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pensive victory edition

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qott: have you won lately anon? does winning even matter? are we born with a randomly predetermined number of wins and losses, fulfilling them through fate and not our own effort..?

qott 2: do u beweive in aliens :3

>>41645729 (OP)
1: i believe in determinism and my bf come over yesterday so ig thats winning

2: yeah but because of the sheer size of the universe well never meet them. earth is a closed system imo

>>41645783
Did he rape your little sissy hole? Your sissy booty? Did his being go inside of your boypussy????

>>41645813
ok bro what

>>41645829
Did he put his penis in your boypussy?

>>41645835
yes

>>41645840
Did it feel good?

>>41645848
yeah :>

>>41645857
Did it make your little clitty come?

>>41645858
not awnsering that (yes)

>>41645865
>>41645858
ok but did you eat his ass?

For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.

Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.

I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.

Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sad

Oh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.

You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.

did i miss any good drama??

>>41646707
That will depend of your opinion on ass eating nona

>>41645729 (OP)
>qott
I'm in a state in which I can't tell if the things that happen are wins or losses
>qott2
Believe in the sense that they exist somewhere, yes, mathematically plausible. Believe in the sense that we'll ever interact with them, no

But if aliens were real, and wins were possible, I'd wake up as a girl tomorrow, with the correct bodyparts

Lost my health insurance 8~ months ago. ChatGPT unironically has been my doctor sense. It's not as bad you would think it though, it gives really nice advice

kat why did u leak the mono pics? why can't u both just move on? why provoke each other still? like cmon it's been a long time now why are you doing this still? idgi

>>41645729 (OP)
My bf is inviting me to Thanksgiving to meet his family so we'll see if that's a win or if I get knife murdered. And I think life is pretty much gambling you can put yourself out there or be a pussy loser

>>41647111
Make sure to thicken up that sissy gyatt before you go to thanksgiving, you want them to be impressed.

I've realised I'm not actually into degradation or masochism. I just feel like I need to project this image of always being slutty and horny when having sex, no matter how uncomfortable I actually feel.

>>41647209
Very good, anon! Have more self-respect and go look for some proper lovemaking.

>>41647209
Vanilla is hot af and it makes adding just little hitting or choking once in a while actually feel exciting. Having a full bdsm sex life is kinda boring having done it, which leads you to increasingly fucked shit. And at least for me ruined my self esteem and led to my ex "legally" cheating on me

for me it's not having sex. that is so cool to me. love that

>>41647111
why? is he a proud chaser? why would he want to have troone fuckhole around his family? that's weird they're all gonna think he's gay and disrespectful for inviting a tranny to family holiday

>>41647730
pls kys asap

>>41647832
can you just leave please

Which phone and laptop do I buy to pass as a woman in tech choices? Unironically.

am i allowed to wear mom jeans without a uterus or ovaries or a female soul or

>>41648351
android and an x220 haha just kidding you need an iphone

>>41648365
What about a laptop?
>iphone
Is it actually true or is it just a stereotype

>>41645729 (OP)
>Qott
Won an election
Don't think there is a karma system, would love there one to be tho
>qott
The existing kind, yes
The visiting kind, no

>>41648376
well how old are you

?

my penis smells really really good today

>>41648481
20s, why?

In 1900 white population of world was 36%, today it is 8%. How did it get this bad

>>41648686
do your part and have sex (lol HAHA)

>>41645729 (OP)
>qott
I've won recently, I got to the semi-final of a negotiation competition at my law school. I don't think there's any reason to believe it but I believe that you kinda run out of perfect for a given amount of time.
>qott2
No I don't believe in aliens. I mean if they existed it would be cool but I tend to adopt a we are the first account of the fermi paradox.

>>41648686
>In 1900 white population of world was 36%, today it is 8%. How did it get this based
Fify yw yw

>>41648686
Ruined my day with this fact. UGH

>>41648686
Like most everything in the world, it's the British & French fault. Without their colonization assistance, brown & blacks would've self-extinct

I just realized I don't want to get on HRT to become a woman. I'm also not AGP. It's because I want to be like Sonic.

He's very direct and confident while still being cute and having a bit of a soft side. I'm already very direct and I'm very confident whenever I present femme. I also feel like I'm pretty soft and sensitive, in a good way, whenever I really put my mind to it. The only thing is I'm going to be hitting twink death in a couple years. I will no longer be cute. I see a future where I look like Eggman (fat and balding) and I don't want to be that. It feels like a huge mismatch between looks and personality that makes me uncomfortable.

Is this a valid reason to start HRT or am I schizophrenic?

>>41648892
Schizo.

>>41645729 (OP)
>qott
Matter of definition

>qott 2
Yes, 3i-Atlas is DEFINITELY aylmaos

>>41648892
Those with the sonic strain of 'tism have a ridiculous high rate of trooning out. You're in the right place.

good afternoon

>>41646347
Be nice to sheen, she was always very nice to me

>>41648892
I mean, if it gives you the results you want, who cares if other people think it's valid or not?

>>41645729 (OP)
QOTT1: I am simultaneously winning and losing at the same time
QOTT2: Yes but I don't think they're near us

>>41648943
Good evening, how was your day

how many hours a day is too many hours to be thinking about penis?

>>41648979
it's 1pm all I've done today is wake up and go to psychiatry

I feel a little chopped today hoodiemaxxing but it's cold and cozy

>>41649034
well you should probably sleep for at least 6

>>41649093
Do you think constantly blasting your fat piggy face makes you pass or something? You're gross, and trust me, you're instaclocky.

>>41649093
Ohh that's p nice tbqh
Should get a shrink again at some point
>hoodie
I love it
Rly wish we had them as part of our uniform

>>41645729 (OP)
what was this girl's disability exactly? BPD?

