over' actually is or means might not necessarily be the same.
The world itself also changes, maybe not necessarily for the better. But that too is why sometimes it's sometimes amazingly clear in retrospect how much easier things were in the past.

>>281496992 (OP)
I will turn 22 soon, behind like 2 years worth of uni exams, and a loser virgin.
Satou was acting like a loser and all but he did lose his virginity in HS. I'm even worse off.

>>281545404
>living space
Bunker beds can fit 4 in a small room.
>food
Don't be too extravagant.
>insurances
Modern society problem.
>child care
Elaborate.
>play dates
Just take them to a nearby park.
>extra curriculars
Just don't?

so is this supposed to be a thinly veiled group therapy thread?

Teen thread.

>>281546258
Thread may be a lot of things, but I don't think it's a teen thread.
Unless NHK is somehow trending on tiktok or some shit like that.
I'd expect the NHK threads to have a higher average age than most.
Maybe not as old as the Sailor Moon threads.
But older than you'd think.
The anime is from like 2006 or something.

>>281546091
>have 1 thousand children and make them live in poverty
Or you can have ~2 and give them more attention

>>281546600
People don't even want to have 1 because """muh poverty""".
Have 5 and your descendants will inherit the Earth.

i live in a welfare state and get neetbux wich lets me live alone as a neet.
but i feel like it just enables my shitty lifestyle and disincentivizes me from improving myself.
been a neet for about 5-6 years now and i'm starting to go insane from the uneventfull identical passing days.
but is getting a job really better? i don't really see the point besides making more money and a small chance of maybe meeting a friend or girlfriend at the workplace.

>>281546091
>child care
>Elaborate.

>>281547910
>can't elaborate

>>281548232
Just look up daycare prices, anon

>>281547513
Wow that's so cool anon. I wish I didn't have to stop working or starve

>>281548842
Have the wife stay at home and/or get the grandparents to help.

>>281525411
I can't hate her in the novel/anime because she let our boy hit, but in the manga where they retconned that yeah fuck her

>>281549149
>poor? just have the wife stay at home
You are completely divorced from reality

>>281549387
Then get the grandparents to help when possible.
Or go extinct and be replaced by people who don't give a shit. Your choice.

>>281547513
I honestly don't get how people suck so bad at NEETing. When I was a NEET for a year out of college, I just bought some dumbbells and rotated between lifting exercises and going outside to run every other day. Just doing that then the standard NEETlyfe of eating, jerkin it, watching anime and reading manga with the occasional vidya kept me so happy.

>>281549457
Fuck off breedercunt. When you're dead, it's over for you. You get no prize for bringing innocent lives into this shit hole.

30 this year. I missed all my opportunities for a real life

>>281549568
What are you doing right now, anon? Are you full on neet?

I got a job 3 years ago. I feel like crying every morning when I get up. I could probably handle 3 days per week, but 5-6 days 40-50 hours is horrible.

I want to go back. I just want to be a NEET again.

>>281496992 (OP)
I don't understand why some people think being a NEET is bad. It means you somehow get enough money to live without having to work. That's amazing, I wish I could quit my job and just do whatever I want all day. If anything I'd say NEETs/hikkis are privileged. Now yes it's true that most NEETs rely on their parents or the government, but as a wagie I rely on my employer and honestly it doesn't feel much better.

>>281552302
>It means you somehow get enough money to live without having to work.
i dont get neetbux so at the end of the day my only path forward is to become a wagie

>>281509819
>Satou was 22
I can't believe I'm the same age as Satou, the same character I was laughing at and pitying not 6 years ago. At least he was relatively good looking, tall, had mild mental problems and just needed a lift whereas I'm completely and utterly doomed to a life of misery.

>>281533976
My aunt was like this. She just came out the womb wrong. There's no other explanation for people like this. They are evil to the core and a net negative to existence as a whole. My uncle was a decent man who went above and beyond for her and their children and she shat all over them for a quick affair with some 19 year old punk. She didn't even fight for custody of the kids, just gave them up and last time they tried to call her she told them to fuck off and leave her alone while she does drugs and gets fucked by strangers God knows where. She threw away an ideal marriage with a guy earning 6 figures a year for sweet ol' misery.

