Did I miss anything interesting or is the franchise as lame as always?

ive always been a loner ive had 0 friends before none of it is new but why does it burn my soul so badly now when i was a kid i had 1 or 2 freinds that i only would talk to on school and be terminally online but it feels like every single year has gotten worse then the last at least in my early teens i had anger i hated everything i hated myself i hated my school i hated the people i disliked but now im out of hate im lonely im tired and i feel done with it all i dont even want to kill myself anymore because its just too much work i want a relationship but im so convinced it will never happen i refuse to work on myself i hate all the gym maxing chad shit because that just seems stupid to me if i change myself that much for someone else then am i even myself at that point all my joy comes from temporary fleeting sources that only gives me surface level joy i feel hollowed out even if i was happy and gad a girl or friends or whatever i hate myself as much as ive ever hated someone else ive lost a war with myself and i constantly feel like hollow shit i dont want to get better i just want to rot away and die

how do you guys deal with this ive done therapy ive tried everything other then drugs im done with trying to be social and just accepting my lot in life to be empty but is there any way to at least make the day to day less painful

>>530320882
Playing Ivy feels like pic related. You're playing against heroes that have 1/3rd your CD time on everything but they still kvetch that you must be broken because you dodged 1 of those spells that's gonna be up in 8 seconds anyways.

Can you guys tell me why some people think that forcing everyone around them to walk on egg shells, and not speaking out in fear of repercussions, for some reason are considered the "good guys" we have to protect in our society? They have more in common with terrorists and fascists in my opinion.

>>528493761
I don't know about you, but I do it for myself. All that you'll ever have in this world. One must imagine such happy.

Nowadays always expect things to turn to shit. That way when it's good I'm pleasantly surprised.