>>41649103
nah I stealth pass irl I'm chilling
also I don't care about validation or insults go ahead

>>41649111
Yeah I have a psychiatrist, a therapist, and a doctor and some other help because I'm an autistic sperg

Ty, I love hoodies too, it's entering The Cold Zone in Wisconsin a little so I'm bundling up

>>41648351
iPhone and MacBook

>>41649201
I barely have time for a doctor lmao
Based a f tho tbqh
>bundling up
Yeah our uniforms are worthless in the cold
Not like we work a bunch outside lmao

paige stfu

It’s way too calm.....

thx paige appreciate it

it's not too late to say sorry

it's not too late to say i regret hurting you

it's not too late to say i still love you

it's not too late to say it's not too late

normal pills

>>41649682
what do you know about normal

>>41649682
thank you lexapro

>>41649630
why you save my random shitpost and repost it days later? you like it that much bro? damn

taking my abnormal pills

>>41649884
wish I had benzos I need to dissociate

>>41649869
my penis smells really really good today

>>41649895
that one wasn't me but have you tried making your own post instead of c&ping them?

>>41649906
did i miss any good drama??

>>41649293
>>41649488
I haven't posted itt yet

Dead cope thread for gross hons

>>41649926
the count is now 0-2

>>41649980
this nigga thinks he's not embarrassing himself lying that no cap lil nyggi i know the truth cope and sneed

>>41650001
strikeout. womp womp youtriedaward.jpeg

>>41650036
>this lying bozo is still shitting and pissing himself
SNEEEEEEEEEEEEED

>>41649933
you don't have to announce your arrival

>>41650079
lil bro just called you out for saving my shitpost and reposting it days later like a weirdo. to immediate turn that into schizo detective coping is even weirder. it's not even like a banger shitpost but you're out here saving it too lol. MEEEEEEEEEEEDS

>>41650237
>shit and piss still flying everywhere
this nigga big mad fr bruh

Sup niggas what's niggin' today?

when I hear other trans girls voices I get either turned on or extremely jealous

when I hear my voice I literally want to DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE even if other people like it

wtf

>>41650352
i sound like a man which is funny because i am one

voice training is a jewish scam. you'll never get rid of the faggcent

>>41650352
I used to have a deep bass voice for like a couple years and it gave me massive dysphoria, so once I got on HRT I just practiced singing in my car for years, first with lower range men's vocals like Alice in Chains then I worked my way up to tenor vocalists like Muse, then relaxed from that a bit until it sounded like a register I could use as a natural voice. You have many years to mold and temper your voice even after puberty.

holy shit my dick is so bruised fuck

tlf

I'm touching my FEMALE penis right now! It feels very FEMININE !

>>41650833
excuse me sweaty but this is what they actually look like, according to them

>>41650911
>tenor vocalists like Muse
what if my voice is naturally like that
my school's chorus teacher said I'd make a really good tenor if I did chorus and I never really wanted to bc the chorus people seemed neurotic

>>41651291
mine always feels masculine :(

>>41651451
daddy

>>41651568
you are doing a heckin transphobia to me >_<

>>41651578
and that's a GOOD thing!

Had FFS 2 and a half months ago and I regret it so much. I lost so much hair from shock loss and my hair was perfect before, it was my pride and joy. Now there's a visible missing patch on the top of my head and a worrying amount of hair is gone from behind behind my ears where the hairline incisions end. I can cover it up at least but I'm freaking out. It's like 11 weeks out from surgery and I can't tell if it's even growing back at all. I feel like a monster now, way worse off than I was before the surgery. I can't find anyone else online who's had hair loss like this post surgery. I don't think I can do this. Waiting is agony and I'm still shedding too.

>>41648686
You're a self-castrating white so your feelings on this are less than useless

>>41651782
she could be turbo gocked out of her mind slaying gash left and right pumpin aryan kangs n kweenz though

"if you're not happy alone you won't be happy with someone else" is gigacope created by the eternally unloved

>>41651212
He looks so British what a total cutie pie

>>41652036
hmmmm ive spent most of my adult life in relationships and a good chunk of the problems could have been avoided if i had better self-esteem and less anxiety.
if i had those things i probably would have spent a lot less time in relationships though.

>>41652036
agree
I'm only happy with someone else, and that's okay

BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP BWAPBWAPBWAP BWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Good evening, fellow trans ladies.

being a tranny is retard we're just mimicking and can never be

>>41653157
that's what makes our man boners hard though luv, mimicking the girlies

>>41653167
i haven't had a boner in 3 months

>>41653177
want mine? It gets hard daily, nightly, and noonly

>>41653195
no thanks you gay sissy retard

>>41653211
You're a woman tho so it's not gay. It's straight anal sex now, as long as our balls don't kiss lol

>>41653228
you have balls???

>>41653302
um yes. is that unusual?

boys have a penis, girls have a vagina. if have penis, then you are boy. simple and true

I fucked like 4 different chasers and a puppy girl at a hentai convention in houston like three weeks ago and I've had a cold ever since, do I have fucking aids or something?? I thought it would be pretty safe seeing as only sexless losers would go to such a thing

>>41653419
i would say has everything to do with attending a convention and not being a slut. people always get sick going to them. prob got covid/flu or just shitty lingering cold

>>41653304
yeah that's weird

Well instead of killing myself Ive given into cutting myself. They feel distracting through the day instead of thinking of suicide. Doc just wanted to throw more pills at me after i had a mental break down last week. I dont know what im doing with my life anymore. So no I dont think im winning. And theres aliens we just aint seen them yet. But can they even make it to us? Or answer our broadcasts? Will they hear us and think we are just another sound of the cosmos?

>>41653591
>theres aliens we just aint seen them yet
me when ICE asks me to snitch

>>41645729 (OP)
I'm tired from repressing.
I will go from being a depressed suicidal autistic moid to being a depressed suicidal autistic transbian. Still a gynephile because unfortunately that illness is incurable...