>>281552650
That's typical women behavior. All women think it but the smart ones manage to fight those urges or have a strong man to prevent them from committing those mistakes.
When they allow these thoughts to consume them, they turn into Karens. Ever had a girl who seems like she's doing everything in her power to start a fight? Like everything in your life could be going well and she seems to desperately want to find something wrong with the current situation. And no matter how much you fix things she finds something else to get annoyed at?
That's what most women are like

>>281552862
It horrifies me that such non-existent inhibition or IQ beings make up 50 percent of the populace and have such social capital. Women are favored by any and all systems in society no questions asked. I know that it's not fair to put them all in the same umbrella as I have women in my family who are decent and loving but to be REALLY fair and blunt in a cruel way, they're the minority when it comes to their sex cause the majority are exactly like my aunt. Otherwise society wouldn't be this poisoned and on the brink of mental collapse.

>>281552978
Simps ruin nations. That's all there is to it. When slut-shaming was a thing, women at least tried to keep up the facade of modesty.

I want Misaki to smooch me.

>>281553264
So it seems, so it seems. Sharia Law is the only play the West has left.

>>281553641
Princess carry!

I am talking with a girl on Instagram/Discord that I play with on Valorant (rest assured, its a real female) and she's going full Misaki on me because I told her i'm a NEET and that I feel depressed and hopeless sometimes and telling me she can compile material for me to watch/read to better motivate myself to be better and be there for me and stuff like that. How should I proceed?

>>281553820
let her fix you

>>281545415
Sounds fun, i'll try it

>>281552302
For me at least being a NEET was like being trapped. I had no independence, no friends, had to live by my parents' rules as an adult, and the loneliness and anxiety was crushing. No amount of anime and vidya was going to fill that void.
I didn't particularly enjoy my first shitty retail job, but just having to go out every day and talk to people, even if a few of them were assholes, improved my mental health significantly and earning my own money was liberating. I would never go back to being a NEET. Even if I won the lottery I would probably still work part time.

>>281552302
because some people fucking hate the idea that they're funding parasites through their taxes

I will be 30 this fall. I tried. Got a job I was interested in at a family owned place, boss said he wanted me to take over the business eventually. Then he just randomly died and his sister sold everything. Was neet for a year. Got fat. Started applying to some jobs. Finally got a shitty no skill blue collar job because it's the only one that got back to me. No AC, constantly sweating, surrounded by people who got all C's in high school. Haven't spoken to a woman in years. It's pretty over for me.

>>281554237
Love and cherish Misaki

>>281511956
How's Australia?

>>281552302
If it’s anything like my experience, it’s not bad, but it’s not fun either. You get stigmatized by friends and family for not needing to work. I don’t even live with my parents and only live off the savings I made, but everyone assumes someone is funding me somehow and blames my parents or some other relative, even if they have nothing to do with it. So you end up isolating yourself from friends and family just to keep them from being dragged into it.

You’re not making money, so you can’t buy anything too expensive. You’re stuck eating cheap food, unable to travel far, and limiting your amenities like water, electricity, etc. You might find constructive/recreational activities that don’t cost money to pass the time, but mostly it’s just sitting around waiting for things to happen.

Your whole life feels like it’s on pause, never advancing. Some days you’ll wallow in your own misery, and on others you’ll have fun as if you had no problems at all.

>>281554244
Better than having that money get sent to Israel

>>281554244
Every NEET added together isn't one tenth of what gets wasted on tax evasion and subsidies. People need to stop falling for this anti-NEET propaganda and get some perspective.

>>281496992 (OP)
I don't understand hikimories.
I used to be somewhat of a recluse but that lasted for less than a year I got so fucking bored so I went to do something else other than play games all day.

>>281552650
No, it's working as intended. For a woman, the most efficient way to pass their genes is to maximize these 2 goals:
- get inseminated by the most fertile and fucky fuckboys (so her sons will be like that too)
- get a good, financially stable man to support her offspring.
Being able to lie and shapeshift is very helpful in furthering these goals.

>>281556670
You don't have to play video games all day. You can take online classes and earn certifications while being a hiki too. I learned how to draw, code, and play music from my time as a hiki.

