I'm autistic to the point where I stopped caring about friends, money, or family. I just care about work because it allows me to expend the insane amounts of anxious energy I get from being unable to live a calm, boring life. I don't care if work kills me because it pushes me to my autistic limit and that makes me feel alive, even if it's only stress that is slowly killing me. I want to say that I need the rush, but I'm wise enough to know that what I really need is something to give my life purpose, and logically that would be a child, but I can't justify passing my mental illness onto an innocent.

>>81864330
I do gym, biking, running, and if I have some time I hang around in this crib doing more drugs and watching YouTube with other drugged out people.

Then sometimes someone approach me, so I hang with them. But they end up leaving me after bout 5th time we hang. Occasionally they might send me msg, if they haven't blocked me, but they always just asking for drugs. So they don't really wanna see me. They just want the drugs.
They never even give me an actual reason. Either ghost me out of the blue, or give some vague non answer.
But Im guessing it's the drug use or sperging.

>>149707438
>Hah, the MCG anti-social text line are going to love my message

I love you for who you are

>>40304180

Tops are bottom chasers because they chase bottoms.

So I ordered some furniture online a week ago and got my confirmation email, but they didn't charge my account, and I haven't gotten any updates since then, but today they just charged about half of the value of the furniture to my account and still haven't sent any updates. I tried tracking my order on their website but it doesn't work. Customer service is closed until Monday. Is it normal for them to process an order this way? I just assumed they would take all the money at once. I just hope they aren't just going to charge me some kind of deposit that I didn't agree to and then not send my furniture.

Why does everything I say or do seem normal in my head, but in reality it's weird and disorganized? It's so hard being normal when every little thing has to be done a certain way. People get offended way too easily and yet call me the weird one

>>76296130
What will hard drinks do to me?

>>507546980
What's going on there? I see one of the interceptors going low compared to the orhers and breaking down mid-air, then falling to the ground. Was it hit by anoter interceptor?

I ended a two-week relationship with this message and I regret it, I feel sad and I miss her.

I just ended a week-long relationship with this message: God, she was right with every word she wrote, but I completely ignored her. We started dating right after you ended a year-and-a-half relationship. It's understandable that you didn't want to be alone, but honestly, I don't want to be used to fill a void. I got my hopes up about you and thought we could build something together; I really did. I'm disappointed with the situation. I think it's best if we break up. I also think you shouldn't do things you "don't feel like doing," like seeing me. Was it really hard? What do you think of the message? I feel really bad now. How do you get over a breakup?

One day when I'm dead and gone just remember that I was one of the few that truly cared.