Whatever. The chances of me not killing myself in less than 10 years are slim. I might as well at least try this before leaving this rotten body.

>>41653675
never rep never moid

Sometimes I wish i was a soft ethereal beautiful trans girl instead of a disgusting ugly flabby dickless manlet, one can dream tho

>>41653733
you are beautiful!

>>41653742
Thank you, you too. (:

>>41653733
kiss me

I'm dying, but that's fine, got stronger meds tbqh
who will die first, me or thread, nobody knows, taking bets ngl fr fr tbqh

>>41653875
Fucking zoomer text

>>41653875
shut yo bitch ass up niqqa

>>41653908
ayy lmao tru fr fr ngl tbqh
yet some would say it's an improvement over how I used to type ngl
>>41653915
shush stop being so angry at everone, life is no so bad chill lmao

So what do ya’ll think of shallow stuck up cvnty hypergamous cis foids? Opinions? And also cis jocks?

is it over

>>41653974
total cis death

>>41653994
i look like this

>>41653994
It’s never over because Dan loves you!!

so like I just figured out while in slight pain and discomfort... what really matters is like the portion of ur life that u spent as a woman, woman identity or mail fail or w/e ppl call it these days
so like how old will u be when u have lived as a woman for the majority of ur life???
so like someone that passes and lives as a woman at 15 it will be 30, and for someone at 35 it will be like 70 lmao
>>41653974
no opinions, I don't think about it, I got not brains tbqh
>>41653994
wait what's over? what happened?
>>41654033
who or what is dan???

>>41654058
I'm 30 and trans'd at 25, feels like life didn't start until then

also it was just a joke with the kitten image, dork

>>41654058
>who or what is dan?
Who is Daniel Howell? Well, he’s more of a idea than man. He’s beauty, but not the loud kind.
Not the kind that shouts for attention,
but the kind that *happens to you* —
softly, unexpectedly, like a sigh that turns into a smile.

There’s a sort of quiet magic in his face, angles that shouldn’t be gentle, yet are,
eyes that hold both storm clouds and starlight,
a smile that feels like the sun breaking through sarcasm.

His cuteness isn’t polished; it’s *earned*.
It lives in the way he laughs at himself,
in the way his awkwardness becomes art,
in the way he tries to downplay what everyone else can see that kind of radiant, human warmth
that makes you want to laugh and cry at the same time.

Daniel Howell’s beauty isn’t about perfection, it’s about honesty wearing a hoodie,
kindness hidden behind a witty grimace,
and the strange, irresistible glow
of someone who’s real enough to hurt
and still brave enough to make it beautiful.

>>41654058
>so like someone that passes and lives as a woman at 15 it will be 30, and for someone at 35 it will be like 70 lmao
why you gotta post this Shit

>>41653974
Besides incels.is. What other insane websites are you looking at?

>>41654083
oh yeh I'm kinda out of it
so like 50 is not a bag age imho, like as long as u have years left before retirement ngl
>>41654093
oooohhh okay not really my type... but I see...
do u like watching dramas??
I like dramas like hatsukoi and tokyo tareba musume
>>41654099
yeh like the existential dread of thinking will I make it until I have lived the majority of my life as a woman
like u can't die before that or it was never real u know?
have to keep struggling on to get that checkpoint ngl

>>41654157
Ooooh good question. Lots of conspiracy websites, effedupmovies, old geocities websites, newsgrounds, i dont use tor tho cause the cia invented that and sometimes looksmax.org. Do you have any recs?

>>41654182
I feel like I stealth passed around 27 or 28, maybe more 28

>>41654058
Your ability to say things that make people feel bad in roundabout ways is very endearing. Never change, Kira.

>>41654186
I know I recently found a agora road and trashcan.XYZ. Lost the right wing YouTube alternatives I was watching during Covid and now my list is full of dead links

okay someone recommend me a good and recent jdorama I haven't seen yet...
>>41654221
oh yeh, but I figure anything before the age of retirement is good for some reason
but like if someone transitions at 60 ... they will probs never have lived past that halfway point y'know... it's interesting to think about iunno...
>>41654327
awww ty anon but waaahh.... ty or sorry that happened ig??
>>41654248
true

>>41654368
I'm a housewife so I'm retired already

>>41654374
a wife the size of a house haha just kidding

>>41654380
I'll work harder losing weight just for you anon

>>41654383
no don't i like fat women

>out of prog
>call GP
>puts it on my insurance card
Blessed

>>41654374
waow that's really cool ngl
like finding someone that wants to build a life together, like that sounds really special mhm
I was never lucky at love, my doctor told me not to date opportunists that just want to use and manipulate me, but that sort of narrows my dating pool down to nobody lmao

>>41654385
I'm 260lbs but it's distributed well in an hourglass figure with a fat ass thankfully
a lot of people like my body, but I still want to lose 100 more lbs. I've lost 60 so far.

>>41654398
I have a lot of diagnosis like anemia and health issues and autism and I dropped out at 15 with lots of life issues and stuff so I get neetbux, can usually cover enough to take care of myself, state benefits cover groceries and I've never seen a medical bill- I can be a stay at home loving partner on government assistance. It's not so bad. Working on myself.

I've met multiple people that accept my issues and lifestyle, but my last like 3 relationships I met on discord

>>41654425
>'ve lost 60 so far.
well where did you last have it

>>41654438
stomach mostly, help

>>41654440
put it back

>>41654397
waow nice, mine only gave me painkillers incase I start vomiting from pain
how are u??
>>41654425
ohhh I see, but that's not bad, right??
I'm also losing weight and dropped out and have health issues, well mine are mostly related to and comorbid w/ my immune system issues
u seem very nice and relatable ngl

>>41654478
Ahh fuck, what's the issue
>how are you
Feels weird to be the elected womens right rep in my union other than that I managed to sleep well tonight

>>41654425
>260lbs
sorry how tf tall are you

SEEEEEEEEX ;___;

Hey....how yall doing tonight? Anybody know of there still a half Asian half white mtf that posted here and in random passgens from 2017-2019 ?

