>>33380858
Learn to create a surplus budget. Eat within the same 4hour window every day. Eat stuff like potatoes, rice, beans, lentils, eggs, milk, bread, cheese.

>>33379815
Yeah. You need to cultivate a space where you feel safe and secure. You probably don't have the knowledge, power, or resources to do that right now. Unfortunately you need to get those. I recommend following Diogenes as much as you can, as this will lessen the challenge of how much of reality you feel you need to be able to control to feel secure.

>>33378886
Get a studio apartment and part time job and learn to eat lentils and canned alaskan salmon o algo instead

>>33365555
You'll feel a lot more agency if you get more income or wealth as you get older, but also then there's like a new dread about how your responsibilities control you. I say push through, try to get your life together, and meet new cool people different from the ones now, but don't give up on your family unless they are abusive.

>>33354800
Learn to eat lentils. You can buy 3 months worth of lentils for one person with like $60 on amazon.

I wish I learned to eat lentils in my teens. Every adult neglected me. I might as well have been aborted. Sorry to blogpost. For some reason these days I get more depressed when my crypto pumps than when it dumps.

I want to make my life as easy and low maintenance as possible. Then, I want to use whatever power I do have to invest in more power for fun as a game but ultimately accept that as far as I can tell fate is kinda out of my hands, but who knows, maybe people can become Gods in the future and control their own fates.

>>33355550
I want to make my life as easy as possible and then use whatever power I have to invest in more power for fun as a game but ultimately accept that as far as I can tell fate is kinda out of my hands ultimately, but who knows, maybe people can become Gods in the future and control their own fates.