>>281553820
She will not save you man please stop playing video games and talking to people on discord they are not real, get off the internet echo chambers work on yourself and meet people outside

>>281507009
Parents didn't raise me properly. All they focused on what outside appearance. They denied ADHD meds yet made a scene whenever I screwed up in school.
My mother stunned my development by coddling me so much. In retrospect there were clear signs of anxiety and ocd, but they ignored them. During middleschool I got IBS and it spiraled out of control thanks to ocd and anxiety. It was around that time I tried to overcorrect my babied self by becoming self sufficient, which left me all alone. Everything worked flawlessly together to ruin my life. I dropped out of school. I became a shut-in. It's has been. 13 years since then.

My retarded parents simply ignored my messed up condition despite me starting fights every other day out of frustration. I was unable to concentrate due to my condition. Despite trying again and again I wasn't able to learn anything during that time. I managed to read a few technical books, but it was seriously exhausting. So I drowned myself in fiction. Anime, manga, hentai, novels until I was living in this worlds.

Nothing matters. The present and future are too tainted. All I want is a second chance. The possibility to redo my life. It was unfair! My parents stunned my development with their stupidity.

>>281507130
It's "grad"school, Argentina-jin

Misaki is my angel. Without Misaki, I am nothing.

>>281507009
Society

>>281554591
My NEET life is over and I need Misaki more than ever

>>281507009
>mom develops schizophrenia
>dad divorces her
>basically never recover from this
>develop my own anxiety and ptsd issues when my fiancee cheats on me
>chronic illnesses from working hazardous jobs destroy my body
>dad and sisters abandon me
>live taking care of my schizophrenic mother

What's up with anons liking her? I've watched NHK and I did like it, but I think Misaki is an abusive asshole, she does not even care about Satou, she just needs him because she needs someone who she sees as inferior to herself.

>>281560523
>mom develops schizophrenia
fucking gayass dad not wanting a fixed and improved women in his life.

>>281560627
he was legitimately concerned she was going to drown my sisters in a bathtub to "protect them" and he was right to worry thats how insane she was

Get out of this page!

Death by neeting is preferable

>>281496992 (OP)
Only Misaki can say this to me, you are not my Misaki

>>281496992 (OP)
I'm almost 43 and 400+lbs. I think it might be too late.

>>281562405
You can still do it! Try losing your weight first.

>>281541001
>>281541350

>>281525411
>>281525432
So both her and Satou are way shittier people in the manga.

>>281526779
while there isn't a cure for homosexuality yet, you can take pills for your limp anon. The manga heavily dramatizes the story and characters therin because mildly unhappy people making barely suboptimal choices aren't that entertaining especially when those choices and their consequences have been adapted elsewhere already.

ANGERU!

Misaki holding my hand...

>>281564721
MOOT-SAMA GET DOWN

>>281496992 (OP)
I got a job after 1.5 years of being a hikkikomori. Its not too hard, but Im really tired. I dont have much time to read long VNs tho.Turning 22 soon. I shall read nhk novel.

>>281496992 (OP)
I can fill her dark soul with light.

>>281560598
This.

Misaki is not a good person at all. Not in the anime, manga or the novel.

>>281566520
>1.5 years of being a hikkikomori
Baby shit, normalfag score

>>281567054
Sorry Im not flexing years ive spent rotting inside my house. Its nothing to be proud of. Went through the same phase after HS. Picked up college, but dropped out. I finally got out of it.

>>281560598
And Misaki didn't even "fix" Satou, he stopped being a Hikkikomori by himself, going out and becoming a wagie after he ran out of people he could mooch stuffs from

>>281566520
How long since you started that job? sometimes keeping them i harder than getting them

Misaki saved billions

>>281560598
>>281567049
go die in a cartel execution video you dumb brown latinx wetback

I recently got mocked by an early 30s dude who lives with his parents and never worked in his life for not "following my dreams" and not having a "millionaire mindset". Mind you, I have a degree and a good job and salary.
Who the fuck shielded those delusional retards from reality!?

>>281560598
Same reason often people like their partners, siblings, friends, etc.
They have an idealized version of a person in their head who does not actually exist. But they want to believe.
Works both ways with love and hate as well.

You haven't even watched her anime

>>281506091
The world leaders are now all in their 70s and 80s.

