Is it possible to kill yourself and still get a happy afterlife?

I had a dream where there was an entity standing at the foot of my bed that could transform. First it appeared as one of my family members but upon realizing it was a demon I made it transform into myself. But upon closer examination it had fish like appendages and strange disturbing anatomy. I had it knock over a doll besides my bed so when I woke up I could tell if the demon was real. The doll was still on my wall so I guess it wasn’t; but the dream felt so real and a tarot reader here told me I could have a malicious attachment. When I asked the Tarot myself if it was that, I pulled the Death card. What could this entity be? Google search said it might be a changeling.

I had a dream where there was an entity standing at the foot of my bed that could transform. First it appeared as one of my family members but upon realizing it was a demon I made it transform into myself. But upon closer examination it had fish like appendages and strange disturbing anatomy. I had it knock over a doll besides my bed so when I woke up I could tell if the demon was real. The doll was still on my wall so I guess it wasn’t; but the dream felt so real and a tarot reader here told me I could have a malicious attachment. When I asked the Tarot myself if it was that, I pulled the Death card. What could this entity be?

>boot up a common sense modification card for a quick coom
>ended up going on a killing spree instead
>cooms to it
Damn I think I've gone too far

From how absurdly obvious the symbolism of this omen was, it has to be a response to something deep inside of me that is dragging me into the depths. Please just fill me in on exactly what God wants from me other than the obvious things like to make the most of my life and such. I want to convince God to modify his plans for me that were revealed to me today. I am truly freaked out in a way that I haven't been before.

Holy shit I just remembered something from earlier today. This is too absurd to be real but it is. HALP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>96031791
>mfw 10th Edition Warhammer
>mfw GW can't shut the fuck up about Chaos
>mfw 4th War of Armageddon
>mfw Orks are sidelined so the Space Furries can be homosexual with the Red Faggot.

>>40643596
There is no doubt negative health implications from being near Wifi, or say , sleeping with bluetooth or your phone under your head. I think if this was clear and commonplace knowledge, people would be upset, so we mostly choose to believe it is 100% benign

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MAKE IT STOP PLease.

>>508082878
Oh fuck me your right Pakistan.

>>713097446
I dropped DQXI when I arrived at the desert town and it still played castle.mp3.
Like arent they the biggest rpg from japs? Why the fuck doesnt desert town have its own music?
Even snes games gave different themes based on area.
Yet DQ XI just had one overworld theme, battle theme, and town theme that you hear over and over for hours.
Were my expectations too high having played multiple other generic rpgs that did more?
Was my game bugged? It had to be right?