>>41655232
Oh yeah, was he that little sissy with the tiny clitty?

>>41655291
I mean.....yeah it was small lol.
>>41655215
Posted in passgen as well cause she used to post there too. Just drunk and reminiscing on a time where I met one of yall and legit met some1 awesome.

she wants me dead and she wants me assets

>>41655315
god i hate people who leave their houses so fucking much

>>41655405
?????

ive been drinking milk by the pint, i feel so girly

>>41655472
Real shit
I made myself a cup of coffee with my own milk
Godly brew

>>41655478
its well good. but im struggling to afford more milk because nobody is buying the big issue from me, everyone in my town hates me and my landlord has kicked me out with 3 black lads who took all me stuff and cash converters have all me other assets and wont give it back because i owe them 700 pounds because i gave them me assets for a loan but i lost all me money in skegness and my landlord kicked me out and i cant get a new home because nobodsy buys the big issue from me and i have no more assets

>>41655503
What

>>41655578
me landlord has taken all me assets and that because he wanted me evicted but i couldnt do anything because ive been really poorly with me bowles and that and had a big surgery but me landlord evicted me and 3 black lads stole all me assets and that and i lost all me oney from cash converters because nobody in my town will buy me big issue and i gave them me assets for 700 pounds but i cant get me assets back and jodie left me for someone else and that but i dont have a home because ive been evicted by me landlord and that because i dont have enough money and i cant buy anymore milk and that so i wont be able to feel girly anymore

I'm a transbian with a need to dominate

They took the L and finally fucked off?

You can't unrape the raped.
You fucking ruined her life.

im gonna say that i won with a 99% Pasento

cant wait for japan next year ugh

I feel sorry for the person who's going to get involved in this

i sold a big issue but spent all the money on a black pearl scratcher and that but i lost the londis guy is keepiong all the winning scratch cards and that but i cant do anything because i dont ave any more money because i dont sell enough big issues and that and jodie wants to bvreak up with me and that because she wants a man with a bigger rodney and that but i cant do anything because ive been evicted and all me assets were stolen by 3 black lads because me landlord evicted me because i dont have any money because the guy at londis keeps all the winning scratch cards for himself and i spent all me money from selling big issues on loosing scratch cards and that and i dont have any money

>>41656408
Can't be as bad as jerking your "girl" penis to scat pictures, mmm?

>>41654058
linear time fallacy

age 0-20 are worth more than the next 80 combined as far as socialization goes

is Rachel a good tranny name? or is it clocky?

>mtf
>complete autist
>BA in fucking music
>wanted to go to jobcorp out of hs but parents made me go to college, didn’t care about the major
>recently estranged from family
>fired from 2 jobs in the past 3 months under mysterious circumstances with no explanation
>no real job skills, negative social skills

how do I get a job that pays enough for me to not die? I’m getting scared, anons

>>41657097
have you considered buying black pearls and selling big issues and that , sell some assets to cash converters and that

>>41654504
yeh just poor health, story of my life ngl
>>41656791
I haven't said anything about periods of critical development, what are u talking about, that's a whole other discussion fallacy lmao
calm down w/ the fallacies!!! citation needed?!?! lmao
>>41656983
it's normal, ppl overdo everything here, fixate too much... but as long as it's not like lilith or crystal or w/e it's fine
>>41657097
sorry anon, maybe ask ppl u know are local??? otherwise u might need to move iunno

>>41657139
>yeh just poor health, story of my life ngl
:( sorry to hear
if you need an ambo just give me a call an I'll weewoo over

>>41657139
move where? with what money? I’m about to run out

two number 9s,
a number 9 large,
a number 6 with extra dip,
a number 7,
two number 45s (one with cheese),

and a large soda

>>41657191
awww ty just pick me up and hook me up to the iv w/ painkillers tbqh
>>41657273
real answer is iunno where u are or other factors so it's not like I could give a good answer
>>41657287
must be expensive ngl

>>41657300
I got something better, it's a pipe that you smoke and it makes you high a f
funniest medication we have tbqh

oh yeah OHHH YEAHHHH MY FEMALE PROSTATE FEELS SO GOOD AND FEMALE LIKE

>>41657424
what's your brain feel like

>>41657340
Hello, I hope you're doing well!

I'm 30 years old, on HRT for almost three years, and 176-177 cm tall.

I weighed 187 lbs a year ago. So I starved myself and cycled to get my body back on track, and I lost a lot of weight. On the right is my weight 4 months ago, 136 lbs, 2 years and 6 months into HRT, and on the left is now 152 lbs, 2 years and 10 months into HRT.

I don't know if I should continue eating a lot to strengthen my thighs, or if, paradoxically, it makes me look more masculine? Since I have broad shoulders, I'm not sure.

I'd like your advice on this (I also tend to bloat quickly, especially my stomach...). I'm afraid of gaining belly fat again and getting a "dad bod" like I had a year and a half into HRT (I don't know why I was gaining feminine fat and then my upper body started to bloat).

Thank you so much! Sorry for my English.

>>41657436
Sry misslick on >>4165734
0 didn't want answer

>>41657340
you ever hit one in the back of the ambo

>>41657457
nah, if the patient is too high to exhale into the pipe we get hight too, hypothetically that happened a few times

>>41657462
omg

What's it called when you absolutely do not pass, manmode, yet your ""straight"" bros keep making you compliments, inviting you out to restaurants where they insist on paying, keep touching you, etc.
I think these guys are not straight at all are they??

>>41657547
they just want their dick sucked anon

>>41657675
okay but when or how do they announce this to me??