>>281567778
Ignore the crabs in the bucket.
Good for you.
I also recommend reading the book as you mentioned before. It really cuts straight to the point compared to the other media.

>>281562405
You need the highest dosage of gray market retatrutide NOW.

>>281562861
You may think its only them but Misaki is also nastier and more like Tomoko Kuroki than the sweet angel she's presented at in the anime. One example is when she tries to go back to school and ends up rejecting the popular girls at school who instantly took a liking to her, all because she felt they were too superior to her.
So instead Misaki goes with the alt-girl loser crowd and even there she feels self conscious and lesser to a basketcase girl because she "has more slashing scars and has more mental problems" so she stops going to school and starts to slash herself so she can make present it on a webpage she makes and feel superior.

>>281554180
How exactly does talking to random people who don't give a fuck about you alleviating loneliness? If anything that would make it worse, seeing normal people all day every day sounds like torture.

>>281569269
Do girls nowadays still cut their arms and legs?

>>281569358
One thing I've learned from real life is that people in the real world are not that bad (usually). People on the internet make me want to restart the death camps. Fuck redditors in particular.

>>281569378
they do and it's sad. I work in a rehab center for abused children and i've seen girls from 11 to 15 with cuts in their arms and legs

>>281569378
Not that i know of, at least not as a fad. The "in" thing now is to take hormones and become trans. Which in a way is also a call for attention just like cutting your wrist now that I think about it.
Huh so even the mentally ill losers in the old days were saner than the current ones.

>>281569447
You've turned your masturbation fantasies into actual employment. I envy you, anon. Good work!

>>281569269
good lord, i'm just gonna stay with image i have of the characters from the anime

>>281569461
Isn't it mostly gay boys who take HRT to become girls and get fucked by Chad? Why would a girl actually want to become a dickless boy?

Every time I stop being a NEET I only wish I could keep doing it longer

>>281569516
If you love MIsaki, yeah I definitely recommend you avoid the manga. There's also NTR on it

>>281569511
you joke but every six months i have to get a certificate from the state that shows i'm not in a sex offenders registry.
I time though, one of my patients was a 15 year old girl and she would always came with her friends, another girl her age and one time they both came with really short dresses and it looked like they were flashing their panties at me on purpose

>>281569539
I don't know, I'm not mentally ill.

>>281569222
No drugs, I don't want to fuck up my system any more than it already is. I lost a hundred pounds last year, I'm still making progress. Just don't know what for, my body looks more like a melted ice cream cone every day. No clue what I would even do with my life if I was a normal weight. Have never had any ambitions and it's too late to have the idealic family life I imagined years ago. Mostly just hoping not to spend my last years in total agony. Being super over weight sucks so much, even going to the bathroom is an olympic event.

>>281569645
Hot.

>>281569673
Your system is already fucked and you will die soon if you don't do something. If you take highest dose tirzepatide or retatrutide you'll get below the 300lbs mark sometime by next year. If you don't, your fat cells will send signals to make you binge hard again.

>>281569755
>your fat cells will send signals to make you binge hard again
Yeah that happens every day. I've fallen off the wagon a few times already. My current strategy is I turned over all my finances over to a trusted friend. I can't order midnight pizzas anymore. It's working so far, I know eventually I'll have to have my own willpower but when I'm still deep in the grip of addiction trying to do it by myself just wasn't working.
But seriously I've heard those drugs can have some nasty side effects and it's unknown what long term use of them can do to you. Also eventually don't they just stop being effective at all? As long as I am making progress on my own I would like to stick with it.

>>281569634
someone ugly bastard's Misaki?

>>281569840
>But seriously I've heard those drugs can have some nasty side effects
Worst that'll happen is you'll get diarrhea and vomit if you overeat. Any other supposedly bad side effect comes from losing the fat mass itself (gall stones etc) or is something that happens once in a million times in diabetics because their blood sugar levels fluctuate too much.
>and it's unknown what long term use of them can do to you
20 years of clinical use in diabetics.
>Also eventually don't they just stop being effective at all?
You'll eventually stall but remain on that weight for years if you stay on meds. At your weight, it'll take longer until you'll stall, especially with newer gen meds and higher doses.

