>>82209169
Same bro, but I'm 18. My only friend killed himself when I was 15, I became too depressed to go to school so I was forced to do homeschool by my parents. I don't get any friends now, blackpilled heavily, and I feel soulless. I want an escape, I want salvation, but I won't ever try it, I see no point. I have faith in God, but I have no faith in myself.