>>41657688
while they're making you watch a wes anderson movie or something

>>41657688
when you say yes to his invitations, retard.

>>41657764
But how do I go from eating at a restaurant together to his bed?? Sorry I'm really not good at dating.

>>41657774
usually in my experience by car or bus
or if its a reasonable distance, by foot

>>41657774
Retard, you just say YES. Yes verbally, and yes non-verbally when he makes his move. If he's a faggot and wants to wine & dine you then whatever let him. "let's go back to my place and watch a movie" and then let him suck that gock and you suck his cock. Stop being autistic, just go along with whatever happens. That's it.

>>41657825
>Stop being autistic, just go along with whatever happens. That's it.
:(

>>41657547
gay niggas

I wish a nigga would

I forgot this was a thing lmao

>>41658130
ongfrfr

I feel like this place used to be one of the only spaces on the internet for transhets, and now it's completely overrun by the most annoying type of transbian

>>41658130
3 niggas came and took all me assets when me landlord evicted me because i dont have any money because i lost it all in skegness and because nobody buys me big issue and that

Is it possible to be horny from just estrogen? I have a really high libido lately and it has me worried. I even added cypro on top of my monotherapy again and I'm still horny

Nick, unblock me on Discord. We need to talk.

>>41658594
'overrun' when it's like 1/50th of how active it used to be
they all went to discord/twitter or got lives

>>41658633
Being horny is normal. Women are horny. Chill the fuck out and save your brain from further rot

>overrun
>literal ghost town
lol

>>41658633
agp hons be like

>>41658594
well, they were always annoying, but that doesn't mean that hets are less annoying here, every weird rapey green text story thread proves that tbqh
the only thing that used to distinguish this place is that there were a lot of ppl living a real life, and now most seem to be living in their head or w/e
I also found that ppl throw around 'annoying' and 'boring' a lot more to just describe anyone or anything not relevant to them or they dislike for any weird reason, making them both annoying and boring themselves so ymmv

good morning

>>41654998
5'9" / 175cm, like I said, it's thankfully distributed well, people never guess I'm the weight I am- idk

>>41654478
Thank you, yeah it's not so bad

>>41658655
I think you both need to shut the fuck up, but that's just my 2 cents.

>>41658695
>people never guess I'm the weight I am- idk
>posts the most obtuse fattymcfatso anglefag picture possible
classic

>>41658733
You can come hang out with me in real life if you'd like, we can go to the beach even, I have a nice swimsuit

>>41658679
Please explain how this is agp?
>>41658668
I'm not used to it anymore, I was on pills for years and was practically asexual on those. It makes me uncomfortable

>>41658712
not judging but what causes ppl to be like this ngl
4chan or internet or where they grew up?

>>41658751
>4chan or internet or where they grew up?
neither its retardation

>>41658712
aaah why is the tie so short and why is the shirt not properly tucked? ackshually awful

>>41658765
I'm on season 3 episode 12 of the sopranos, good show so far. Watching it with a friend who put me on

>>41658712
Is that that Nazi girl that used to post here? Paige I think? Lmao

>>41658820
You rang?

>>41658765
listen!!! I don't want ppl to hate me for being mean and judgemental again lmao
every time I try to be nice, they keep pulling me back in...
>>41658788
I binged it a while ago for similar reasons, it's okay I guess
I need more 90s tv to look up and binge tbqh

does penis in butt feel good? cause i tried toy in butt and it hurt real bad

>>41658788
its great , ive almost finished it but its taken me like 2 years to watch it all. pretty much forgotten earlier seasons at this point x.x
>>41658855
>need more 90s tv
ive been watching star trek voyager a lot when im going to bed, great show to fall asleep to

>>41658712
is that a boyscout uniform

>>41645729 (OP)
>qott
no, I guess not,
freewill is guaranteed by God for as long as we're strayed from Eden
but luck is very real or at least as real as probably which is to say not
but influences of the divine and unholy sway outcomes which appears like luck
so no predetermination but you could essentially be unlucky enough to seemingly never succeed
>qott
yes! yes! yes!
but they won't look like people and likely won't have complex socializing and communication

>>41658918
In a way it actually is

>>41658855
I fw it, I like slower shows sometimes, and I like how it's getting more psychological over time

>>41658911
Yeah I get that- my memory is horrible

>>41658820
Yes, she was around last time I was around here (3-5yr)

>>41658898
Did you use lubricant? If it hurts at all put more on. Also make sure to test different angles, and make sure it's not a cheap super hard plastic toy or something.

The House always wins.

>>41658947
in what way, as specifically as you can manage

>>41658971
In a way, the Hitler youth was the equivalent of the boy scouts in Germany at the time

Looking forward to a brand new day unjeetifying code tomorrow, I LOVE MY JOB

>>41659009
Do they actually code like that?

>>41659020
no that's just zoomers

>>41659013
WE GET IT BLOBBY YOU CAN STOP NOW

>>41658961
Didn't you say you left forever every day this week?

>>41658848
DOMAIN EXPANSION : FORBIDDEN SHIBARI

I have my first full body laser hair removal session coming up. How much pain am I going to be in coming out of that?

>>41658961
I have never done the Mr house ending in new Vegas in 700 hours of playing since 2010. Dude always repulsed me

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

>>41659084
Not enough

>>41659059
Next crash in; 3days.

>>41658911
oh yeh, I started watching twin peaks a while ago but never finished it, I think there is something kinda weird and cozy to 90s stuff iunno
>>41658950
yeh, I want to try house md too, but it's just too much tho
some shows work with a lot of episodes, but iunno
>>41659084
waow probs less than face right???