You and I know that people on the internet are usually malicious assholes but still, I give you the advice to at least sincerely look into GLP1 medication.

>>281569881
No its more realistic which fits with this author since he was more heavily involved in the manga, if you really wanna know Misaki ends up helping to save a hikki neet, the brother of the woman stuck in the multi marketing scheme and the guy falls in love with Misaki,so he goes look out for her. In the end she ends up mind breaking him saying no matter what he did, he will forever be a hikki neet and he knows it. Oh she got triggered because the guy told Misaki he did research online and Misaki had the symptoms of bpd and he wanted to save her in turn.
Part of me enjoyed it more precisely because it wasn't an ugly bastard or chad, but a more realistic case of cheating.

>>281569948
Thanks for the info, I'll give it a deeper consideration.

Been a NEET for six years now, and there's no changing my ways. I tried applying for a job few months back, but had a panic attack. I'm broken

The manga is making fun of us, our response hikki sisters?!?

>>281569673
>No drugs
You do you, but I don't really get the point if your doctor says it's fine.
Unless it's an insurance/money issue or something.
Then you just do your best with what you can.

>>281569755
I'm on semaglutide rn, no effect but I'm still on the lowest dose. Hopefully it does something I'm only 170lbs but I want to get skelly

>>281568614
I had this job for 3 weeks. Its not hard, there is just enough work so its not boring. There is no pressure at all. I work with mostly girls in their early 20s, so my age group. Theyre all chill as well, one teases me (she is 19). Its kind of calming sometimes. Never expected it to be this way. I work 40h week split into 6 days, so not even full 8h.

Funny thing is, I never applied for this job. My mom send my papers without me knowing, kinda glad she did. I needed a push for sure, I would never tried otherwise.

>>281570295
What's wrong with thanking your angel?

>>281571406
well that good, keep at it, you're probably doing better than a lot of other younger folks

>>281496992 (OP)
What would be Misaki's topics of interest?

>>281571766
Self harm, bl, nu metal

Making love to Misaki!

Does the manga have a better ending than the anime?

>>281572415
No, it has Satou and Misaki being a couple and Satou buys Misaki a wedding ring but she's still not mature enough to commit and throws the ring away. Later on Satou and Misaki separate, Satou goes back to his family to try to fix his mental issues but makes a promise with Misaki that he's going to go back for her when they both have matured and gotten over their problems.

>>281572561
Fucking Japan and their pathological fear of happy endings.

>>281572655
Agreed, its very bittersweet. On the plus side at least they get to fuck >>281572153

>>281572655
But is it fulfilling? Does it teach a lesson or is it just misery porn for the sake of it?

>>281572655
How good is she in bed?

>>281574722
Pretty great. She can sleep for HOURS.

>>281574786
Full on uninterrupted REM sleep with Misaki for hours on end!

>>281568884
I'm three episodes in

>>281574786
Misaki seems like a real sleepyhead

>>281570295
Misaki is my angel, my saviour.

>tfw WFH made it possible for me to be a hikikomori and a salary man at the same time
What a future we live in.

>>281577332
das me
hikkiNEET for 1 year then WFHhikki for the past half year, low pay though. After I save up a good amount of money I think I'm gonna quit and go for a higher paying job even if it's in office, as long as it's in a better city and enough for me to comfortably move out and finally feel like an adult. Maybe it'll be the worst mistake of my life or I'll just struggle to find another job for a while but desu I don't care, hikkiNEET lifestyle is great for me and felt totally free and in my own way productive, while WFH hikki kind of feels like how I was living as a COVID senior except with work work instead of homework.

>>281577332
how does one get the fabled WFH job

>>281577873
It's harder to do now. You had to be established at your job already when COVID hit. I just left the office and said no every time they tried to get me back in and eventually they stopped. Doesn't work unless they need you.

Live.

>>281574786
I want to hug her for days

>>281582238
Thank you, my angel.

>>281496992 (OP)
bump

>>281583865
Thank you my mentally disturbed and disaster of an angel. I will sleep better tonight knowing she is ready to murder me.

>>281496992 (OP)
How am i supposed to do that when no one will hire me

Are these stealth blogpost threads?

>>281584336
They're the new ronery threads since those are gone. Why wouldn't you remember those?

