>>81836981
same
i dont want sex but i want to cuddle and feel safe with someone and love them

>>81822334
>but unless you get like a 1/1000 friendship where you basically plan your lives together
im doing this, idc if its gay. im very happy with it

>>81733144
og gears of war 1

>>81648870
almost all of the women/girls in my life were extremely kind to me growing up, i think it was detrimental to my development honestly cus i didnt have anywhere near the same amount of positive male influences or friends in my upbringing

>>81631871
i alrdy lost my innocence, or honestly i think i was born without any because i was so awful. all i can be is penitent so thats all i desire

>>81604328
>do you live in a clean environment?
i try
>are you physically healthy?
no
>even if youve given up on love please dont give up on yourself.
it was over before it even began for me

do you ever literally beg god/universe/whatever to die? i dont even do it consciously, it happens in my dreams too now