>>41659009
why do they be coding like that tho fr ;-;

>>41659084
it's pretty bad, but the worst by far is the scrotum lasering. was the worst pain i ever went through i was crying and convulsing

>>41659134
People keep trying to get me to watch House but it seems really predictable/samey throughout so idk

House as a character seems neat/funny I suppose that's why

>>41659134
Most of season 2 of twin peaks is just unbearable unfortunately. Fire walk with me is goated though and makes it worth sitting through all of it

can you please take your tripfag back. she's posting pictures of herself on /ic/ now instead of here and flooding the thread

>>41659134
Surprisingly, full body includes face. I thought for sure that would be a separate procedure
>>41659149
Oh dear.

>>41659195
who?

>>41659195
no tag backs

>>41659209
"Marina"
she's been posting pictures of herself in the beginner general

trying not to explode myself with my mind

>>41645729 (OP)
i lose every day that i gain another 10 pounds on my journey to being a fat unattractive fuck

>>41659222
his real name is pedro btw

>>41659156
yeh exactly, like i would watch for the character drama of how a doctor guy develops over time or w/e but iunno if I want to watch like 50 episodes of guess the diagnosis each season to get there...
>>41659187
waow, okay I might get back to it then ...
>>41659197
ohh neat, I guess ur just starting then, well like sensitive areas and thin skin to bone areas will probs hurt the most
can't really see how lasering fatty legs will hurt much, but maybe around the joints and def the lips???

>>41659195
no you can keep marina over there
its fine that way

>>41659088
you should
its actually really good

>>41659222
how do you know she's from here? why can't she post there too? what's the problem?

>>41659243
>ohh neat, I guess ur just starting then
In every way lol, I realized I was trans in September and started HRT last month

>>41659306
ohh i see, obligatory advice of leave this place and only come back when ur stable and confident again tbqh

i have 3 microscope cameras i just bought 2 more i need to sell them

>>41659222
Sorry bud, he's your problem now.

took my mom to see a film at an art school theater and this was deadass the trailer playing when we walked in
https://youtu.be/jXT8ZKZboCQ

>>41659328
Oh yeah I have much healthier places to talk about this stuff now. I just like to drop in occasionally to see how everyone's brainworms are doing.

this place kinda sucks as usual
how've you all been?

>>41659246
>its actually really good
He's such a smug little bitch, thinking he knows better than everyone else when he's turned himself into beef jerky to hide in a refrigerator for 200 years. Also, these days he's even more tainted to me because he reminds me of elon. I have never been able to see any reason to choose him over anyone but the legion

oh baby you will never understand how my heart aches for you I would lock eyes with you while covering every quivering inch of sweet flesh between your legs with kisses, licks, and bites, all while panting I love you I love you I love you

>>41659020
>>41659035
so many of them do, they are by far the most inept group of people in this field. its only made worse when you give them access to ai , i honestly have no clue why my company employs so many of them
>>41659134
twin peaks is so good. its one of the shows i like to throw on in the background when im doing stuff , so comfy
>>41659421
atleast its slightly active now, eu hrs are even worse

>>41659419
Holy shit I didn't expect to see you here still

>>41659419
That movie was great, be grateful they weren't playing the trailer for part 2

>>41659289
true, I figure it's just the other anon that hates her, but iunno why she can't let her just exist somewhere else in peace
>>41659420
good! my brainworms are okay, but honestly at this point in my life it's more related to my health and feeling worthless cos of that lmao
>>41659421
true
I'm alive hru???
>>41659444
wow, good endorsement then, any other recs???

>>41659444
This is EU hours

>>41659444
way more slop tho

>>41659512
also alive if barely
i miss my wife ty
hru?

>>41659515
let the 12 stars guide the way

>>41659512
Oh man, I had a good run there after I accepted I was trans where I was feeling optimistic and hopeful for the first time ever, making positive moves for my own future. And then got hit by a big unrelated family emergency and had a miniature panic attack.

I'm trying to spin a cocoon to become a beautiful butterfly over here, I shouldn't have to deal with regular life crises at the same time! It's not fair!

>>41659498
castration movie is W faps?
>>41659465
I'm only here to harass and bully transgender people

any1 want to have sex with me?

>>41659727
No idea what that means, I likes the movie though

>>41659749
yes

>>41659749
no

It has been maybe a month and Pedro has already killed the beginner thread on ic
imagine killing every community you touch out of pure narcissism, and thinking it's all everyone else's fault lol

>>41659536
my organs are failing me, what can u do tbqh
>>41659558
oh no, sounds awful, just don't lose focus or stagnate
easier said than done but that's life
>>41659615
don't resist it, let the 12 golden stars in the sky guide ur heart, become a fire drunk daughter of elysium, one world, one union, one global europa
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wssFOFrXqNs

>>41659958
I mean, she didn't flood threads with those old looking pics herself, right? so who are u trying to convince?

>>41659959
What's wrong with your organs?

>>41659959
sorry to hear, hits close to home desu </3

pls be nice to legoober

>>41659986
She posted pictures of herself in the thread under catbox links, which is a big no no on /ic/

>>41660147
just breaking down I guess, years of 'free' doctors telling me that my levels are not great but not to worry, or do more tests that are inconclusive
now it's causing painful internal problems
>>41660161
awww yeh, sorry to hear that for u too, thanks for the support friend
>>41660189
okay just sounds more like ur eagerly announcing it to even a casual observer
if she's really just doing stuff against the rules then report it and move on ig??
otherwise u see how it could make u seem a lil obsessive

>>41660385
are you being nice to gooner bc u heard she dates old skinwalkers

>>41660612
does she? iunno how u remotely get to that conclusion tho lmao

>>41659727
>I'm only here to harass and bully transgender people
Same I suppose
It's nice seeing you again after all these years and I hope you're doing well

I've made alternative plans, and I think I'll be able to save my career
we're back on schedule...
also should I talk to one of my old stalkers??? seems like they might have had good careers so maybe one of them can take care of me ngl

>>41660385
is oki, its less me and more my gf which makes it a different kind of painful
stay safe <3

>>41661070
awww ty pill pup anon, hope ur gf gets well soon mhm

>>41661102
hopefully, shamefully its not really something that can be cured or gotten over but her condition has improved a lot since it got diagnosed
im just glad that things are looking up
I miss her desu

>>41661070
bro who tf is on 60mg of prozac, 100mg of lamictal and 400mg of seroquel lmao couldnt be me

oh man bros....