>>281584336
Misaki appreciation thread actually

These are non-stealth Misaki threads!

>>281584380
>>281584382
>5 seconds apart
Misaki lovers are amazing

>>281583955
Misaki is a perfect angel.

>>281496992 (OP)
Don't you guys ever get tired of talking about this bitch?

no

Why are Misaki haters like this

Misaki forever

>>281585075
What a perfect soft slim asian ass!

>>281588676
Petitesaki

>>281590179
Cute

>>281591415
The cutest!

>>281571857
Gross!

>>281591415
I love her so much.

>>281506091
>Mfw my dad is as old as you
What went so wrong anon?

>>281593438
Life, life went wrong in all the bad ways. At least Satou has a chance to change.

>>281593518
>At least Satou has a chance to change.
And he rejected it.

>>281593593
Good thing he went through it in the manga. A shame on it, Misaki was the one who rejected married life.

>>281507256
>>281512133
>>281558142
>>281560523
>>281507009
Quite telling most neets are a product of bad parenting, some ppl shouldn't have kids.

I think the Misaki's of the world should date other Misaki's! Her efforts feel kind of wasted on Satou. Imagine an interdependent relationship were the two of them take care of each other whenever the other feels bad.

>>281593836
10 billion Misaki

I want her to slit my throat

I want Misaki to fuck my throat

I want Misaki to shit down my throat

>>281507009
went to college, dropped out because I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life, got depressed and leached off of my dad. Got addicted to benzos in the meantime (I'm clean now)

Luckily I did get my life back on track but it took ten years and cost me the entirety of my twenties.

>>281598150
How

>>281600598
Femcels gain a futa penis after 5 years.

Why wont janny move NHK threads to r9k yawn

>>281497618
fpbp

>>281502378
Misaki is that big? I thought she was flat

>>281507009
1. beat by mom daily, raised to be a weirdo
2. when i enter school, get bullied daily for being a weirdo
3. the only interest people expressed in me was to cause me pain for fun
27 now. made a good friend last year who genuinely cares for me but it's too late now. i am incompatible with society and get debilitating physical pain from nervousness whenever i have to do anything relating to the outside world. i used to be a kind and strong willed person, but recently i have noticed that my personality and sanity are both gradually declining. i am becoming nasty, uncaring, and am starting to act like a crazy person.
they never gave me a fighting chance. in the end, this world is all about power and victory. even if you are good, you still need that. and if you don't have it, you are screwed.
i haven't given up on a meaningful life yet. but i think i gave up on the idea of a happy life and a successful life many, many years ago.

>>281602994
>i am becoming nasty, uncaring, and am starting to act like a crazy person.
Just stop doing that, you aren't crazy, actual crazy people don't know they are crazy. You just want an excuse to not try. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcSAQyzPcl0

>>281603138
anon, i avoid looking people in the face because i am afraid that i may read their mind or they may read mine. i olten can't control my thoughts and start punching myself in order to take back control. i haven't lost sight of reality yet, but this probably qualifies as some kind of OCD with delusional elements. i worry that some day i may lose myself entirely. not to mention my anxiety and one or two possible personality disorders.
i don't think i am crazy yet. i am trying pretty hard not to go crazy. but i don't feel exactly sane, either. i know what that used to feel like years ago, and it isn't what i am feeling right now.
i appreciate that you care in your own way, though. i hope you have a good life.

>>281603338
Well then good luck to you brother, I suggest going to places where you can look at people but aren't expected to interact with them like malls. Practice it until you can handle looking at strangers without having intrusive thoughts. Move onto saying hello to the cashier lady. Whatever you do don't let them drug you up until you become a zombie. Better to live with a little bit of crazy than to numb yourself into oblivion. Best of luck to you, hope things turn around.

>>281603419
thanks, i'll try my best.

>>281603338
>i avoid looking people in the face because i am afraid that i may read their mind or they may read mine
that's just good intuition on your part, because I'm pretty sure that's how it works to some extent
I'd suggest focusing on being kind to yourself but that probably sounds easier said than done from where you stand - as long as you can still do that, you're doing alright, crazy or not

>>281496992 (OP)
I've just given up on life at this point.

