>>40720164
i did love just like this at 12 years old; i just wasnt as articulate and confident and my first love didnt really love me the same way but she cared for me enough to spend every day rain or shine with me and hug me which always made me cry; we were almost inseperable; but then in the last few weeks of that year she started mistreating me alot and it ended

im not much of an adult; i admit that

but i love the way everyone should love; the way everyone else gives up on after the first time; if their first time even affected them half as much as it did me

>>40698624
statistically you will not find mutual Limerence like i did; but you can probably find someone who can truly live you if you can become wonderful enough to pull someone's heart to you; the brighter you can shine the greater chance you will have

be charming and gentle and believe in the kind of live you wish to find; believe in it with everything you are and live for it every moment

you are probably not as wild as i am but you can still find something special with a little luck and a persistent effort to be wonderful; exude an aura of warmth and understanding and show people what your soul has to give


i really wish you luck in finding what is right for you

nothing is better than really being lived in the way that you love; if that really aligns; incredible happiness and events are possible

bless you )*

>>40682391
i felt the same; even trying to meet other transgirls

everyone is so small and petty and the same; everyone cringes at everything and very few people are pure in any sense of the word

i was strung along by someone who couldnt love me; i couldnt escape her pull for 3 years until i met my wife; i nearly died

i kniw i dont belong in this world at all and i never did; but now that i have reached my heaven and am loved the way ive needed since i was a child; and; just as importantly if not more; able~ to love in the way that is natural and free and full to me
>deathly impassioned overwhelming Limerence love equally obsessive and intense and all consuming
i see that i did find where i belong; wherever my angel is; for she brings my soul not just to her heaven but to my goddess too

i know its a long shot for you; it is for most people these days- they are just too shallow to realize how bad things really are with how distant and fragile and conditional most relationships have become

but i hope very much that your wont give up

my advice is to do what i did; look in places people dont think to; like games or even this board; and stand out for your qualities; be relentlessly persistent in your screams to the stars and prayers to whatever being you worship- if you do; with a mixture of luck and perserverence it is probably possible to find someone who could make you happy and appreciate you

but i dont think you find them through usual avenues; you need someone different because you yourself are quite different

best of luck; thanks for being the way you are

blessings )*

>>40626050
thankyou <3 thats why i try to share whats happened to me; i want people to know that its possible to really reach happiness still in this shitty world; even if your poor and crippled and overwhelmed by emotions

that loving is the best thing anyone can do; and in seeking real pure love and being a better kinder person you can find a path to dreams you cant imagine

please everyone; dont give up- if you have a shred of a chance to be who you need to be; take it; run for it; live for it; live to love and make everyone you touch just a little brighter

its worth the effort
holding hope is worth the effort

and there is no reward greater than being able to love yourself and know that someone else truly does too

be relentlessly what you wish others could be; maybe someone will see you; and maybe you will too; in the mirror; and in the quiet moments where you think of where youve been; and where you want to go

dont ever give up on love; and dont ever settle for something less than that
reach every height you can in yourself

theres much more to life than the brainrot of this board and the soulrot of toiling away as a gear of society; even if your forced to do that- which most of you are or will be eventually; there is still room for happiness and dreams

keep reaching for them

bless you all )*

>>40484601
woah there got some anger issues i see

>>40442931
you should note however that my shining rosey perspective is not the norm for most relationships

most people have more arguments and need things like "boundaries" and "alone time"; which are basically nonexistent for us; atleast we dont really intend for much of it and its not something we need

we do have bad days sometimes; usually from her occasional bpd meltdowns; but its usually not a big deal and we get back to normal quickly after she kindof gets the negativity out of her system and has a cry; shes not as resiliant to the awful things and people in this world as i am; and she hasnt had our goddess for half of her life like i have

also for most people love is not the most important thing in their life; its usually top 2 or 3 and people will indeed do alot for it; but its not the foundation of their entire being like it is for me; and its been this way for me since i was a child falling in love for the first time; love is all that ever most truly mattered to me; and that has caused me alot of suffering because until 19 months ago it was never truly returned to me in the same way and intensity that i feel it

but last year after 3 years of horrible heartbreak that nearly killed me; i prayed to my goddess and she sent my wife into my life thru this board; my prayers were answered and we are very happy

i implore you to seek romance and love

just one day of it really working and being what you dream of is worth your entire life; please find it at all costs

love is all that matters

>>40309161
oh you only wake up to senses when your on the sake i see

love is all that matters!

>>40246987
insane gigacope

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