>>33382654
As expected, you're just like everyone else that posts these identical threads.
You ask for advice.
You get good advice, but the good advice requires you to work hard on yourself, demands that you change yourself, and requires you to be patients.
So you refuse the advice and demand someone tell you the One Cool Trick To Instantly Get A Life.
What you want doesn't exist.
You will need to spend years getting what you want.
The longer you put off the hard work the longer until you get what you want.