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But in leaving he lost nothing and gained perspective. Is that not good? I just have felt I may be in a prison that I might need to break from to even see anything properly. Maybe I could see myself in a more raw fashion if I'm not propped up by the stable circumstances of home. Maybe I will face some kind of introspection, maybe I will see it all as having been foolish, maybe I will feel bad, maybe I will face needless hardship, but at least I will have gone out into something relatively unknown, and returned, perhaps knowing myself, even a little bit more. Dumb or no?