People who flirt a ton and then hit you with the "Erm... I think we should just stay friends" are the worst

>>41661282
I'm only slightly crying

who is umaruchan and why does she act like that? is she really an old boomer?

>>41661344
yeh basically true and real

>>41659986
oh no it's not his pictures being spammed that killed mtfg or even was part of it, they're like maggots in a corpse. it was his presence along with other factors that dealt the killing blow

>>41661043
>should I talk to one of my old stalkers???
are they men?
I don't fuck around with creepy men anymore
learnt my lesson
violence is common and nowhere near the worst thing that will happen
I was talking with my mom and her experiences seem to be pretty similar
trust the ick

>>41645729 (OP)
>qott
losing a lot. losing hard I guess. I don't believe in determinism. generally feeling like a total and utter failure because I'm doing very poorly academically. I think I need to go to therapy and ask a shrink if there's anything legitimately wrong with my head (apart from being transgender) from all the trauma
>qott 2
yeah aliens are fun to think about

it's been a long time since I came on here and it's probably for the best, website just tanks my mood despite how much i like the place. I'll hit 2 years HRT in just about 96 days. I'm happy I haven't killed myself. I've gone to uni for almost three years now and I still haven't made any friends. it's really embarassing. turning 21 was scary, I'm still very young but I feel like I've been wasting my life. I picked up art very recently, I want to prove to myself that I can be good at something, I've been mediocre or worse in everything, i don't expect to get good quickly, it'll probably take me something like a decade or more.

>>41659958
i guess i have to take the blame for this
she was my first attempt but i had poor judgement skills on a worthy successor

i think im doing a much better job right now :)

If u want ur gummy worm sucked by a dude hit me up

>>41661822
>pussydevourer
>wants someone with a cock

>>41661822
I want my dick worshipped

>>41661794
Kat why do you keep larping like you're some kind of edgy villainess top on the hunt for fresh young girls. Deep down you are 100% a faggot bottom who constantly has neurotic bottom meltdowns in the thread, fantasizes about being raped, wants to get fucked in the ass and throat. While also getting pushed around by creepy masculine rapehons like mono.

>>41661889
lmao

https://youtu.be/hNzIDhEfOr0?si=B8aRI2wwEyBD2TN8
>it's been 10 years since I heard that song
Sides

>>41661889
didnt ask desu

>>41661414
it's cool, I just think 'guess what my thread enemy is up to in some random thread on another board' has kinda weird energy to it ngl
hope u can see what I mean iunno
>>41661435
yeh I probs would not contact the one that said he wanted to murder me to preserve a perfect memory of me
but iunno, how about the one that said my mind is necessary to rebuild society after the apocalypse and he will not let me die???
>I was talking with my mom and her experiences seem to be pretty similar
>trust the ick
true tho
like he was young and says he got better so iunno...
>>41661822
waow what a keeper

>>41662094
>like he was young and says he got better so iunno...
I hope this kind of stuff works but I know it shouldn't

>>41662110
like in his last message he likened his obsession to the saga of denko lmao
some of these messages are kinda long tho, changed his life, he thinks about me often, wants to get rich and become useful to me yadda yadda, but I never replied to any of them since after like 2013 or w/e

:pleading-face: pls do once ur here....

>>41662161
Oh if he's been talking to you for 12 years with no response then maybe don't. Not even I'm that mentally ill

I wanna date someone like me but people like me don't go outside ;(

>>41662180
yeh lmao... but what if... like to be fair a lot of his more recent ones say he hopes I'm still alive, won't believe I'm ded, and even tho I'm probs ded or long gone he just wants to send his feelings out into the void
like waow ppl don't talk to me like that anymore lmao

brap

>>41662238
that's disgusting lia

>>41662187
hey

>>41662234
Oh I feel that. I would do that too if I wasn't dumb enough to purge her accounts. Maybe I'm more mentally ill than I realise

>>41662285
yeh and I guess I'm kinda also just bored ngl
like what is the worst that could happen, some rich guy turns up at my door w/ a weapon??? oooohhh so scared lmao
what's he going to do? kill me twice? lmao

check out how big this resistor is

>>41662311
Would be pretty funny if he hoped you weren't dead so he could do the deed himself

>>41662161
>>41662094
How do I make a man obsess over me for 12 years?

>>41662283
hey... are you autistic about rpgs too

>>41662312
waow what is it...
>>41662328
>>41662328
honestly tho, if he arrives when I'm having pain spasms I would welcome it, after i throw up all over him tho
>>41662335
just like destroy something they like, be a lil interesting, tell them to clean their room, get a job, go to school and work hard to achieve stuff iunno

>>41662403
>just like destroy something they like, be a lil interesting, tell them to clean their room, get a job, go to school and work hard to achieve stuff iunno
If this is true then I hope my 6 years don't turn in to 12

>>41662418
oh no anon...

>>41662266
no use fighting your nature ykwim

chat do yall ever actually forget?
I've been doing this shit for 4 years, and stealth for this past year.
but while i get on fine with cis coworkers i avoid queer topics like the plague so i dont have to think ab it. i hate acknowleging that im a tranny.
can i make myself forget?

