>got wasted and sent lewds to men online again and hornyposted
I feel like I can't even pray about it because I keep sinning in this way over and over. I was planning to take communion once an Anglican church is accessible during my travels but I'm not really sure if I should now. I'm aware, of course, that God is prepared to forgive me (as is stated over and over again in scripture) but I'm really not bearing fruit in keeping with sincere repentance. I even talked about sexual fantasies I was having about a good Christian man I used to know and I just want to die. I'm so evil man

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>>40385033
i wish beaners werent so fucking hot god damn it i wish i could be racist because all nonwhites hate us but they're all otherwise normal and hotter than whites ik this sounds like a shitpost but honestly

Question for trans women who have gotten on T
>what effects did you experience?
>did it make your boners hurt less?
>did you get on t because you wanted to restore penis function?
>Do you cum now?
I'm planning on getting on t-gel but i've heard that some women get injections too.I just want my dick to hurt less when I'm hard

my life fucking sucks

I just take hrt because I feel better on it and I won’t go bald or get even more masculine
That’s it
I will never find normal love and I’m dying alone. Iwnbaw abd that’s ok
I wish I was born a normal lesbian instead of a man trapped in a man’s body
Can’t even help myself buy new clothes and meds and other stuff that I wanna do. Oh well. Time to debase myself for chasers

i started hrt at 30. im now 31. unironically, no bullshit, would it be better to rope? i like being on hrt but despite my faggot friends hugboxing/lying to my face about me being a passoid malefailer, i am very acutely aware im a neverpasser. i dont want to ruin optics or get the shit kicked out of me so i just manmode constantly anyway.

>>40158097
i was there by mistake because of police and was of sound mind and looked like an average 5'11 male. i can't imagine how bad it is for those who aren't, because:
>get brow beaten any time there's a delay or question
>screamed at if you pause to read any documents they hand you to sign
>restrained if you don't want to do "activities" with the group
>watched while sleeping
>only allowed to use the bathroom at specific times, I suspect there was a camera in there
>any traumatic or medical issues on your history can and WILL be used to belittle you in front of a dozen doctors and in front of the other inmates
>not allowed to read books unless they're approved by staff
>not allowed to take prescriptions from outside (i have a medical condition other than dysphoria that i need meds to regulate, they wouldn't let me have it), forced to take antidepressants
>if someone can't pick you up at a specific time on a specific day they hold you for another week, you aren't allowed to leave on your own
>they can write in your chart to disallow you from owning firearms for the rest of your life apparently, on a whim
this was in rural USA if it matters

bumping my stupid thread