>>81901234
>like i've been in a capsule since 2019.
I know how that is. Ever since 7th grade, I slowly moved away from others until I finally became the quiet kid, before finally going to online school due to covid. Finally, in the second quarter of 8th grade, I no longer talked to anyone. I'd sometimes see the other women in class and I'd just lay my head on my desk (not staring at them obviously) and wonder what it would be like with them. Once I went into high school, I no longer attempted to talk to anyone, just remaining as the quiet kid sitting alone. It didn't matter to me however since I had a friend online, (we lived in the same area but didn't hang out) and we'd constantly and play games together after school, although my parents would still constantly ask if I made any friends in school. It didn't bother me much, I was very clingy with that freind. Finally, just before the second quarter of 10th grade, I've lost my only friend from suicide and so I stopped attending school. Now I'm 18 and I can't help but feel as if my life has been going downhill ever since I was a kid. I can only blame others, especially normies for being so 'perfect' but I won't ever be able to fix myself, not unless someone shows me I could be loved regardless.
>anyone else feels like they got lost somewhere between 2019 and now please let me know. most of my socials are literally my trip name(snap im def sure)
At the end of the day, you're still a normie regardless, or some faggot larping. Or worse, you're some broken whore seeking validation from normie men.