>>281591415
Why does Misaki standing next to male bathroom feel sexual?

>>281605491
She is advertising that she is available to rent.

>>281604993
you're still alive though

>>281606216
Suicide is painful.

>>281605521
Stop degrading my angel

I've been out of a job for two years and I have a degree. I ended up in an accident after I put my last day with my job which fucked my job searching. I ended up getting some interviews but it ended up going nowhere. At this point I feel like I need another field because I hated my degree choices. I can't go back into retail so I just stay at home getting fatter.

>>281507009
Grew up in an isolationist religious cult with oppressive rules and thought crimes. Was raised in a giant family where parents were autistic unemotional workaholics and mostly not present. Was bullied in school. Got good grades and independent thinking skills. Royally fucked up emotional and social development, I didn't understand shit about humans which alienated me from most people and made me fuck up the few adolescent interactions with potential. Felt like complete alien, became depressed NEET, learnt principles of socialization from anime, left the cult, went to therapy, which has given me some humanity and made me realize I missed everything.

Estranged from western culture and peers due to cult, estranged from basic human emotions, estranged from normalfags (130 IQ). When I go out, people seem to like me like a zoo animal but I don't get anything out of it. I have no common ground with anyone, I'm truly unique snowflake and alone, I'm simply not compatible with society, there's nothing for me. My nervous system is hyper vigilant to the point mild stressors outside of my OCD comfort-zone make me sick (reminds me of my school burnout). I don't want to do anything.

It doesn't help that the society is going to shit as well, there's nothing good to look forward to except some anime and music sometimes.

>>281606264
no one but you will feel the pain

>>281593836
They would all kill each other in a year.

>>281607046
No, they wouldn't.

I want to massage Misaki's small boobs

>>281607046
Why do you think they would?

>>281497730
What country are you from, because that's definitely not America.

>>281607142
>>281607569
Misaki quite literally hates herself.

>>281607733
Make her proud of herself then

>>281607733
They can counteract that by needing each-other!

Misakiss

>>281608142
I want to sleep on her lap

>>281608142
Did they flip and rotate this just to post it as a "wallpaper"? Strange choice.

>>281609774
Oh yeah they did haha what the hell

>>281609774
Misaki's lap pillow...

Misaki HAET anon!

>>281612053
I will never hate you, my angel.

Subhuman trash satou did this.

>>281612488
Imagine how that hoodie must smell

>>281612589
Banira!

I did. and then 7/10 happened.
and being stuck in a country I hate where I don't belong. You know how they tell you depression is fixable if you handle the root of it? Yeah, when the root is your very physical existence you're stuck in a loop.

!

>>281612053
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME I BEG YOU

>>281615625
NO

>>281617054
why even live...

>>281617504
I'll make you a deal

>>281617779
I'm signing it with my blood.

>>281499479
I cannot read more than a few pages of this manga before I need to jerk off

Misaki is my light of this hell called Earth.

Misangle

>>281617779
Sato was such an ungodly faggot, his excuses for neetdom were minor at best. And no one gets a cute girl coming out of the blue trying to help you return to the real world. He was such a piece of shit, I know Misaki had her problems too but man you have to be a complete tool to not make it when given that kind of opportunity.

>>281571383
You'll definitely feel it on higher doses.

>>281606462
You're a big guy.

So close to bump limit but I don't know if we're going to make it.

>>281507009
There are so many problems I could write a novel

TLDR: My country and it's culture has been completely supresed and americanized. Everything I've learned from middle school was relentlessly censored and rewritten.
I tried to somwhat resist it but I mentally checked out after quarantine.

womp womp

I wouldn't wish job hunting in America on my worse enemy I've applied at least 600 times and 90% of them just ghost with ats bullshit. Honestly just gonna teach English in Japan at this rate.

>>281612488
>heartbroken jk
>running around during the night
>in the city
That sounds like the prelude for a very nice and successful enjou kosai career.

>>281625876
Did you not hear about the h1b thing? All those jobs are earmarked for h1b's and you weren't even supposed to see them. The publicly listed jobs don't actually exist they are just there so you don't ask why no one is hiring. They are hiring they just aren't hiring locally.

>>281625995
I've tried it, most of them are senior jobs in my area so I don't qualify anyways.