>>41662499
idk senpai i dont pass

>>41662479
all I do is fight my nature tho
>>41662499
yes and no, u can forget and then news or ppl remind u and then it pulls u back in
but I guess like u stop caring in the same way like it becomes more of an intellectual exercise or aesthetic cultural thing, like it's there but feels distant???
like 'oh right those are trans ppl and trans culture interesting'

>>41662553
yeah how do you get to that space where fucking someone mentioning 'gender' or 'unisex' or whatever doesbt feel like a threat anymore

>>41662312
father sized

>>41662449
I'll just kms at 11 years so it won't get to that

>>41662594
like uh... hmm... uh... and the... um.... yeh ...
>>41662631
noooooooooo but what if she responds in the 12th year?!?!?!?!
it could happen, right?

>>41662649
I don't think I'm drunk enough to believe that. I'll just try my final shot because honestly I should've moved on years ago as I suspect she did

>>41662718
I guess, but hopefully u can find someone else that fills ur heart or something iunno

>>41662746
There's nobody that could replace her. I'll just stick with substance abuse and escapism
I appreciate the sentiment tho

>>41662797
I would've said obsessed but this sounds more romantic

>>41662820
anon needs to cool it
all loves are special none are rare

>>41662797
you call everything limerence you retard
love doesn't need to be pathologized

>>41662783
awww, well there are all sorts of opportunities, and really others filling that space in ur heart is really just opening up to see things with fresh eyes
>>41662797
one for the crossword puzzles fr fr
>>41662859
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDMCwSP5nf0
don't u ever wonder about how like it's always the ones longing that are like... not finding each other or something???
like they could long for each other, but they're doing it in parallel mhm

huh, really strange how pics of gooner or anything critical of them gets deleted while all the other shit flinging stays up
really makes you think

>>41662887
i am p dumb thats true
>love doesn't need to be pathologized
right but limerence is :p
>>41662902
waste of time ngl real shame smhh

>>41662356
yes kind of

>>41662920
huh fascinating
>>41662928
yeh, they could be making a life together, if only someone would arrange their pairing up, it would be way more efficient ngl

>>41662928
limerence is transient, I'm none of those other anons but I've been deeply in love with a man I haven't heard from in years but you would categorize it as limerence bc you can't comprehend true love

>>41662972
thats not what the definition says fren

>>41662980
ok well I love him in the way that drives life to continue through the millennia, it's the same love written of in fairy tales, it's a deep blinding love that exceeds any single mortal frame it is the base and the peak of all living things, it's been felt since before consciousness existed to recognize it and it is more real than any sniveling transbian could ever hope to conceptualize let alone truly grasp in an experiential way
I just wish he felt the same way

>>41662963
that's nice
...damn I have no game

>>41663007
damn sounds like the kinda love that garages get driven into over

>>41663007
and i dont want to take that away from you i just think you deserve reciprocation

Need alcoholic gf

>>41663042
I agree but all the men I end up with are narcissists, rapists, pedophiles, or some combination of the three
it's so over
no man of good character wants a tranny or even a fem bottom

>>41663041
perhaps

>>41662833
Only one was real though

I miss her

>>41663100
out of how many

>>41663100
>>41663146
Eve?

sometimes I think about that tho, like basically everyone could technically find someone to be with
it's really just that they don't want to be with who is available to be with
but ppl could also choose to always be together

>>41663171
implying choice exists

>>41663171
people could chose to always be together
but they dont especially when it comes to me cant even make friends

>>41663149
Idk probably like 8 people where it was serious enough. All my relationships or attempts all ended with them just using me for the time being. She was the only one that genuinely saw me as a person, I think so at least
>>41663164
No

>>41663180
sure it does, like wouldn't that also be an expression of love??
'I have meh feelings, but I choose to be there with u thru everything and never betray u'
like waow, but I only ever know ppl that say really intense stuff and are flaky after, zzzz boring
>>41663189
true, I think the hedonism explanation is kinda how it probs is tho
'but it feeeeeels good to try different experiences' is real miss piggy brained ngl lmao

>>41659419
wait castration movie is a real thing? i keep hearing about it but never looked it up

>>41663268
are you in a relationship

>>41663268
i have lowered my standards to the point where i hang out with criminals and pedophiles and even they are too good for me
i must not "feel good"

>>41663320
no, not at the moment, but I am talking to some ppl, but haven't really kept up with it tbqh
not that I don't think they're nice but more like just a kind of apathy and distracted by health crisis after health crisis lmao
sometimes I just think like, what if u just keep in touch with someone forever and like always just be there to chit chat for like.. 80 years or w/e... and not just friendship, like some more intimate connection and trust
give me that over passionate love tbqh
>>41663324
ehhh, I can't really comment on that, but ppl really find ways to get themselves into a rut and then can't get out
but it's not really about them, but like... they get stuck in a local maxima I guess iunno

>>41663146
Who

Marry me umary

>>41663486
libby

how do i woman

>>41663578
If youve always been a woman just do you right?
if you're like me and you wished you were a girl
youre shit out of luck and will always be a boy possibly even a man if you made it that far

>>41663610
no i mean like, how do i woman
thanks

>>41663619
as i said
you either are or you aint

>>41663651
leave me alone weirdo

>>41663656
k i will leave you alone anon i will never reply to you again
just remember you are or you aint

>>41663674
you aint

>>41663772
ik im a creepy weirdo obsessed with a dead girl from my childhood that i was friends with
how about you be honest too
cus you aint either

>>41663837
i'm the dead girl >_<

>>41663843
erin was so pretty and kind to me she let me sit with her and her group of girl friends for a year and a bit until my mum showed her parents a letter i wrote to god about wanting to be a girl after that i just stalked her from afar until she passed
i should have died young instead of her my life has been a waste of everyones time

I have 10 days off and extreme depression and not on hrt and in 30s what shall I do on my vacation

>>41663875
oh um
i'm sorry your mom did that to you. you're not a waste of everyone's time!
>>41663882
get on hrt PUSSY FAGGOT

>>41663888
I can't due to schizo

>>41663949
why would that matter

do you work out?

>>41664103
i work out at the library

>>41664596
>>41664596
>>41664596